Forever~LOVE

2010-06-21T01:23:00.000-07:00

back frm msiaa!!
feels soo good to be back!
hhaha, kinda had fun there. excluding the food part.
haha. lazy to elaborate!!
today woke up late. got diana's msg. thot she had a camera in my bathrm, haha
went dwn to meet her and faris. ohh, i sound like a gay.
and thnx diana for the food.
haha. so ya, currently fb-ing. haha. what else can you expect frm me.
today supposed to go for tamil oral class in skul
but got the news last min. so ya. didnt go.
skul is gna strt soon. OMG :O!!
hhaha. aites peoplee! byeee(:

*Thaakkudhey kan thaakkudhey♥

2010-06-12T10:11:00.000-07:00

hello people!!!
its been long since i posted. bt ya, so maybe this mite be a longgg post. haha
have been going more crazier in public lately!
swallowed a huge icecube cos i was going crazy.
have been feeling quite sick too, bt was still able to cme up with weird moves.
have been acting drunk cos i drank cooling water.
our plain water smehw has alcohol, right darling?!?!?
watched singam twice!!!! the 2nd time was truly loved! despite the headache. huhuh.
have been reading up notes on science when free!
will be going to msia on the 18thjune to 20thjune.
will be missing loved ones.
missing vimmi righttt now!
currently, talking to vicky on msn, listening to songs, fb-ing! haha
New: NOT joining grps, but answering fb quizzes! gd luck to fwens on my fb.
have gotten scared by ants recently.
have been eating strepsils thats numbs my tongue. huhuhu
i kinda talking nonsense.
bt nvm
New: tried be nrmal and nt mental, didnt work out.
bt Sme pple love it like that. cos thats when i smile! huhu! ^^ * looks at you *
had my cmp fixed, thanks to dad. the pro TO!!!
have been missing a few pple recently):

lastly, 14 june is being looked forward to! (:
many many loves to VICKY!!!!!!
loves for believing that i could change for the better,
loves for making me smile
loves for making me realise so many GOOD things in life
loves for the times you made me feel so loved and special!
loves for the times you stood by me when noone else did!
loves for all the times you forgave me for the thngs i nvr meant!
loves for everything about you!

2010-06-02T18:26:00.000-07:00

heelllooooo people, its been sooo long since i posted and my blog has been dead.
so is my cmp, its spoiled! haizz
and im here to revive it!!!
hols have strtedd!!
will be going msia on 18june!
today cousin is going to india!
huhuhu!!
i wanna go tooo(:
life has been greeatt, thanks to those in it.
went to watch singam ystd!! haha, i likeeee(:
i wanna go watch eclipse toooooo!!!
hhahaha, havent been going to block revision properly.
so ya, dnt knw what else to say.
might post again if i get to use the layppy.
byeeee peopleee!!
loves(:

2010-04-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

Im sick and tired of,

- the excuses you come with

- the lies that you never admitted

- your stupid words

- the damn tone you give me

- the way you NEVER realise your mistake

- the way you hide things from me

Im just sick and tired of all your CRAP

iloveyou is 8 letters,

well so is your bullshit!

2010-04-20T06:26:00.000-07:00

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2010-04-10T01:00:00.001-07:00

Its super super long since i posted!
haha, diana is in indo!
dude, i cant be nrmal la! LMAO
and ely, dnt be sad! cheer up!
han, get well soon and cme to school asap.
china boy is taking over ur place! :(
anyways, was reading diana's storybook.
and was so intersted in this. haha.
the meanings of different kinds of flowers.

A

Acacia — concealed love, beauty in retirement, chaste love
Acanthus — art or artistic; the fine arts; artifice
Achillea Millefolia — war
Aconite (Wolf's Bane) — misanthropy
Acorn — nordic symbol of life and immortality
Agapanthus — love letters
Agnus Castus — coldness, indifference
Allspice — compassion
Almond Blossom — hope, lover's charm
Aloe — grief
Alstroemeria — devotion, friendship
Alyssum — worth beyond beauty
Ambrosia — your love is reciprocated
Amaryllis — pride, pastoral poetry
Amaranth — fidelity
Amaryllis — pride, timidity, splendid beauty
Anemone — forsaken, unfading love, truth, sincerity, anticipation
Angelica — inspiration
Aniseed — restoration of youth
Apple Blossoms — hope, good fortune, better things to come
Arbor Vitae — true friendship
Arbutus — the only do i love
Artemisia — dignity
Asphodel — my regrets follow you to the grave
Aster — symbol of love, daintiness
Azalea — take care of yourself for me, temperance,
fragile passion,chinese symbol of womanhood, fragility

B

Baby's Breath — everlasting love, pure in love
Bachelor Button — single blessedness, celibacy, hope in love
Basil — best wishes, love, hatred
Bay Leaf — strength, I change but in death
Bear's Breeches — art or artistic, the fine arts, artifice
Begonia — beware
Betony — surprise
Bellflower — gratitude
Bells of Ireland — good luck
Bilberry — treachery
Bird of Paradise — magnificence
Bittersweet — truth
Bluebell — humility, constancy
Blue Periwinkle — friendship
Borage — courage, bluntness
Bouquet of Withered Flowers — rejected love
Broom — humility, neatness
Bulrush — indiscretion, docility
Burnet — a merry heart
Buttercup — childishness, cheerfulness

C

Cactus — endurance
Calendula — joy
Calla Lily — splendid beauty
Camellia (general) — admiration, perfection, good luck gift to a man
Camellia (pink) — longing for you
Camellia (red) — you're a flame in my heart
Camellia (white) — you're adorable
Camomile — energy in adversity
Candytuft — indifference
Carnation (general) — fascination, woman love, bonds of affection, health and energy
Carnation (pink) — i'll never forget you
Carnation (red) — my heart aches for you, admiration
Carnation (purple) — capriciousness, whimsical
Carnation (solid color) — yes
Carnation (striped) — no, refusal, sorry i can't be with you, wish i could be with you
Carnation (white) — sweet and lovely, innocence, pure love, woman's good luck gift
Carnation (yellow) — you have disappointed me, rejection
Cattail — peace, prosperity
Cedar — i live for thee, think of me
Chamomile — patience, attracts wealth
Chrysanthemum (general) — you're a wonderful friend, cheerfulness and rest.
Chrysanthemum (red) — I love you
Chrysanthemum (white) — truth
Chrysanthemum (yellow) — slighted love
Cinnamon — my fortune is yours
Clover (four leaf) — good luck, be mine
Columbine — folly
Corn — riches
Cornflower — delicacy, refinement
Coriander — lust
Cowslip — pensiveness, winning grace
Coxcomb — foppery
Crocus — cheerfulness
Cyclamen — resignation and goodbye

D

Daffodil — regard, respect, unrequited love, you're the only one, the sun is always shining when i'm with you
Dahlia — good taste, instability
Daisy — innocence, loyal love, faith, cheer, simplicity
Dandelion — faithfulness, devotion, happiness, wishes come true
Delphinium — airy
Dogwood — durability

E

Edelweiss — daring , noble courage
Elder — zealousness
Elm — dignity
Eucalyptus — protection

F

Fennel — worthy of all praise, strength
Fern — magic, fascination, confidence and shelter
Fern (maidenhair) — secret bond of love
Fig — argument
Fir — time
Flax — domestic symbol, fate
Forget—me—not — true love, memories
Forsythia — anticipation, expectation
Foxglove — insincerity
Fuschia (scarlet) — fast

G

Gardenia — you're lovely, secret love
Garland of roses — reward of virtue
Garlic — courage, strength
Geranium (rose) — preference
Geranium (scented) — stupidity, folly, comfort
Gillyflower — bonds of affection
Gladioli — profess sincerity, flower of the gladiators
Gladiolus — love at first sight, ready—armed, strength of character, generosity
Gloxinia — love at first sight
Golden rod — precaution
Guelder rose — winter, age
Grass — surrender

H

Harebell — submission, grief
Hawthorn — hope
Hazel — reconciliation
Heather (lavender) — admiration, solitude
Heather (pink) — good luck
Heather (white) — protection, wishes will come true
Helenium — tears
Hemlock — you will be my death
Hibiscus — delicate beauty
Holly — defense, domestic happiness
Honeysuckle (yellow) — bonds of love
Hyacinth (general) — games and sports, rashness, flower dedicated to apollo
Hyacinth (blue) — constancy
Hyacinth (purple) — i am sorry, please forgive me, sorrow
Hyacinth (red or pink) — play
Hyacinth (white) — loveliness, i'll pray for you
Hyacinth (yellow) — jealousy
Hydrangea — thank you for understanding, frigidity, heartlessness

I

Ice Plant — your looks freeze me
Iris — fleur—de—lis— emblem of france, your friendship means so much to me, warmth of affection, faith, hope, wisdom and valor, my compliments
Ivy — love, fidelity, marriage, friendship

J

Jasmine — amiability, sensuality, transport of joy, grace and elegance
Jonquil — love me, affection returned, desire, sympathy, desire for affection returned
Judas Tree — unbelief, betrayal

L

Larkspur (pink) — fickleness
Lavender — devotion, distrust
Leaves (all colours) — melancholy
Lemon — zest
Lemon Balm — brings love
Lemon Blossom — fidelity
Lilac (purple) — first emotions of love
Lilac (white) - youthful innocence, purity, sweetness
Lily (calla) — beauty
Lily (day) — coquetry, chinese emblem for mother
Lily (orange) — hatred
Lily (tiger) — wealth, pride
Lily (white) — virginity, purity, majesty, it's heavenly to be with you
Lily (yellow) — i'm walking on air, false and gay
Lily (eucharis) — maiden charms
Lily (tiger) — wealth, pride
Lily of the Valley — sweetness, tears of the virgin mary, return to happiness, humility, you've made my life complete
Love—In—A—Mist — perplexity
Love—lies—bleeding — hopeless, not heartless

M

Magnolia — perserverance, dignity, nobility
Marigold — cruelty, grief, jealousy
Meadowsweet — uselessness
Mimosa — sensitivity
Mint — virtue
Mistletoe — kiss me, affection, to surmount difficulties, sacred plant of india
Monkshood — beware, a deadly foe is near
Morning Glory — affectation
Moss — maternal love, charity
Myrtle — love, remembrance, hebrew emblem of marriage

N

Narcissus — egotism, formality, stay as sweet as you are, self—esteem
Nasturtium — conquest, victory in battle, patriotism
Nightshade — truth

O

Oak Leaves — bravery
Oleander — caution
Orange Blossom — innocence, eternal love, marriage and fruitfulness, wisdom
Orange Mock — deceit
Orchid — love, magnificence, rare beauty, refinement, beautiful lady, chinese symbol for many children
Orchid (cattleya) — mature charm

P

Palm Leaves — victory and success
Pansy (all colours) — thoughts, love and happiness
Parsley — festivities
Peach Blossoms — i am your captive, longevity
Peppermint — warmth of feelings
Peony — bashfulness, shame, indignation, happy life, happy marriage
Periwinkle (blue) — early friendship
Periwinkle (white) — pleasures of memory
Petunia — resentment, anger, your presence soothes me
Phlox — we are united
Pine — hope, pity
Poinsettia — be of good cheer
Polyanthus — pride of riches
Poppy (general) — eternal sleep, oblivion, imagination
Poppy (red) — pleasure, fantastic extravagance
Poppy (white) — sleep, consolation
Poppy (yellow) — wealth, success
Prickly Pear — satire
Primrose — I can't live without you
Primrose (evening) — inconstancy

Q

Quaking Grass — agitation
Queen Anne's Lace — fantasy
Quince — temptation

R

Rose (black) — death
Rose (bridal) — happy love
Rose (dark crimson) — mourning,
Rose (deep red) — passion, bashful shame
Rose (hibiscus) — delicate beauty
Rose (leaf) — you may hope
Rose (orange) — desire
Rose (pink) — perfect happiness, please believe me, simplicity, grace
Rose (red) — love, I love you
Rose (tea) — I'll remember always
Rose (thornless) — love at first sight, attachment
Rose (white) — innocence and purity, I am worthy of you, you're heavenly, secrecy and silence
Rose (white & red mixed) — unity, flower emblem of england
Rose (white—dried) — death is preferable to loss of virtue
Rose (white with ivy) — purity of intentions and promise of fidelity
Rose (withered white) — transient impression
Rose (yellow) — decrease of love, jealousy, try to care
Rosebud — beauty and youth, a heart innocent of love
Rosebud (red) — pure and lovely
Rosebud (white) — girlhood, a heart ignorant of love
Rosebud (moss) — confessions of love
Roses (bouquet of mature blooms) — gratitude
Roses (single full bloom) — I love you, I still love you
Rosemary — remembrance, fidelity

S

Saffron — beware of excess
Sage — wisdom, long life, domestic virtue
Shamrock — lightheartedness
Smilax — loveliness
Snapdragon — deception, gracious lady
Snowdrop — hope
Spearmint — warmth of sentiment
Spider Flower — elope with me
Stephanotis — happiness in marriage, desire to travel
Stock — bonds of affection, promptness, you'll always be beautiful to me
Strawberry — perfect goodness
Sunflower — haughtiness
Sweetpea — goodbye, departure, blissful & delicate pleasure, thank you for a lovely time
Sweet William — a smile, gallantry

T

Tamarisk — crime
Thrift — sympathy
Thyme — strength and courage, activity
Tulip (general) — perfect lover, frame, flower emblem of holland
Tulip (red) — believe me, declaration of love
Tulip (variegated) — beautiful eyes
Tulip (yellow) — there's sunshine in your smile, hopeless love

V

Vernal Grass — poor but happy
Violet Tulip — modesty
Violet (blue) — watchfulness, faithfulness, i'll always be true, modesty
Violet (white) — let's take a chance

W

Wallflower — faithfulness
Water lily — purity of heart
Wistaria — I cling to you
Woodruff — sweet humility

Z

Zinnia (magenta) — lasting affection
Zinnia (mixed) — thinking (or in memory) of an absent friend
Zinnia (scarlet) — constancy
Zinnia (white) — goodness
Zinnia (yellow) — daily remembrance

2010-03-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

its been superr long since i blogged.
so here i am to post sumthng.
haha, currently am on fb and chatting. listening sngs too.
and the kuku me went to hit my head on sumthng damn hard in the morn.
damn clumsy laa, or may be too sleepy. haha.
so ya, am soo bored.
i wanna watch goa and vinnaithaandi varuvayaa!!!
aites people, i really dnt know what to blog abt. haha.
byeee, nights!

2010-03-06T03:57:00.000-08:00

halolo peopleee!!!
im soooo superrr bored!
currently msging diana and khaizan and chatting with praveshh!
and i love diana's dad! damn cool! and cute! haha!
and i read diana's book already. niceee(:
im like staring at the comp screen, wondering what to type, haha.

2010-03-05T06:31:00.000-08:00

2010-02-27T22:40:00.000-08:00

haluuu people!
am posting after soo long!!
feeling kinda bored.
so ya, morn woke up alot of times to check my fne!
went to bathe and all at 11 plus?
thn ya, cleaned my messy room.
ate and all.
mum, dad and sis went to shop.
am alone right now.
was talking to diana and sara annae on the fne just now.
might be going some place later, for sara annae's belated birthday thnge?
so ya, currently. doing ntg.
i badly wanted to watch ninaethale inikum. and only managed to watch half the mvie online.
and now, they're putting it on tv. how irritating!
okay, dnt know what to blog ready!
nvm, as usual. i shall talk nonsense.
so ya, ystd night went to meet undoh!
like surprisingly my mum let me.
and got parents meeting on 5th.
good luck to me la! piank!
im so gona get screwed on friday!
and diana, just said sumthng. that gave me a huge heartattack.
great la!
nvm, i just got to get it over and done with!
so ya, thats all people! im still bored!
haha, byeee(:

2010-02-10T06:52:00.001-08:00

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2010-02-10T05:04:00.000-08:00

helllooo peoplee!!
1stly, i soo badly want to quit school!!
haha, 2ndly. today i laughed till i almst vomitted! HAHAH!!
so ya, let me blog abt today.
met diana and elysee at toi.
tied diana's hair. if she becme botak, ya its cos of me!
LOL, went for assembly.
blabla. art, its a C-O-M-E-D-Y!
isolated!! with the funniest kuku? LMAO!
then, went for recess.
maths, teacher didnt turn up.
blabla, lessons as usual. i cnt rmb la!
after school, bused to sunplaza.
thought there was a subway there, but no!
so decided to eat at kfc.
diana went to meet my khalid sayang.
left me and hannah.
that kuku, make me smile like dnt knw what sia!
haha, ever seen dog vomitting?!
thn saw my khalid sayang!
haha, after diana cme.
more funny, laugh till i felt like vomitting siaa! cnnt tahan.
okay i so admit, can make joke book la!
thn took 859 back. ran for the bus. lols. in the bus, my meant-to-be. we had the same fneee! *ahems *
hahaha. so ya, diana and han left 1st.
went back hme with undoh!
curently, feeling so bored.
facebook is taking so long, hayo!
aites people.
shall blog when im free!
byeeeeeeeeeee!

* love you more than my pooh, you just dont realise *

2010-02-04T05:56:00.000-08:00

Why do people fall in love?

- People fall in love because they want to offer someone something good that they have. They want to be with someone not as to depend on him or her but to share their life with them. It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why sometimes it fails. The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart. Two souls but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one. Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction.

[[ Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart. If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden forever. Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters. Love is a moment that lasts forever. You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love. Somewhere between long talks and making fun of eachother, i fell for you ♥. It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it. You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunniest things. But most of all, you make me love you. A song isn't a song until you sing it. A bell isn't a bell until you ring it. Love in your heart isn't there to stay. Love isn't love until you give it away. ]]

2010-02-02T03:19:00.000-08:00

its been super long since i blogged.
so ya, decided to blog today la!!
morn, met diana and ely at the toi.
helped diana tie her hair, more of like torture her hair.
lols, sorry diana.
thn lessons as usual.
chem, went to the lab.
and diana and i managed to succeed in that setopid experimentt!!
huhuhu!!
so ya, after school.
had eng extended lessons.
i wrote soo much of thngs abt the pic, but when the teacher asked me.
i gave her stupid ans.
after that, went for art.
always happen.
when you do your work like crazy, the teacher isnt there to see.
wahlao.
went off at 4pm 1st.
cos dear seetharaman asked me to wait for him outside staff room to do my tamil test.
but ended up, he had some meeting.
wahlao.
when up to art class again.
thanks han, for the taping!! LOL
so ya, now am hme.
soo boredd laa!!
haiz, tmr another skul day.
aites pple. gtg. byeee (:
much loves, pari(:

* i love this feeling where you get excited for nothing, but still go crazy!!

2010-01-23T04:16:00.000-08:00

ohlala(:
yesh, this is random! but ya!
i lovee my 3 kukus, diana, elysee and hannah!!!
the 3 dulings who were always there for me when i needed them.
the ones who make me laugh my jaw off!!
so many *memories*
so many stupid arguments
so many inside jokes
and the craziest nights
everything crazy i do
always seems to happen
when im with my 3 darlings!!
we're tighter than a fat guy in tights
am gonna treasure this 3 dearest friends foreverrr!
never wanna lose you guys!!!
i want our friendship to go on and on foreverrr!!
you 3 would always be a part of my heart and my lifee!
Best Friends Forever, its a promise and not a label!
LOVE YOU LOADS!!!!!!

2010-01-22T07:03:00.000-08:00

2010-01-22T05:58:00.000-08:00

helloooo peopleeee!
ohlala:)
im like super excited, but i dont know why.
chatting with diana right noww! kinda smiling and laughing at the comp!!
oh oh oh, i kinda ran for the bus just now! HAHA!!
and im likeee so inluvv with babies!!
went out with ely and diana just now!
haha, tripped over something like twice? scaryy!
so ya, left yishun at arnd 7.30plus?
and trust me, the 169 bus was slower than a snail. HIYO!
so ya, currently chatting with diana and hotchoc!
vorkeyy peoplu, byee! :)

2010-01-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

HALOLO people!!
im supposed to be in bed, but ya.
haha, morn met diana and ely. heh heh (:
went to school, tied diana's hair SUPER fast. im amazedd:)
silent reading, hadda stand cause mr. james caught me talking.
he spying on me laa! hiyoo
lessons as usual!!
and and and, people are reading my mind.
diana, hannah, elysee and some stranger in the bus!!
am i like having transparent mind? ohlala (:
after school, went to art rm.
mr. chris, reminds me of someeeonee i dont want to get reminded of la!
hiyoo, * hits forehead *
so ya, walked to nrthpnt.
im fascinated by the cooling icecreamm :)
ohh, and popular has many valentine cards! * stares at diana and hannah *
make me soooo guilty.
so i thnk i have to buy diana those valentines card! HAHA!
so ya, after that. went walking walking walking walk! hahaha!
bused back hme
torture la, drama and crocodile tears!
my gastric pain is killing meee!!!!
and and and, im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo in love with babies!!!!!!
and thngs are back to normal between me and undoh!
dont wish to regret it, ever!
tmr, its boy annae's 21st birthday.
may god bless him with joy, happiness and health!!
May god be with him always.
and get well soon!!!!!! (:
love you loads!
so ya, gonna sleep right now.
and lastly, i love my 3 kukus!!!!!
byeee peoplee! heh heh (:

2010-01-18T05:16:00.001-08:00

The Bottom Line
Everything's changing fast. Starting anything new just leads to more uproar.

In Detail
Ready for a little rest and relaxation? Some well-deserved time off, away from the madding crowds? Well, you're certainly due -- and thanks to the stars, who are currently tiptoeing through your house of one-to-one relationships wearing wistful, dreamy looks -- well, let's just say you won't be looking for company for long. You may, however, be reported as missing by your worried friends. Let them know you won't be surfacing for a few days. It's only polite.

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2010-01-16T21:30:00.000-08:00

The Bottom Line
Do a handstand! Change your perspective and get a unique solution to an old problem.

In Detail
After one last day of teasing you with lingering glances that last just a tad too long to be socially acceptable, late this evening a certain person will finally be ready to say what's on their mind. If you're unattached and interested, stare back. (Heck, even if you're attached, go ahead and enjoy their admiration.) In fact, stare back for even longer than they do. Think of it as a contest. Resolve to win, and see where they put their eyes next. Bet you can guess.

2010-01-16T19:46:00.000-08:00

hellooo peoplee!!
today morn woke up at 9 plus?
thanks to undohh!
so ya, currently chatting with hannah and vik!
the donkey just made the dog smile! :)
thanks donkey!
im so bored, okay wait. actually not la.
no plans for today, wanna get out of this hell but its not possible la!

and to this person.
i had enough of ALL your crap and shitty-fied nonsense.
dont bother saying sorry anymore.
cause you just keep repeating your mistakes.
and even if you say sorry, dont even dream that i would accept it.
it would be over my dead body, mark my words.
i dont give respect for someone's age, i give respect for what they are.
and look at you. sucha hypocrite. never admit your mistakes.
say so many sorry, but never meant it.
always finding fault in what others do, but never looked at your own mistakes.
never admitted once, that it was actually your fault.
you classified me under those who never appreciate the things you do for me.
is that why, ive said a thousand thanks for the thngs you have done for me.
please, im not like you. i say it only if i mean it.
i said so many thanks and sorry, but you never bothered to listen.
stop acting nice to me. you can never take back the words you said to me.
so dont dream! wonder what you will do if there wasnt a tomorrow for me.
i shall see how you take back the words. i shall see who regrets. you or me?
casue i know what i do is right. ive been taught how to choose the right path and take the right decisions. so stop trting me like some 3 year old kid. and stop commenting abt those i mix around with. i know thm for 4 whole years. so you keep your damn comments to yourself. dont talk as if you know thm. i know my friends are those who would stand by me through thick and thin. dont think im as stupid as you to choose the wrong friends and then end up regretting. and i dont care if you trust me or not. ya, you raised me up. but still, its MY life and im the one who is living it. not you. oh wait, were you one who even raised me up. i dont think so. if you want to bring down your own image, do it for all you want. i cant be bothered anymore. seems like you take advantage when i end up giving in. so im not going to. cause i really had enough of it. realised we never did get along all these days. to you, she was important. so be it. i dont care. and its not im stubborn and dont want to listen to you .the problem just lies with you. you say thngs in a way that it would get on my nerves. learn to say thngs properly, thn pple might listen to you. just because you are old enough, doesnt mean you are perfect and know everything. theres so much other thngs that you also have to learn. you never bothered to listen or hear me talk. so when you are willing to listen to me, i wouldnt be there. thn it would be too late.
i still love you like how i did. but looks like you dont. so be it. so ya, a big thanks!

2010-01-15T18:28:00.000-08:00

ystdd was just a superr fun dayy!!
Fascinatingg!!!
morn, met diana and elysee in the toi.
bought that addictive seweet!!
so ya lessons, as usual.
after that, me and hannah confused.
didnt know if we should go for the pongal thng or to LaSalle.
so ya, decided to go to LaSalle.
reached there, im sooo loving that place!!!
surr cool!!!
especially that percussion thngee!!!!!!
was walking walking around that placee!!
niceeeee:))))
then after the whole thng, bused to mrt station.
we tied all our bag strap together!!
wass so funny la!!
one woman got stuck in the middle of us, HAHA!!
thn ths elysee, came up with this kuku plan.
one fall, all fall.
but actually it was me falling with her.
hahaha!! was laughing my headd off!!!
went to city hall.
diana bought her stuffs.
was walking around, went to the decoration shopp.
that cuteee pencils!!
haha, fascinatingg!!
thn trained to bishan.
buscmmereadyyyyyyy!!!
elysee went to her french class.
diana bought her thng at cotton on in bishan.
so we didnt have to go to ssc.
thn from there, trained to yishun.
went to diana's hse.
cockraoch cemetry dayyy!!
my god!! gross me out la!
went to diana hse.
slept there while diana and hannah was doing sumthng.
shiok la her bed, damn comfortable knoww!haha
thn after that left her hse.
took 965 bus.
diana just helped my phobia of crossing roads get worst!! LOL!
reached wdlands.
walked SUPER fast.
let me emphaise on the word SUPER!! haha.
diana and hannah went to the photo shop at causeway point.
and i walked hme 1st, LIKE SUPER FAST!!
went hme, bathed and everythng.
thn diana and hannah cme to my hse.
changed and everythng.
lols, joke la!!
left the hse, toook 965.
elysee got up the bus half way.
was taking pics in the bus.
funnyy!!
thn got down at sengkang.
took bus 89.
elysee was singing songs to me, LOLS!!!!
and she was driving the bus, funny sia that one.
got dwn at downtown east.
went to bk.
sat there for a while.
thn went to anisa's birthday partyy!!
sawww achuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! :))
was there for a while.
me and elysee went walkwalk. * AHEMS *
thn ya, after that went to the beach there.
sat there, took many pics.
thn got this grp of malay guys singing and playing guitar.
niceeee:)
made friends with thmmm!!!!! :D
talk talk with thm.
thn ya, went back to the chalet.
said byee to anisa's mum and all.
waited for dad to cme and fetch us.
so ya, dad fetched diana, elsyee and hannah to yishun mrt.
went back hme, ate like a pig. trust mee! somethng is wrong with me!!
went to sleep at 2 plus? cant rmb.
150110- fascinattinggg dayyy:) love itt:)

and lastly to Miss Perfect Shit!
why do you give a damn about what i tell my mum?
stop talking as if you are so perfect la!
im tryna be nice, but if you want to give me this shit.
i jolly well, treat you like cow dung!
i know la, your bloody fat nose is super big, doesnt mean you have to poke your damn nose in my life or problems. keep your shitty-fied comments to yourself la. Miss. Perfect Shit, i dont give a damn about what you think of me. But you jolly well keep out of MY life! If you want to get on my nerves more, go on. I dont mind. But take note of this, you will regret it big time, one day or another. Mark my words, you bloody female dog!

2010-01-14T05:49:00.000-08:00

haluuuu funny peoplee!!

1stly, happy birthday to anisaa! :)

so ya, gonna blog abt today.
went to school.
met diana and elysee at 2nd flr toi.
tied diana's hair.
thn went dwn for assembly.
1st was bio, tried to concentrate. hhaah.
thn it was, maths? kinda studied. ohh, and i understand that thngee.
after that was recess, didnt eat.
was doing work, stress!!
thn during eng, went through the compre questions.
after that was chem, TORTUREE!!!
i seriously prefer mrs. ow la.
its like i cant help but comment on ths ms.lai!!
so ya, after that was cdl.
me and regina, as usual. drew thngs. mine really looked retarded.
hadda feel up that about me thngee?
then it was MT.
hayooo, * hits forehead*
went for assembly after that.
me and elysee, were laughing like crazyy.
thanks to me and that funny face!! HAHA!
thn went to mac after that.
ohh, beef burgerr?? LMAO!!
was laughing as usual, till i had sorethroat.
thn walked back to skul, cos ely had netball training.
me and han bought icecream.
poor icecream!! hahah
cant actually rmb what happened, but i know we were laughing our asses off.
and elysee, actually sat on somethng the ground and laughed!!
laugh till i had sorethroat!!
thn after that, ely went for training.
me, diana and han walked to nrthpnt.
stupid pri skul gals, bloody hell.
act big only siaaa.
setuupiddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohh, and han said that gal stinked.!!
ya, maybe she really ahs a fwen who is a aunty in the market, pulling trolley. HAHA!!
thn went walkwalk in nrthpnt.
after that, i took 856 back hme.
currently, msging and chatting!
hopefully tmrr everythng goes well!! * prays super super hard *
aites, byeee bloggiee!!!!!! much loves!

[[Lets toss a coin!
Heads- you're mine
Tails- im yours]]

2010-01-13T03:28:00.000-08:00

The Bottom Line
Love: It's not just in the air. It's calling your cell and whispering in your ear.

In Detail
Your love life is currently a very busy place -- and a pleasantly crowded one, too. You're entertaining four earthy, practical astrological energies in your house of love, all of them intent on getting you together with someone who's just as respectable, responsible and practical as yourself. If you're single, your chances of meeting someone you'll actually find intelligent and interesting are really, really good. If you're with someone, snuggle up and plan on spending some time alone. It's time to fall in love all over again.

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2010-01-11T03:53:00.000-08:00

Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass, Belle fell in love with a beast, Jasmine choosed a poor man, Ariel spent her life on land. It's all about the smiles and tears; love is about facing your biggest fears. ♥

okay i seriously dont have any mood to blog or what.
curretnly chatting with diana!!!!!
oh btw, congrats to pravesh's sister!!
amazingly, im being nice to even congratulate herr!!
Feb 14 is comingg!!! * stares at hannah *
somehow, i do give a damn about it la.
feel guilty!! * oops *
so ya, kinda trying to do my eng hmwk.
but somehow, online dictionaries arent helping.
ohhh, and my setupidd neighbour just cme outside my hse.
and me and my sister gave each other that, "why is this female dog here?" look!!
irritating laa!!
ohhhhhhhhh, impttttttt!!!!!!
my 36 bucks, ALL gonee!!!!
great or what?!
like jsut now only, diana was asking me how much i got so much money.
and by evening, im broke!!
so ya, 10 bucks used to buy burger king.
the another 26 bucks, used to buy pp8?
i gave the shop aunty, 15 bucks. all notes.
and another 11 bucks, all coins.
cos i realised that all my notes were used up.
im wondering, will my pp8 finish soon like how it used to?
cos i want it to!!
but depends on that person.
so ya, am home.
super confused already.
and another addition to that, choosing of the art topics.
wish the world would end just now, LIKE RIGHT NOW!!
im feeling superrr upset.
things always had to end up the wrong way.
Pari Mala * cries in confusion *
Lets get you a love quote!
"Which way are you going? The left one where there is nothing right? Or the right one, where there is nothing left?"
why am i always falling for the wrong person?
even though that person is someone good, its the wrong one.
1stly, i should stop being this softhearted!!
hate myself for that!!
what would you do if the person who made you cry was the one who was making you smile all this while? how would you feel?

2010-01-10T03:15:00.000-08:00

; FOR DIANAAAA!!!

Cheer up darlinggggggg!!!!!!!
I know how you feel deyy, cause ive been through the same shit many times before.
Just that yours seems worst!!
But hey, look at me dude!!
Im get hurt so damn easily, cry even more easily.
But i moved on, putting everything aside.
Im sure you can make it girl!!
If you cant get him, then let me tell you this.
You deserve more than that babe!!
And i'll wish upon a star for youu every night deyy!!!
Sucha seweet person like you, seriously deserves more than this!!
I may not be able to get him back for you, but im gonna try my best!!
You have done soo many things for me, and im gonna make sure you get what you want in love!
No matter what, i will be there to wipe the tears off your face darling!
Or even share the smiles with you!
Im on the positive side girl!
Nothing is impossible!!
Not another tear i want to see on your face!!
So cheer up!!!
Luvvyoumanymany!!!
*Partners in comedy!!* HAHA!!

2010-01-10T00:10:00.000-08:00

hellloooo peopleeeee!!!!
let me blog about ystd!!
morn woke up at arnd 9plus.
bathed, got ready and all.
bused to diana's hse.
reached her hse.
this time, she was already awake!!! :)
ate brkfast at her hse.
thn decided to go to school.
took 811.
reached school.
we were walking arnd.
thn watched the concert for a while.
and this diana, just hadda say hi to ms. lathika.
and ms. lathika made us carry that big big table.
hahaha, my choco pillows!!
thn went to chong pang.
top up prepaid!!
used the atm machine, thanks to undohh!
after that, bought water and sweets at 7-11.
and trust me, me and diana took so long to choose what drink to buy.
lols, decided to buy mineral water.
but dont know whch brand to buy, the kuku us!!
and the sweet, super addictive.
and and and, i always get the nice one and diana gets the loser one.
LOL!!
took 800 to diana's hse.
ate lunch at her hse.
haha, was using the lappy for a while.
blabla, socksssssss!! :)
thn met vik under the blk.
decided to go wdlands.
to that water fall/ longkang place!! hahah!!
so ya, walked to interchnage.
vik walked 1st.
saww elysee, was talking to her.
ohhh, im marriedd?!?!?!!?!?!?!
haha, so ya. walked to interchange.
was laughing my damn head off.
seeing the way vik walked. *oops*
thn diana asked me to talk to the boy beside us.
well, we dnt even know him la.
LOL!!
thanks god the bus came.
took the bus.
blabla.
was talking to diana.
throwing paper.
thn got dwn at marsiling.
diana and i, damn funny.
we didnt friend each other for a while!!
lols, joke laa!!
oh talking abt joke.
diana and i, we are gonna make a comedy togetherrrr!!!!!!
so ya, reached that water fall placeee.
ilovethatplace!!!!!
left that place at 6.30.
diana hadda go to her aunt place.
so left me and vik.
decided to walk to wdlands interchangee.
frm marsiling to wdlands, kinda near laa. hmmph!
was talking.
and seriously, i hate it when car tires screeches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so ya, reached the interchnge.
vik went to take bus.
and i walked back hme.
and suddenly the surrounding felt so quiet, haizz! haha
reached hme.
went to eat 1st, was soo hungry.
used the comp for a while.
went to bathe.
ate again, haha.
was msging diana.
was watching some stupid chi horror-comedy movie.
was telling diana abt it.
and some how, the mvie was soo boring that i fell asleep on the sofa
went to bed at arnd 12 plus?
thn, vik's msg vibration amazingly woke me up in the middle of the night.
tried to keep myself awake and was msging him.
went back to sleep at 2 plus?
today woke up at 11plus.
bathed and all.
watched kuruvi for a while!!
thn koled that kuku.
we talked for 1 hour 16 mins plus?
his poor prepaid!! HAHA!!
hadda crack my poor brain, it was like solving some hangman game.
currently, listening to sonngs and fb-ing.
feel so bored and hungryyy.
tmr got skul, HAIZ!!
aites, i dont know what to blog readyy!
lols, bye!

* One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can utter *

2010-01-08T07:03:00.000-08:00

its freakky when horoscopes turn out to be DAMN truee!!! hmmphh!

The Bottom Line
Set achievable goals. Then break them into baby steps, and tackle them one by one.

In Detail
Your words are extremely potent now -- so much so that you might unintentionally hurt someone quite deeply without meaning to. If a dear one pushes your buttons, it would probably be better for you to count to at least ten before you respond -- or just say, 'Let me think about it.' Just don't let go with anything that's deliberately hurtful. No use burning a bridge simply because your mouth has temporarily turned into a lethal weapon.

2010-01-08T06:14:00.000-08:00

haluuuuuuuuuuu!!!!
lets blog abt today.
morn, met diana and elysee at 2nd flr toilet.
hadda tie her hair. hahah.
thn i thnk went to the parade square.
as usual, that tong tong always extra!! haha, damn that girl iss sooo pretty!! HAHA!!
so ya, 1st lesson was MT!!
did some wrksheet.
thn it was eng i thnk.
teacher didnt cme.
thn it was cdl.
me and regina, strted drawing the cartoon characters in spongebob squarepants.
hahaha!! funny sia!!
thn it was recess.
i ateee!!!! hahah!!
thn atfer that was maths.
did some work.
thn was art.
SSSB!!!
after skul, went walkwalk? with diana, hanny and elysee darlingsss!!!!!!
sat at the canteen, ya. as usual, pranking!!!
some idiots just wont pick up the fne.
thn we left the skul. bused to nrthpnt.
elysee went back hme.
so, me, diana and han went to the library?
we were looking thru cookbooks?
haha, made me hungry.
thn we went to the interchange.
last min plan. saw 856 bus and just decided to take it.
so went to that waterfall(??????) place somwhere near wdlands or marsiling?
reminds me of someone *looks at diana*
so ya, was playing there.
damn damn nice la that place.
after that, went to marsiling mrt station.
sway sia, see my neighbour there.
hahaha, coast clearrr!!!!!!
thn bused back to yishun.
was talking in the bus.
and diana, strt believing girl!!
its like how you wish upon a star and believe that your dream would come true one day.
its just e same girl. believe that he would cme. thnk positively even though its impossible!!
true love would always find its way deyy!!!
and no matter what it takes, i would help you darlinggg!!!
dont worry, am here!!!!
so just believe girl!!!!!! :)))))))
so ya, reached yishun interchnge.
saw elysee, coincidence.
thn cass cme.
thn got that brian guyy
went to bk after that.
after a while, met that undoh at library.
talk talk!!
and sorryyy hannah!!!!!!!!!!!!
so ya, after a while. undoh left.
we left too.
hannah left 1st.
me and diana walked to the mosque 965 busstp.
otw there, was talking to diana.
oh wait, more of like shouting to her abt that thng. i was soo excited and stressed cos my plans ended up being a failure!!! LOL!
so ya, waited and waited for the bus.
diana's aunt was there too.
so ya, atlast the bus cme.
reached hme at arnd 8 plus?
i went to eat 1st, was starving.
thn bathe and all.
currently chatting wiv diana and hannah and mw and vimmi akka.
and listening to songs, and msging and fb-ing.
aites, gtg nowww.
byeeee!!!!!!!!!!!

and ths song reminds me of youuuu!!!

Always said I would know where to find love,
Always thought I'd be ready and strong enough,
But some times I just felt I could give up.
But you came and changed my whole world now,
I'm somewhere I've never been before.
Now I see, what love means.

It's so unbelievable,
And I don't want to let it go,
Something so beautiful,
Flowing down like a waterfall.
I feel like you've always been,
Forever a part of me.
And it's so unbelievable to finally be in love,
Somewhere I'd never thought I'd be.

In my heart, in my head, it's so clear now,
Hold my hand you've got nothing to fear now,
I was lost and you've rescued me some how-.
I'm alive, I'm in love you complete me,
And I've never been here before.
Now I see, what love means.

When I think of what I have, and this chance I nearly lost,
I cant help but break down, and cry.
Ohh yeah, break down and cry.

Now I see, what love means

New Year..New leaf

2010-01-06T20:31:00.000-08:00

Hello peeps..

This entry is gonna be like no other and it is gonna include my new year resolution. Since its a new year, i think i would need a brand new start to forgot all my sour memories and project myself better in this year.

My first resolution, "Speak good English, Text good English, and Chat in good English".

I know my English usage is not good and all, but i am gonna put effort. And the effort begins right here in this entry. Not only am i gonna improve my English, i would also do well in my Science and Math.. =)

Second resolution, "Reduce usuage of vulgarities". I also know my usuage of vulgarities reflect bad on myself, my family, and my dear group of friends. So i am gonna change for the better and not gonna let myself down.

Third resolution, "Be good to everyone, hate no one". Life is uncertain, and i should use it, while it last, to help people. That means i am gonna control my anger and be good to everyone. That includes my family and my close friends.(not that i am not good to them now and all...haha)

A happy New Year! Grant that I May bring no tear to any eye. When this New Year in time shall end Let it be said, I've have been a gd friend, Have lived and loved and help everyone around me in one way or another, And made of it a happy year. --Pari

P.S. It wasnt me who actually posted ths new year thngee. But ya, somehow find it kinda true. Kinda only la!!! and undohh, told you i would post it!!! :P

2010-01-05T06:33:00.000-08:00

Before i fall too fast
kiss me quick
but make it last
so i can see how badly this will hurt me
when you say good bye
Keep it sweet
Keep it slow
Let the future pass
but dont let go
but tonight i could fall to sleep
to this beautiful moonlight
But your so hypnotising
you got me laughing while i sing
you got me smiling in my sleep
I can say this im unravling
and your love is where im falling
so please dont Catch Me
sing this high
dont settle down
like a child running scared from a clown
Im terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when i look at you
now fly away
So i can breath
even though your far from sufficating me
But i cant get my hopes to high
Cuz every hello ends with a goodbye
But your so hypnotising
you've got me laughing while i sing
you've got me smiling in my sleep
and i can say this im unravling
Your love is where im falling
so please dont catch me
Now you see
Why im scared
I cant open up my heart without a care
so here i go
its what i feel
nd for the first time in my life i know its real
But You're so hypnotising
you've got me laghing while i sing
you've get me smiling in my sleep
and i can say this im unravling
and Your love is where im falling
so please dont catch me
And when im out'''
please dont break me
im giving up
so just catch me

2010-01-05T06:24:00.001-08:00

you wanna know so much . ask her, its human law . never talk about people stuff to others without letting them know, never learn abt it ? sad life for you, but i know not to tell thing . cos i dont have their permission, its life . deal with it, wanna get angry ? dont talk to me then, its fine cos im not talking about ppl's life .

2010-01-05T05:41:00.000-08:00

am so tired and lazy right now.
but nvm, i shall post.
well, 1stly. school sucks!!!
haizz. nvm. btw, today met diana and elysee in the toilet.
hannah cme too!! tying diana's hair, major problem!! but sorry for the pain caused diana!!
went to hall for some talks. i got cramps!!
then ya, went to class.
class bonding?? LOL
thn blabla, cnt rmb much.
after skul, bused to ssc.
walked arnd in ssc. ate at the kopitiam.
damn funny la, laughed till my tummy ached.
my pepsi, had a sad sad lifee!!
after that bused to yishun.
in the bus, laughed like crazy again!!
got dwn at yishun, took mrt to orchad.
walkwalk over there. i only rmb tripping on somethng when there wasnt anythng there.
ohhhh, and saw diana's cousinnn!!!! :)))))))))
thn ya, took mrt back to yishun.
in the "mrt bus", laughed like some mad person.
especially the, whats up part!!! foresttsss!!!
i didnt know they actually call a mrt, CAR?
wtf, mrt bus is funny enuf. and nw a car?
so ya, got dwn at yishun.
elysee left 1st.
diana, hannah and i walked to the 965 busstp.
i took 169 back hme.
so ya, reached hme. bathed and everythng, thn ate.
currently, chatting with hannah and diana!!
will be going off any moment now.
and to you ah. for god sake, if you have the guts, freaking tell me the truth.
okay, maybe your sis was jsut playing. but you have been hiding thngs frm me and giving me excuses. well, you jolly well stop it. and you dont talk as if you so damn bloody matured okay.
you got a prob with me, effing say it!! are you even genuine in the 1st place? makes me wodner you know!! oh wait, maybe you're just acting as MR. GOOD GUY??? i know you arent the only one for me. are you even worth my love? are you even worth my friendship? are you even worth my trust?
have you asked yourself, if you're being selfish? you call me selfish, have you looked at yourself? you say do thnk abt pple b4 yourself. are you sure? well i didnt mind when you cme and talked to me. i didnt mind telling you everything. but now, i have a doubt. can you really be trusted? this has been on my mind for a very long time. but today, i knew i had to say it. not only cause of what happened just now, but this has been on my mind very long. its not cause of that conversation just now. so ask yourself, can you be trusted? we had so many arguments, fights, and quarells. but i did take back my words, even though the fault wasnt on me. i dont want to argue with you anymore. seriously, i just want ths fwenship to be smooth. i treasure our fwenship. seriously, i do. i dont want us grow apart. i dont want it to be the, strangers, friends and back to strangers. you either change, or forget this whole damn thng. cause i know, i changed alot of thngs just for you.

2010-01-02T23:20:00.000-08:00

2 jan, saturday
went to ecp with family!!
was super super fun!!!
esp the place where you feel like you're at the middle of the beach!!!!
had lotsa fun with loves!!
and i realised thhat spore does not have a lack of stars!! *looks at undoh*
so ya, we stayed there till 2amplus?
the moon, the stars, the sky, the sound of the waves, the breeze!! it was justt so nicee!!!!
supposed to upload the pics, but fb is giving me probs!!
currently, chatting with hanu, diana and uma akka.
school is strting tmr!!!
and im not ready at all!!
aites, am going off now.
byee bloggie!!!

♥your voice brightened up my day:)))

2010-01-01T05:07:00.000-08:00

justt came back frm the airport after sending uncle.
and and and, i saw the singer ranjitttttttttt!!!!
currently, chatting with adha. after soo long!! and msging vik.
haha, i wanna see diana with makee upp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
saw her cous's engagement under her aunt's blk when i passed by it in 912!!!
tmr will be going to the beachhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! with my family and vimmi akka's familyyy!!!
am excitedd!!!!
im waiting for diana's msg!! bet she's busyy!! diana quickkkkk msg meee!!!! ive got sumthng to tell youuu!!!! hahahah!!!!

and to you!! if you think by doing this you would make me feel jealous. then think again okayy?
you're just pissing me off! even knowing how i feel towards you, why are you still talking abt some other person?!?! seriously, im not interested abt what she says or do la!! im not angry with you, i just dont want you to do this la! im sure you would read this, and i really hope you understand la!!!!

2009-12-31T21:10:00.000-08:00

A Prosperous and Peaceful Twenty-Ten to all my Darlings and everyone out there!!!!!!

To Mum and Dad, i might have hurt you alot of times!!! We had so many misunderstandings!! A big sorry for that!!! but putting all that aside, i really love you lotz!!!!!!!! deep deep down, i know i love you more than anyone!!! Thanks for everything you have done for me!!!

To My dearest sister!!!! Remember everyday, no matter what i've said or done. I really want you to know that i love you more than you know!! When no one is there with you, i'll be there my dearest angel!!!!!

To vimmi akka, you have always been there, you know me inside out!! all those things you have done for me, i really appreciate it akka!!!! I loveeeee youuuu many many!!! :)))

To Diana and Hannah darls, we have been through so much last year!! But keeping all that aside, you two were always there for me!!! When i was happy, sad or even angry. I really appreciate that!!

To Diana, Thanks alot Buildingggg!!!! I love you lotzz! No one could ever replace someone like you!!! We walk around talking to complete strangers, Laugh For absolutely no reason at all, have setuuupid fights which are over in a few mins!! But no matter what happens i'll always be there for you, be it good or bad times!!!

And Hannah, Thanks too!! especially the part where you made me feel guilty.* ahems * hahahah!!! Love you girl!!!

And Elysee Darl, Thanks alottt too girl!!!!!! haha, partners in crimee!!!!!! You really appreciateddd!!!

To Viknesh!! Thanks for listening to all my problems!! Thanks for all those advices!! Thanks for being there whenever i felt down! You have been a great friend!!! Tc!!! Much Lovess UNDOHHHHH!!!!!!!

To Yarsh, our story had really been a comedy!! But hey, you're good a friend, gayy!!!! And thanks!! tc, ly!

To anisa, devi and rimsha. Sorry for all those misunderstandings!! You were there for me for a certain time period! and those few months, i would always rmb!! Thanks:)

And to everyone else who had played a part in my life!! Thanks for everythng you've done for me!! you are really appreciated!! Ly!!

* am gonna be good this year!!!
* do well in 'o' levels!!
* make everyone around me happy!!
* dont wish to hurt anyone!!

2009-12-31T02:49:00.003-08:00

this song kinda makes me laugh. that om mangalam part :)
HAHAHAHHA!!!!

2009-12-31T02:04:00.000-08:00

went to 912 busstp to pass diana her things.
her cousins, are really damn funny and cute.
and diana looked exactly like one of thm, a pri 1 kid :DD
so ya, was telling diana stuffs. LOL, funny la!! merlion is soo cute!!!
so ya, was scaring others.
till this two girls ran away. haha. actually not really la.
waited till diana and her cous took the bus.
was so hyper and crazy that i went to bang on to the board.
haha, am hme nw.
chatting with vik and msging diana.
uploading pics in fb, hahah.
aites, byee:)

2009-12-31T02:00:00.000-08:00

2009-12-30T23:29:00.000-08:00

30 dec
didnt go to diana's hse cos of stupid lectures.
you got your point over already, so stop la.
anyways, sorry diana.
so ya, hadda go raffles hosp cos dad's uncle was admitted.
and they just hadda make me go there when i have phobia of hosps:))
went there. me, sister and vimmi akka were making a fool out of ourselves la.
seriously, i was laughing my head off.
after a while sri annae and letchmi akka cme.
sri annae- drools!!!
his married btw, LOL!!!!!!
so ya, after a while.
went to banquet to eat.
thn went to bugis:))))))))))))
bought many things.
pple there, they just love to block my way or walk so slowly as if they got blisters on their foot!!
after buying things, went to vimmi akka's hse.
fun fun fun!!
ate there. sara annae said he was gonna adopt a friend of mine. and i was like who is it. and he actually showed me a DOG's pic!! wtf?!?!
and then we suddenly had this crave to eat hot fundge sundae cos this dear sister of mine went to remind vimmi akka of fondue!! hhaha
so ya, we went to the nearest mac. and realised they were washing the ice cream machine.
haha, joke sia!!
so ya, went all the way to bugis to buy hot fudge sundaes.
actually its walking distance to bugis, LOL
cme back, watched tv. sara annae and his stories, can make you laugh forever!!
so ya, left her hse at 12.30am.
went back hme, slept at 3 plus?
cos some idiot, dozed off?
haha, nvm he is sick.
get well soon undohhh!!!!

31 dec
today is like the last year of 2009!!
so ya, thanks to everyone who had been there for me all the time.
all those memories i had with you this year, be it good or bad, would always be fresh in my mind. you would always have a special place in my heart. and sorry for all those hurt ive caused to the pple whom had been there with me!! to all my loved ones: once again. thanks muchh:) you would always be appreciated!!!♥♥♥

so ya, today woke up at exactly 9.50am.
without any alarms.
was actually supposed to wake up at 10am to gve wake up calls.
but ya, the dumb me!!
went back to sleep, woke up at 12 plus.
went to bathe at 2plus.
watched tv for a while.
currently, listening to songs and fb-ing!!
next year, 'o' levels. haizz, nvm. am gonna study super hard till i drop. hmmph, ya right!!
and whats up with next year? its like tmr!!!!
will be going to the beach on saturday.
sara annae is going to bring my dog friend too. haha, surprise to everyone else.
aitess, byee bloggiee!!!!

: ive gotta admit, am still inlovewithyou!! :

2009-12-28T20:54:00.000-08:00

haluuuuuuuuuuu:))
currently chatting with hannah and msging elysee
dianaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, get well soon my duling!!!!!!!
hope you're doing finee!!!!
aites, thats all for now!!
byee bloggiiiee!!

2009-12-27T21:56:00.000-08:00

woke up in the morning.
realised i had sorethroat
and swollen fingers thanks to the swing.
so ya, am alone at hme right now.
was super pissed off but somethng on fb made me laugh my head off.
like it just took few secs for the anger to be gone.
1st class comedyy!!
currently, chatting wiv vik and vicky.
ohh, nice. viki and vicky.
its been soo long since i talked to vicky.
will be going to ntuc later, afterrr soo long am following mum to ntuc.
soo bored, have been eating chocs since morn even though im already having sorethroat.
aites, thats all for now. am outta here.
byee, loves!!!
looking at the past and all those msges you used to send me, i realised you are NOT the person i once knew at all. i dont miss you, i miss the person i thought you were.
and its my life, i do what i want. so STOP!!! atleast i didnt lie like you did rightt?

2009-12-27T06:34:00.000-08:00

just came back hme.
i hate to go out when i dont have the mood at all la.
but no choice.
and excuses like stomach aches doesnt work at all?
so ya, hadda go.
went to eunos, or was it bedok?? hmmphh
then went to changi beach.
i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)))
played swing, and it was raining somemore!!!!!!!!!!
damn niceeeeeee!!
so ya, after that went to Elhub?
lost mood again.
went to fondue? or whatever that shop name was.
chocolatesss:))
so ya, walk walk.
reminded me of last year's class chalet.
after a while, went back hme.
currently, am getting "split personalities".
irritating siaa.
not sure, if i should go out tmr?
chatting with vik, shaunni and faris! haha
finding for sad songs! LOL!
aites, dont know what to type readyy.
might be going to meet vimmi akka on tues?
she has to take her IC
kinda excited.
hpefully, last minute she doesnt change plan or i get mood swings.lol
okayy, byeee:)

2009-12-26T22:21:00.000-08:00

I'm ecstatic
I feel the magic
It's everlasting
I think that you were meant to be alive on this very night
With me
I see, it clearly
The dream you hear about
And never truly think it's realistic till it blows your mind
I never thought I could understand
I was searching me
And now I finally see

I see that some people fight for love
They stick with it
Just can't quit it
Some people hide from love
They run from it, cause they don't want it
When you got a love and it's good like it should be
Makes you never wanna give it up
Cause you know that some people fight for love
And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

You're the reason, the air I'm breathing
So don't go leaving
Cause loving you is the only thing that ever really touched my soul
I'm protective, of my blessings
Glad I kept it
I never really thought about the future till I saw my life
Finding it's purpose
So very worth it
And now I know that love is really worth it

And that's why, Some people fight for love
They stick with it
Just can't quit it
Some people hide from love
They run from it, cause they don't want it
When you got a love and it's good like it should be
Makes you never wanna give it up
Cause you know that some people die for love
And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

It's hard to be, and good to keep
And once you're with it, it's hard to leave
You can't help but run wild with imagination
It'll change you life from wrong or right
And then you'll touch, touch the sky,
And now I don't see how I made it though the night

But I see how there's some people who fight
Some people fight for love
They stick with it
Just can't quit it
Some people hide from love
They run from it, cause they don't want it
When you got a love and it's good like it should be
Makes you never wanna give it up
Cause you know that some people die for love
And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

Some people fight for love,
(I don't wanna do it no more)
Some people hide from love,
(It just feels so good)
But when you got a love and it's good like it should be
Makes you never wanna give it up
Cause you know that some people die for love
And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

2009-12-26T21:42:00.000-08:00

27 dec
woke up in the morn thanks to diana's msg.
so ya, bathed and got ready to go to her hse
reached there,
diana's dad a.k.a my boyfiee, damn funny sia.
so ya, i and diana, ermm. cooked?
LOLS!!!
not bad la our cooking, thanks to her aunt btw.
so ya, webcam with yarsh and farah
lols, damn funny.
left her hse at arnd, 5 plus
took 965 back hme.
stress with someone, haha
diana should know la.
so ya, reached hme.
bathed and everythng.
sister went for her class bbq?
all the devils, get together!! LOL
so ya, went to cck with family to eat.
haha. after that, wanted to go to pasir ris, but didnt :(
went back hme.
slept kinda early, cos i was tired.

28 dec
woke up cos of vibration.
now i know how diana feels.
pple dnt let you sleep in peace at all. LOL :P
so many msges la!!
was lying on the bed for a while
thn went to bathe and all
today, good gal.
ate breakfast:)))
haha, watched tv.
and now currently, chatting wiv diana and some pain in the ass!! LOL
msging vik.
so ya, thats all for now.
byee blogg! loves!!

2009-12-25T04:50:00.001-08:00

i havent been using friendster for kinda long.
but somehow, realised i could find ALOT of secrets thur fwensta?
like shocking news la!!
unbelievable laa!!
i still thnk that idiot got eyesight probss?
okay enuf enuf.
gtg noww, lols.
gonna watch sarvam on tv!!!

aryaaaaaaaaa:)

2009-12-25T04:10:00.001-08:00

today morning went to grandmother's hse
mum's sis bought mum a birthday cake as a surprise.
so ya, cut cake and all.
puvanaa was there too, *looks at diana*
hadda play with vanaa, no choice.
damn, that girl is good at cheating? LOL
so ya, was there till 4 plus? aint sure
cme back hme.
dad bought mum a new hp as a birthday gift
seweet!! so ya, nomore mum's dinosaur century fne:))))
currently, msging diana and chatting wiv faris. LOL
aites, gtg noww.
byeee:)

* let's get together and end this mystery :)

2009-12-24T20:02:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas To All :)

And Happy Birthday Mum!!

2009-12-24T06:56:00.000-08:00

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
lols, okayy. i wont tell anyone
hhaha
haiya, faris. tell you what. fall for me. if you want jump dwn after that, cann
no prob
i jump with you

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
wadeva sia pari HAHA

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
are you like really laughing?

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
duh
idiot sia
ppl serious reading sad story

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
lols. you can be sweet too me you knw faris..
your dream gal
(^^)

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
WADEVA
shuddup haha

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
(broken heart)
(cry)
am gonna jump down
omg, faris. say ily for the las time plss

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
O.o i dont want
aahah, my love are very hard to come by

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
but with me. no faris. i know you love me. dnt worry, you can tell me. _____ wont kill you syg
LOL
jokee

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
WADEVA
i tell ______!
booo
timer!
haha

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
piankk. how could you do ths to me. if you really love me, thn i would forget _____,
LOL
this iss sooo funny sia

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
for u funny ah. im like this girl obsess!!! hahah

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
huh?
dnt get it
the 2nd part

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
i was like, this girl is obsess
okay, repeating the sentence dont make it fun
MOVE ON

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
lols!!!
syg, how can i move on without you?
you break my heart, bt i still want you
why cant you see that i love you soo much?
faris i want post this love convo on my blog
PLS AH

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
GO DIE
hahaha
dont sia
wahlau

this conversation between me and faris, was just to make faris laugh la!!
nothing more than that la!
and i thnk i was TOO bored!!
but was kinda fun la!!
confirm faris shocked to see this on my blog!!

2009-12-24T06:10:00.000-08:00

just updated the music player.
like all those all time fave songs!!
chatting wiv faris and shaunni, LOL!!
wondering if diana's tuition has finished.
waiting for her msg!!
oh oh oh, i found all my long lost pri skul fwens' fb profile.
damn funny sia!!! all those comments they gve.
the quizzes i take in fb, the questions they ask and the name of the quiz has no link at all.
but the results are still true?
and i also joined a group in fb saying i get annoyed with pple who say "euu" instead of "you.
reminds me of that kala!! lol, funny la that "sweetheart"!!
and ya, tmr's mum burfdae.
oh wait, few mre hrs actually
in the morn, yarsh said i was sweet cos i was making sumthng for my mum.
and now she says, im useless just becos i didnt know how to spell my mum's name?
LOL!! funny people!
aites, am going off now!!
byeee, loves!

2009-12-24T01:00:00.000-08:00

Guys are like stars.
There are millions of them out there.
But only one can make your dreams come true.
So baby, will you make my dream come true?
Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true.
Love is about giving someone your heart and trusting them not to break it.
and im trusting you.
If you give me a chance i can love you right, but are you telling me it wont be enough?
If this isnt love, tell me what it is.
You stole my heart, are you gonna keep it or give it back?
I dont want to say the 3 words, cause i dont want to see our friendship getting shattered by those words
♥maraippathal nee maraippathal en kadhal marainthu pogumaa?

2009-12-23T22:18:00.000-08:00

woke up at 12 plus today.
cos of a nightmare.
weird siaa!
and like the main nightmare was my sister?
how true!!!
so ya, woke up and told mum abt the nightmare
sister got scared to death, LOL.
bathe and all.
went to causeway point with sister.
everythng i ask her, she replies DONT KNOW?
where are her brains?
so ya, walked back home.
currently, chatting with diana and vimmi akka.
listening to songs.
and attempt on making mum a card?
super stressed.
aites, gtg noww. byee:)

2009-12-22T23:18:00.000-08:00

Who is your cell phone provider:
' starhub
How long have you been with your phone:
' 2 mnths?
Do you have more than one phone:
' yesh
Does your phone have a camera:
' yupzz
Does your phone have a video camera:
' yaa
Does your phone have text messaging:
' wth, ya laa
Can you surf the internet on your phone:
' nope :(
Who was the last Person you called:
' diana
Who was the last Person who called you:
' hannah
Who was the last Person to text message you:
' vik
Who was the last Person you text messaged:
' vik
What is your ringtone:
' the way that i love you
Do you change your ringtone often:
' nope
How many contacts are in your cell phone:
' 100 plus

* am bored of doing surveys now!! *hits forehead*

2009-12-22T23:08:00.000-08:00

sister needs to wear a tie like next year??
and everyone at hme kinda forgot how to tie a tie? LOL
and me being an angel, learned how to tie a tie in like 1 min frm youtube just for my sis!!
im so sweet, haha.
okay, random la!!
so boredd!!
i thnk am gonna do surveys?
if i find soemthng nice laa.
currently, chatting with diana and sharvin!!
mum and sis have gone nuts for sure!!
they kept laughing like some imh patients la.
all the screw loose ready!!

2009-12-22T21:14:00.001-08:00

22 December, Tuesday
had fun with diana and vik!
learned sign lang!! interesting!!
and my mum, amazing!!!!!!!
damn, she has ''split personality'' too?
reached hme at arnd 8 plus?
so ya, slept early cos i was super tired!!!!

23 December, Wednesday
woke up at 6plus
msg frm evo camp sara.
got irritated la, seriously.
didnt bother replying him.
realised mum and sis were going to deyi sec, my sister's sec sch.
so ya, went back to sleep.
woke up at 7am again?
went back to sleep.
woke up at 9plus.
i find myself super weird la.
so ya, bathe and all.
was all alone at home.
for the 1st time i didnt find it fun
was kinda scared to be alone la
LOL!!
am having leg cramps, haha.
guess diana is in skul??
oh ya, supposed to tell k the truth rightt?
but how diana?
lols!!
aites, im outta here.
byee bloggie!! :)

♥ if its gonna spoil our friendship, then i dont even want to fall for you

2009-12-20T21:46:00.000-08:00

How has your day been?
' so far so good?

Do you think you've been a good person in 2009?
' i dont think so, at times maybe?

Do you think 2010 would be better?
' hopefully.

Do you think the world will end in 2012?
' i dont think so laa, i hope not!!

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
' nothing much actually?

Can you accept the fact that you last ex has moved on with his/her life?
' ya, DUH!!

Do you love anyone more than a friend?
' haha, he should know by now.

Do you have any bad habits?
' yesh!!

Do you think people hate you?
' you think!!!

Finally, what do wish to say to that someone special?
' im waiting (:

Are you wearing a hat?
' NO?

Do you have a crush on someone right now?
' isit real or just another crush?

Do you prefer writing with pen or pencil?
' pen

What was the last text message in your phone?
' that one i cannot say lah... ( that was really the last text msg)

Does your best friend have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
' yesh yesh!! :)

Type your name into Google, whats the first thing that comes up?
' Raman Parimala - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Whats your favorite song at the moment?
' theres like alott la, seriously.

Coke or Pepsi?
' pepsi :)

Favorite subject in school?
' hmm?

Do you prefer cats or dogs?
' LMAO, cats!!

Is there someone you want to punch right now?
' no laa!!

Are you a facebook addict?
' yesh!!

What word in the dictionary best describes you?
' crazy :P

Are you a better listener or talker?
' depends

Are you afraid of ghosts?
' haha, yesh!

Is there something lacking in your life right now?
' im not very sure.

What do you miss most about childhood?
' alot of things, the good stuffs la!!

Do you drink alcohol?
' no!!!!!

Do you do drugs?
' hell NO!!

Are you a good liar?
' laugh my head off!!

Can you cook?
' yesh, and at times it would turn out to be tasteless!

How much time do you spend online?
' i dont know, time flies!!

Last time you went bowling?
' LOL, hmm. went with npcc i guess?

Where were you yesterday at 10:30pm?
' at home laa

Are you afraid of the dentist?
' nope. this reminds me of diana and hannah!!

Do you make wishes at 11:11?
' yupz!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you trust people?
' loved ones only, family and fwens!!

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
' myself!!

Be honest, do you generally like people?
' yaa, kinda?

Who was the last person you got into an argument with?
' hmm? i dont wish to argue with that person anymore actually!!

Whats your first thought when your alarm goes off?
' so fast morning?

What is your favorite color?
' pink!!

What about your favorite animal?
' dolphin

Choose one ... ;) =) >:D :-{D
' =)

Did you ever have an F on your report card?
' like DUHH!!! and its always the same subs!! haha

What about straight A's
' when i was in pri one!!

Are you listening to music right now?
' yesh yesh!!

If so, what song are you listening to?
' down(candlelight version)

What is the month of your birthday?
' september

If you had to eat one fruit for a month straight...what would it be? oranges, bananas, grapes, apples, or kiwi? (or other)
' grapes!!

Do you like roses or tulips better?
' roses

QUICK THINK OF A NAME!!!
' dini haziqahh

Was the name that you just thought of a member of your family?
' LOL, no!!!!!

What about a close friend?
' nopee!!

Ok...what about your crush?
' NO!! okay, this was funny!!

Do you watch SpongeBob?
' yupz!! :)

What is the name of your best friend?
' diana

Do you like fish or chicken more?
' chicken

Are you a vegetarian?
' NEVER!!

Did you like this random survey?
' kinda, cure to online boredom :)

Last thing.....Pick a # out of these... 1,2,4,7,14
' 14!!

Your best friend asks you to help them hide a body?
' i would be shocked!!

Your neighbors cat gets shredded by your engine?
' my neighbour has a cat?

Someone of the same sex hugged you out of nowhere?
' freak out laa!!

Your best friend is turned into a zombie?
' i would laugh 1st, thn run away

Your car breaks down beside a graveyard?
' get damn scared?

Someone anonymously send a love note?
' laugh my ass off!

Your bestfriend calls you at 4am?
' pick up her kol?

Someone kept staring at you?
' lols, stare back la

What would you do if an enemy died?
' what can i even do?

What would you do if a loved one died?
' cry!!

Your best friend tells you they are gay/lesbian?
' LMAO!! hmm, paris la!!

* my answer was actually supposed to be HAHA for all these random question!!

If you saw a carrot lying on the floor what would you do?
' stare at it?

How come the sky is blue?
' god's creation?

Do flying fish really fly?
' LOL, no!!

Would you rather eat 5 bottles of tomato sauce or have to wear green for a month?
' wear green for a month

Where did you get your phone from?
' m1 shop!

Would you ever date someone 20 years older than you?
' eee. no!! its like dating a uncle?

Do you wish you had a hot chocolate right now?
' kinda?

When I say Australia, what is the first word that comes to mind?
' haha?

What colour is your house?
' soft violet!

How many windows are in the room you are in?
' 2?

What hair color would you like to have?
' lols, pink!!! haha, funny!

Do you know a person named Ashley?
' nope!

Do you have blog?
' lols, yaa?

Puppies, kittens, or pot-bellied pigs?
' puppies

Do you forward those irritating chain e-mails?
' no wayy!!

Do you have any stickers?
' yesh, winnie the pooh stickers!!

Does your mom have the same color hair as you
' nope, not really.

When was the last time you had a staring contest?
' last year?

When was the last time you fell asleep with the TV on?
' cant rmb

Has anyone kissed you today?
' nopee!!!

Are vampires real?
' hmm, maybe!! hahah, i wish!!

When you see a cute bug in your house, do you kill it or release it?
' cute bug? wth?

Do you write letters to people but don't have the courage to send them?
' nooo

How do you think the world will end?
' ive got no idea actually

When do you think this might happen?
' i dont wish to thnk abt it

What is a toy from your childhood you would want back?
' LOL, amanda!!

How do you get over an ex that you're still friends with?
' snt that like easier?

Do you like your ice cream in a cone or in a cup?
' in a cup?

2009-12-20T21:17:00.000-08:00

If you were a dog what would you want your name to be?
' this is damn funny!!! *looks at hannah*

How are you today?
' finee

You have to choose; owning 9 cats or eating peanut butter forever!
' owning 9 cats, cos i hate peanut butter!!

If you could make the sky any color what would it be?
' i still want it to be blue?

Do you think some people are mind readers?
' hmm, maybe. reminds me of someone

Would you want to choose your dying date?
' nopee!!

Would you want to choose how you die?
' maybee

Would you ever live a life like Tarzan and be raised by apes?
' never?

Whats your hair color?
' black??

Did you ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex?
' hell no!

Do You Like Your Name?
' kinda

What Age Would You Like To Be Right Now?
' 14??

Do You Have Pets?
' no laa

What's Your Favorite Color?
' pink

What Word Do You Catch Your Self Saying A Lot?
' lol and undoh?

MacDonald's Or Burger King?
' mac!!

Coke Or Pepsi?
' pepsi:)

Summer Or Winter?
' summer!!!!!

Are You Nice To Everyone?
' not really, but im trying to be!! haha!

Do You Like School?
' at times only, but its better than rotting at home

Do You Talk A Lot In The Phone?
' at times

Are You More Shy, Or Talkative?
' both i think, depends who im with. lols

Do You Like Going Outdoors?
' yesh

Do You Like Rainy Days?
' yesh yesh!!

What's your nickname?
' pari?

Where do you live?
' spore, haha

How tall are you?
' 154

Are you single or taken?
' single:)

Who do you love?
' HAHA!!

How many siblings do you have?
' 1 younger sister

What kind of pets do you have?
' dont have one anymore

Did you do well in school?
' lols, joke? in some subs only.

What did you dream about last night?
' i cant rmb, haha

What's your biggest fear?
' losing my loved ones!

What do you want to do right now?
' strangle certain pple

Do you like chocolate?
' love them :)

What's your favorite song?
' alott laa!

When's your birthday?
' 14 Sept!!

Were you a difficult child?
' i dont think so?

What's your best childhood memory?
' i cant really rmb,

What/Who makes you happy?
' loved ones!!

Explain yourself in one word.
' crazyy :P

Are you bilingual?
' yesh!

Last Question : Do you have patience?
' i guess so

2009-12-20T20:54:00.001-08:00

omgggg!!!
the wind is like super super strong laa!!
even the tallest and strongest tree is shaking!!
lol, scary.
but the wind is like so shiok?
and some idiot is saying that i shouldnt go out in this wind, will fly away??
hmmph!! like whatever la undoh!
so ya, currently listening to songs and msging.
i find my sister kinda poor thing la.
like she has eye infection?
and i have to courses in MDIS for suha akka, weird siaa.
MDIS, reminds me of diana.
Monkey Diana Is Stupid!! LOL
sister will be knowing her sec sch tmr, kinda excited for her?
wondering if i should follow mum and sister to go out later?
hmm..
aites, i dont know what else to say already.
lol, byee:)

2009-12-19T21:07:00.000-08:00

I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

I'm calling his phone up just to tell him how much
I really love him 'cause he's everything I want
He listens to me, cares for me so I truly believe

God sent me an angel from above
That's gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It's the only way I can describe, so

If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love

L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love
L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love

I'm selfish 'cause I don't wanna share him with nobody
Not even those people that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel up from above
That's gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It's the only way I can describe, so

If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love

L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love
L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh

So if you got real love
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that fits quite like a glove

Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
If this isn't love

'Cause I know I ain't crazy
I know I ain't tripping
I know I ain't slipping
I know that it's love

You see me with my hands up
If you think I'm dreaming
I know I ain't dreaming
'Cause this is the reason I love him because
If this isn't love

If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I never felt like this baby

L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love
L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love

Love, L O V E
Love, L O V E

♥once again im risking my heart, in hopes that you feel the same
♥the missing pieces in my heart, you have somehow replaced them

2009-12-19T21:01:00.000-08:00

today, woke up at 9plus.
was sooo tired la.
so decided to go back to sleep.
woke up at 11plus thanks to some idiot!!
lols, so ya. bathed and everythng.
just realised theres a malay wedding opp my block?
and syah is online, that weirdo!!!!
and currently, facebook is taking soo long to load.
so ya, tues will be going to ecp.
nervous and excited??
and congrats to diana!!!! im like excited for her, dont know whyy? :))
so ya, thts all for now.
byeee:))

2009-12-18T23:22:00.000-08:00

woke up at 6.30 in morn.
wassss soo tired laa!
so ya, went back to sleep at arnd 7 plus?
woke up at 11 plus.
was all alone at hme, shiok!!
lols, so ya. bathed and all.
watched tv.
then mum, dad and sis cme bak hme.
wass soo tried and felt sick.
talked to diana on the fone for a whilee
currently chatting wiv diana and hannah.
was chatting wiv kalies akka on fb. lols.
will be going to temple for uncle's prayer??
aites, gtg. byee bloggie!!

2009-12-18T04:06:00.000-08:00

woke up at 7.30am to give wake up calls.
damn him and his fone la!!
went back to sleep and woke up at 11plus?
dad wanted to go to tekha.
so ya, bathed and got ready.
asked vimmi akka to cme alng but she was going to watch vettaikaran.
damn her laa!!
and and and, outing ahh?
so ya, went to tehka.
walkwalk. went to eat!!
was having fever after a while, haizz!
so ya, went back hme at 5 plus?
currently, msging yarshhh a.k.a the best?? LOL!!
chatting wiv devii and vik and diana or isit her cousin? LOL.
listening songs!!
and i didnt know human diary could read pple's mind!!
hahaha!
aites, im outta here.
byeee!!!

*stop it with your damn nonsense okayy! im being patient with you, dont make me scream at your face! being the only who ever suck up for your ass ah? so much for trting you so nice! i dont wish to regret, so dont make me okayy! i dont want to be the only saying sorry all the time! i dont want to be caring for you all the time! your attitude sucks la! i just wish you would stop hurting pple around you okayy! what the fuck did i do to you sia? come on la, not happy say it la! dont come and show your bloody attitude to me k! the next time im seeing you, pls la. be nice like how you used to be can! dont give me reasons, just tell the truth okayy! i was there when you needed me, but where are you when im needing you? babe, dont do this to me la. this isnt how you used to be. this just isnt you la! are you neglecting me? but again, what did i do? one time you're nice, another there you go hurting me. ya i sound angry, buy hey. you will never know how much you hurt me with what you're doing la. pls, be the person i once knew, cared for and loved.

2009-12-17T00:50:00.000-08:00

feeling super sick right now.
no energy to type laa.
i thnk im having food poisoning??
wondering if i should go to the doc later on, but im scared. LOL
currently, chatting wiv human diary and yarshh!!
aites, cant type anymore.
byee bloggie!!!

* if you are a drug, im your downhill addict :)

2009-12-15T05:26:00.000-08:00

----LIST OF THINGS GIRLS WISH GUYS KNEW----

Don't think that just because you didn't tell us we are never going to find out.

Our friends know EVERYTHING.

EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Gurranteed.

No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

We check our phones every min to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven't.

The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

When we're not talking to you on MSN, we're actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that's the part you say you love us.

We don't care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.

We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

We don't care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

We have mood swings. Get over it.

Everytime you're around other girls, we worry they are better than us.

We don't want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.

Movies like 'He's Just Not That Into You' depress us.

We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.

Don't brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

When we say everything is 'fine', it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

Don't just say 'ok' when we say we don't want to talk about it.

If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

We think you are the best guy in the world.

We really do want you to stick up for us.

Compliments. We love them.

Be on time. We will think you don't care if you're not on time at a certain place.

Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

We don't care if you couldn't come on that day because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don't lie to us.

Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

You will be classed in our 'Hate' list if you forget our birthday.

You need to tell us what you think of us, we don't make assumptions

Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.

We never forget things. Ever.

We over-analyze everything.

We over-react to everything.

When we are mad at you, we aren't actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

Please don't stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

We don't like being used.

We like it when you do un-expected nice things.

We usually don't let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad...

This is the way it works: You don't give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don't give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.

We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.

When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

2009-12-15T04:40:00.000-08:00

why dont you realise that you're hurting me?
if i did something wrong, tell it to my face la.
i trted you more than you deserved but you're giving me back shit
what is up with you and your "split personality"?
you know i can never get angry with you no matter how much i try.
thats cos i really treasure you my life, love you just the way i love my other loved ones.
and all the time you trt me like some shit, i still end up talking to you nicely.
i end up saying sorry even though the fault was never mine.
im glad having you in my life, but pls dont make me regret having you in my life!
i dont miss you, i just miss the person i thought you were.
i want the old you back!!

2009-12-14T21:25:00.000-08:00

currently chatting with diana and uma akka.
am feeling so bored.
and today is aunt and unc's wedding anniversary.
was talking to aunt just now, and she was complaining abt unc even on their wedding anniversary.damn cute la both of thm.and i havent bought anythng for mum's burfdae!!! haizz.
okay im so damn bored laa. gonna go fb. aites, byee bloggie!!

*people tend to change and they dont realise how much they hurt the people arnd them :(

2009-12-13T00:06:00.000-08:00

im sooo bored rightt noww.
currently chatting with vimmi akka, diana and yarsh.
yarsh is gonna be a road sweeper and im gonna be her manager, coolets!!
viewing some videos of vimmi akka's fwens singing in fb.
sooo damn niceeee:)))
like you can fall in love with their voices laa!!
im waiting for that idiot's msg.
maybe its like some story in 4-bia, only can msg at night?
LOL!!! imagine a ghost smsing me, freakkyy!!
and and and, i loveee jordannn:)))))))))

and i really dont see what your problem is!!

2009-12-12T01:18:00.000-08:00

Pavithiran, my baby newphew!!!!!

2009-12-11T07:50:00.001-08:00

sorry for not blogging all these days.
was in msia.
back now, but too lazy to blog.
ive like got 300+ pics to upload in fb.
gtg, byee!!

2009-12-04T00:59:00.000-08:00

after a few days, am posting now
so ya, ive got a new hairstyle :) haha
4 hrs in the same place, i swear i was having butt cramps
elysee and diana followed too
after everythng, trted thm to kfc.
thn blabla.
slept at 2am plus :)
haha, today morn. felt so sleepy, woke up and watched some hindi movie on mio tv, nicee :)
tmr am going to vimmi akka hse.
i dont want dad to fetch me there, and i also dont want to take a bus there cos i have to travel alne. nvm, either way i wanna reach there soon!! haha
so ya, right now. some mother fucking hypocrite is irritating my damn life. how many times am i supposed to control everythng?? you are one bloody hypocrite and you just dont realise it huh?
forget it, its your life what. i dont wish to get pissed off and let you spoil my mood. hpefully, things go back to normal okayy. after these many years, i wonder whats cme over you. haizz, i want the old you back!!
so ya, i wish to enjoy at vimmi akka's hse and at msia. and i really want things to be back to normal. * prays super super hard *

2009-11-28T22:03:00.000-08:00

saturday, 28 nov
sister woke me up at 6am in the morn cos hadda go airport
got ready, was soo soo sleepy.
took 858 there.
wen to terminal 2.
saw selva annae, he was going to phillipines
so ya, after sending him off decided to eat at airport.
we were walking and walking.
went to candy empire:))
thn went to that food court
didnt feel like eating at all la.
gave my food to mum.
we were talking abt pavithiran, damn cute la he.
miss him soo soo much!!
then after eating, we went to candy empire again.
dad bought liqour and whisky chocs for everyone:)
shiok la!!
then dad hadda go for wrk and he cant cme to marina barrage with us.
but he decided to follow us there and stay with us for a while
so ya, went to marina barrage.
love that place la:)
everyone played water like hell, got soo soo wet!!
dad left after a while.
played so much, splashed water at everyone:))
then went to buy food at the cafe.
1st time, we bought fries.
thn we went walk walk.
after that, cme to the cafe again.
bought hot chocolate and some other hot drinks.
thn went up, haha. damn funny. i kenna torture by cousins.
they were like tying all kinda scarfs on me la, pity me
took pics!
thn went dwn to the cafe again. the waitress shocked sia see us cme there so many times.
haha, bought cheese cakes and chocolate banana cake, yummy:)
then after eating, took more pics.
decided to go to vimmi akka's hse since boy annae cme bak frm aussie.
kanesh and his mum decided to go hme.
devi akka got personal entertainment from me while waiting for the bus.
haha, took the bus.
sat with uma akka, she was massaging me. shiok!!
uma akka is soo good at doing that lip thngee.
and she was telling some ghost stories.
thn she was like, later must pass by cemetry to go to my hse know, i got so scared.
but the cemetry, so far no disturbance la.
so ya, told her my ghost stories oso. haha.
thn reached their hse, saw leena akka and boy annae.
so sweet la bth of thm:)
thn went up.
changed cos my clothes were wet.
watched tv.
ate those whiskey and liqour chocs:)
ate rice twice and ate bbq chicken wings, damn nice la!!
was watching tv.
the whiskey sara annae bought frm aussie was damn cool.
it has a small bottle shape. and if you bite off the top, it really has whiskey in it la, like the real whiskey. thn ya, blabla. ate cockles, thot it was gonna be gross, but it was nice:)
thn, dad cme over after his work.
sara annae went to fetch leena akka bak hme.
thn after a while, we left!!
was so sleepy la, slept in the car.
so ya, the day was just so so fun!!

sunday, 29 nov
woke up. had so many muscle cramps.
bathe and ate brkfast.
was msging diana, sutun. LOL
then was looking thru sister's sec sch thngee, stress la stress la! haha
so ya, dad went for his fwen's funeral
am using comp, chatting wiv viks, mw and nishanth.
hhaha, shocking la!!
soo bored, have to upload all the retard pics in fb.
poor me, theres like soooo much laa! my god!
so ya, going off now. byee bloggie:))

* when i talk to you, i can melt through the ground:))

2009-11-26T21:38:00.000-08:00

im sooo bored i dont know what to do.
just stare at the comp screen i guess.
i want to go msia asap, badly want to get away from the bitchess!!
getting so stressed and pissed off by them!!
seriously dont know whats their prob la,
1st treat us like shit, thn trt us so nice.
spilt personality, i dont think so!!
waiting for vimmi akka to cme online, most prob that pig still sleeping.
my god!! tmr going to airport. hpefully i can enjoy la.
in luvv with the song, yaarodu yaaro.
i miss all my cous, just when one cousin is cming bak frm overseas, another is going overseas on the same day. am too lazy to even do surveys, its like almost all surveys are the same?
am sooo sad that im losing soo much weight.
diana say i trying to becme stick.
viks say he can feed me to dogs since dogs like bones.
okay i know, am posting nonsense here. thats just cos im dead boreddd.

2009-11-26T21:04:00.000-08:00

1stly, selamat hari raya haji!!
haha, only realised it was hari raya haji when he msged me. haha
was msging diana too.
and i lost weight!! damn sad laa!!
haizz! want to go out later!! so bored la.
tmr sara annae is coming bakkkk, miss him soo soo much!!
currently, chatting wiv yarsh, sharvin and viks.
yarsh, thanks alottt la. now i can drool at him for lifelong!!
the uuru and the banglaa. whatta nice pair:))
haha, aites. going off noww. byee bloggie:))

2009-11-26T07:35:00.001-08:00

and yarsh doesnt want me to drool at her husband!!

who cares, i still will!! hahahah!!

2009-11-26T07:15:00.001-08:00

just came back from turf club.
was soo damn fun la!!
uma akka and devi akka came too:)
we went walk walk, looked at the horses. haha.
then i and uma akka had a small arguement, like a for fun one. damn funny sia she!
at arnd, 9 plus we left and went to bukit gombak to eat.
blabla, walked one big round. saw soo many stars:)
then took mrt back to woodlands.
reached hme, saw my neighbour. devi akka and i wanted to run away, but ended up i laughed out loud!!
and dad's fwen passed away, i was like so shocked la!!
i really feel so sad for dad, like his fwen was a very nice person la. cheer up dad and stay strong:)
and am like soo pissed off with that bitch la, and i cant wait to see vimmi akka!!
going to airport on sat, gonna be fun:)
aites, byee:)

2009-11-25T21:17:00.000-08:00

just came back frm sister's skul.
she did well:))
happy for her la!!
saw my primary skul teachers, haha!!
ee, extra bitch la!! wahlao!! haha!
and and and, i saw saraniya's brother tooo!!
haha, am hme right now.
soo hungry la!! will be going out later, fun fun fun!!
oh and ya, happy belated birthday uma akka!! love you tonnes!

*you seriously piss the hell out of me! i swear!

2009-11-24T04:15:00.000-08:00

am so soo tired and having a fever.
damn la, but i still hyper. haha.
so caring la that sexy. haha.
morn went to skul, npcc study grp.
then, go diana hse.
thn bak to skul for npcc training.
haha, blabla. was okay la.
then went to mrt station, my eye sore la.
tak boleh tahan!!
then diana bought famous amos cookies.
decided to go to the park.
saw achu otw, talked to him.
then sat the playgrnd, so many mosquitos!
and diana, the recommendations!! haha, i owe you a cake aites:)
then bused bak hme.
currently chatting wiv diana and faris.
faris is making me miss wan and wiya!! haha, the cute kids!!
aites, am super tired. byeee:)

2009-11-23T05:11:00.000-08:00

SURVEY
1. Deeana

2. Nishanth

3. Janani

4. Vimz akka

5. Yarsh

6. Adha

Have you ever danced with number 3?
' lols, crazyy moments:)

When was the 1st time you met number 6?
' interchange?

How long have you known number 4?
' my whole life

Has 2 been to your house?
' LOL, no!

Has number 1 ever seen you?
' duh?

Have you ever gone shopping with 3?
' yesh

Have you ever seen 5 in a swimsuit?
' LMAO, no la

Have you ever met 1 alone?
' wtf? duh!!

Do you know 4's middle name?
' no la, she doesnt have one

Have you ever eaten anything in front of 6?
' nope

Do you trust number 2?
' yupz, atlast:)

Does 1 call you any nicknames?
' many of them:)

Would 5 and 2 make a good couple?
' wtf? NO!! haha, so fuhny la!!

When's the last time you talked to 5 in person?
' last week?

Are any of your top 6 family?
' yesh

Are any of your top 6 ex's?
' lol, no?

Have you ever done something dangerous with number 6?
' NO!

Have you ever slept in the same bed with 4?
' er ya?

Do you think 5 and 6 would make a good couple?
' lols, no la.

Would u do anything for 1?
' anything but jumping down cos she wants me to die:)

Has 2 ever helped you out?
' hmm?

Have you ever slept with your number 1?
' LOL, yesh. in vietnam. *ahemss*

Which have you known the longest?
' number 4

Who have you known the shortest?
' number 6?

Has anyone in your top 6 seen you cry?
' yupzz

Have you had a crush on 1 - 6?
' lols

Have you ever done anything illegal with number 1?
' yeshhuu, LOL

Will 1 - 6 repost this?
' aint sure

Wat is the nickname used to call number 3?
' jellini ? lols

Do you fight wif number 2?
' hmm, used to. i dont wish to fight with him anymore

~EnD oF suRVeY~

2009-11-22T04:56:00.000-08:00

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

* i really really miss him!! i dont know why, thanks to diana i guess. saying stuffs like putting it all behind, he is a very nice guy!! haha. see, you would only miss that person when they're gone. you wouldnt realise how much they meant to you when they are soo near to you. he is cming bak to spore tmr:)) awaits his msg!! am i falling for him? NO!! or yes?

2009-11-22T04:42:00.000-08:00

Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe I’ll get a chance to see you
When I close my eyes
I’m goin outta my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way i, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way i, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up you’re there
So wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you’ll stay by side

Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You’re the perfect lullaby
What kinda dream am is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way i, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way i, don't wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this?!

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way i, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way i, don't wanna wake up from you

2009-11-22T04:22:00.000-08:00

My friendster horoscope, and trust me its hell true!!

See a new way of thinking: make a change in your regular way of doing things. Being sure of what you say before you say it is a good thing -- same goes for making sure you don't hurt anyone's feelings. You'd never mean to do that intentionally. Keep this in mind today. Your first impulse will be to say exactly what's on your mind, and that might be the best thing. On the other hand, if you can delay your reply for a moment or two, that might not be a bad idea, either.

2009-11-21T01:59:00.000-08:00

this song is very very nice:)))

2009-11-21T01:47:00.000-08:00

First Thing That Comes To Mind When I Say

Death?
' 2012
Australia?
' sara annae
Skinny?
' me, haha
Ghosts?
' diana's prefect camp
Pink?
' my fave colour!
Children?
' pavi, amsar and akaash, cuties pies!!
Religion?
' hindu
Fire?
' flames
Haunted?
' changi
America?
' president obama
Police?
' khalid syg:P
Gangs?
' vinod
Chocolate?
' crunchie
Vegetables?
' gross!
Hospital?
' mount alvenia
School?
' boring. haha

Which one do you prefer most?

lollipops or gum?
' gums
america or britain?
' britain
strawberries or bananas?
' strawberries
spiderman or batman?
' spiderman
rocks or stones?
'stones
may or october?
' october
17 or 92?
' 17
scared or humiliated?
' scared
bunny or rabbit?
' bunny
vamps or werewolves?
' vamps
insomniac or nocturnal?
' nocturnal

Have you ever..
jumped off a house?
' NO
swam in freezing ice water?
' nopee
been attacked?
' haha, no
cried for no reason?
' yeshh
been out of the country?
' yupzz
thought about death?
' haha, ya
gotten bit by someone?
' haha, YA!
been to a concert?
' yupz
eaten snow?
' lols no
killed anyone?
' wish i could
hurt somone psychially?
' my sister?
made someone cry?
' my sister, haha
played with matches?
' yupz
been on a plane?
' yaa
been to jail?
' noo
laughed so hard it hurt?
' haha, ya
read a book?
' yup
tasted blood?
' yep
cried yourself to sleep?
' yesh
physically hurt yourself on purpose?
' ya
been to church?
' yesh
been extremely bored?
' ya, like now?
had a sad dream and woke up crying?
' when i was small!!!!

Do you like..
gum?
' yeshh
drums?
' hmm, ya
britain?
' yupzz
tigers?
' lols, yesh
blood?
' no!
waiting?
' yaa, used to it. haha

Answer the questions
what was the last book you've read?
' i cant even rmb
what was the last movie you watched?
' 2012
whens the last time you sang jingle bells?
' few days back!! LOL
whats your name?
' parimala
do you like marshmellows?
' love them:)
whats something that pisses you off?
' dearest kala bitch!!
how do you spell doughnuts/donuts?
' donuts
do you have a cat?
' nopee
how many more days until school starts?
' i mnth plus?
where are you?
' home
do you have any current cuts or bruises?
' nopee
who's the last friend you saw?
' diana
are you chewing gum right now
' lol, no?

2009-11-20T07:45:00.003-08:00

How old are you?
' 15
Your current relationship status is?
' single and loving it:)
What is your favorite smell?
' hugo boss?
Do you still have any of your childhood toys?
' alot of them? haha
Other than your computer, what is the last thing you touched?
' usb wire
How is the weather outside?
' kinda cold?
Where would you like to be right now?
' msia!!
What is your favorite color?
' pink!
Have you ever swam in the ocean?
' nooo
Whats the furthest away from home you have ever been?
' aussiee
If the world were to end and you could save 5 people who would you pick?
' dad, mum, sister, vimmi akka, diana
What is your favorite quote?
' dont make someone a priority in your life when you're just a option in theirs'
What is the last movie that made you cry?
' my sister's keeper
What language would you like to learn?
' french?
What would you rather go missing, Stars or the moon?
' the moon
When did you shower last?
' one hour ago?
If you lived in your TV what show would you want to be on?
' aladdin movie:))
Have you ever played in a waterfall?
' yeshh:)
Would you rather be to hot or to cold?
' hot:)
Are you currently hungry?
' damn hungry
Do you do surveys out of boredom or to vent?
' boredom:))
Black or white?
' black
Love or Lust?
' love la
Fear or hate?
' hate
Do you trust yourself?
' yesh!
What are you thinking right now?
' why cant i just get off the comp?

2009-11-20T06:57:00.000-08:00

today was kinda fun!
morn woke up, was soo stressed.
got rdy at one plus, thank god diana msged me or i would have gone crazy!! haha
so ya, took 965 frm interchange.
met diana at mosque busstp.
it was raining kinda heavy.
said hi to diana's aunty!!
diana made me put paper indside my mouth.
gross la!! haha.
so ya, took 965 to interchange.
missed the 857 bus.
waited, saw cass darl and her fwen.
then we took the bus, hadda shut up!! haha
saw the jungle and my cars!! haha.
got dwn at suntec there.
bought mac and took mrt to raffles.
we were late la.
sorry peops.
so ya, hadda walk big rounds cos we didnt know the place.
and to think we could just take a underpass and cross the road we could reach that place.
butttt, we walked one big round. my god la!! haha.
so ya, go there. saw pregnant uncle.
diana saw her fwen. haha.
during the road marshall, said hi to this police. so cute!!
and diana steals my crushes, haha.
so ya, like diana said just 25 mins and we got paid!!
my hard work, sweat and all!! lols.
so ya, walk walk at orchad. hell fun sia!! and my legs hurt!!
i seriously saw robinsonS but no centrepoint, ahahah!
bought that drink and pple started to stare at me la!!
in the mrt, some guy asked diana for a number.
i swear i couldnt stop laughing my ass off.
sucha a sweet and nice admirer diana has la, lols.
and i was asking diana stupid questions, lols.
diana got dwn at yishun and i got dwn at wdlands.
currently, chatting with Darling and vimmi akka.
so tired.
wokay people, byee:)

* baby i love you!!

2009-11-18T22:25:00.000-08:00

Cure to Online Boredom :)

Whats your name?
' parimala

Whos your bestfriend?
' diana:)

Got a boyfriend?
' nope:)

How many siblings do you have?
' 1 younger sister:)

Still schooling?
' yesh

Would you ever get an abortion?
' nope, its a sin

Ever been abused?
' nope

Are you on drugs?
' NO!

Do you know anyone on drugs?
' nope

Do you smoke?
' HA !

Do you know anyone who smokes?
' yupz

Are you against smoking or drugs?
' drugs

Who do you live with?
' my mum, dad and sister:))

How many kids do you want?
' 2?

Do you get along with your extended family?
' yesh yesh!!

How many cousins do you have?
' ALOTT, uncountable:)

Who are you closer to your mum or dad?
' dad:)

What do you like best about your mum?
' she would always be there when i need someone to talk to:)

What do you like best about your dad?
' kind, loving, caring!!

Are your parents married?
' yupz

Do you have step parents?
' NO!

Name 5 people that mean the world to you?
' mum. dad, sister, vimmi akka and diana:)))

Favourite color?
' pink!

Do you have a phone?
' yesh !

If so who was your last message from?
' diana:)

Have you ever been dumped?
' yupz

Have you ever dumped someone?
' yesh, and im glad i did that :)

If you could go anywhere right now were would it be and who would you take?
' that jungle and i would bring diana along. haha

If you could go back to any moment when would you go back to?
' sec2 life!!!!!!!!

How often do you go on msn?
' almost everday!

How often do you listen to music?
' everyday

Do you like maths or english?
' eng!

Have you ever cried because you were laughing so hard?
' yesh yesh!! haha

Have you ever cried because you were sad and not because you hurt yourself?
' yupz!

How old are you? When's your birthday?
' 15, september 14

Do you get along with your parents?
' yesh :)

Do you drink?
' nope

Do you smoke cigarettes/cigars?
' lol

Do you use drugs?
' no!!

Do you have any tattoos?
' nope!!

Do you have any nicknames?
' yesh, alot!!

Which movie is the best: Twilight, Titanic, The Notebook?
' titanic :)

Girls: Brad Pitt or David Beckham?
' david beckham :)))))

What's the last song you listened to on repeat?
' one time

What's better, the last day of school or your birthday?
' last day of school, haha

Where do you want to live when you're older?
' sweden:)

How often do you take a bath/shower?
' twice

Are you right handed or left handed?
' right!

Saint Patrick's Day or Valentine's Day?
' Valentine's day :)

Would you rather be extremely intelligent or extremely rich?
' extremely intelligent, ahah

Favorite ice cream flavor?
' butterscotch:))

Pancakes or Waffles?
' waffles

Chris Brown or Usher?
' chris beown :)

Salt or Pepper?
' pepper

McDonald's or Burger King?
' McDonald's

What's worse: a headache or a stomach ache?
' a stomach ache

What's worse: a dentist appointment or a doctor's appointment?
' doctor's appointment, haha

Favorite Disney movie?
' aladdin♥

Do you like air conditioning or a fan? Both?
' both

What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
' check my phone

What were you doing at 5pm yesterday?
' watching tv

Do you make your bed?
' at times. haha.

Favorite candy flavor (Lemon, Cherry, Grape, Lime, Orange)?
' grape

Would you rather drown or die from falling?
' die from falling

Where were you on September 11th, 2001, at 9am?
' havent even born la

What's the worst color combination?
' yellow with shocking pink. haha

Favorite color?
' pink!!

Would you rather go back to 1985 or forward to 2025?
' forward to 2025

What's the last song you heard?
' one time

Favorite type of food (Italian, American, Seafood, Chinese, etc.)?
' seafood.

Favorite food (Hamburger, Salad, Cow Tongue, Sushi, etc.)?
' sushi:)

What's cuter: a puppy or a kitten?
' a kitten

Batman or Superman?
' superman

2009-11-18T22:18:00.000-08:00

today morn, those mio tv pple came.
so ya, my hse has mio tv and the starhub one, cool.
woke up, called diana. talked to her. her camp stories are so interesting
currently, chatting with vimmi akka.
feeling so bored.
i badly want to watch paranormal activities after what diana told me.
haha. aites, will be blogging later on if im free
byee:)

2009-11-18T04:40:00.000-08:00

went to skul today.
was soo tired la.
saw shamini at parade square.
was talking to her.
then went to 4e8 class.
noone was there.
so ya, sat with yarsh and lehka.
they were telling me the stories.
soo damn funny.
lifeless whores la!!
then ms. tam came.
haha, she makes me laugh.
so cute.
since only 4 pple turned up, we had our lessons in the hod rm.
haha. i and ht kept looking at each other and laughing.
haha.
so ya, after the lessons looked for mr. chang.
but he wasnt there?
was talking to yarsh on the fone.
then decided to go hme.
went bak hme, watched eye 2 and the hotel.
scary la. this diana, lagi worst. make me more scared by just msging me. haha
currently, chatting wiv yarsh and vimmi akka and adha.
those sluts viewed me and vimmi akka's fwensta.
i and vimmi akka created a story for that dog's family.
so kind ah we all. ahaa!!
and i cant wait for friday!!
haha, aites.
gtg. byeee:) loves!

2009-11-17T00:42:00.000-08:00

What did you have for breakfast?
' nothing
Where were you born?
' singapore la
Where are you?
' at home
Are you happy with your life?
' yeshh
Are you random?
' at times
Do you like to walk in the rain?
' love it:))
Do you like cameras?
' yupz!
Do you like taking pictures?
' haha, yesh! especailly when diana's the photographer:))
What is the weather like out side?
' sunny?
Are you happy you are alive?
' yesh
What or who makes life worth living?
' my family, my friends and other loved ones!
Do you like looking up at the stars?
' love it
What do you like better, colored pencils, crayons, or markers?
' colour pencils
Can you type fast?
' kinda
Are you good at math?
' what a question!
Are you good at history?
' kinda
Are you good at English?
' kinda la
Are you good at science?
' once again, what a question!
What other languages do you speak?
' tamil
Can you count in them?
' duh!
Do you want to die?
' nope!
Name the people you miss really badly:
' vimmi akka, nish, diana and kalies akka and her family!!
Where are they?
' vimmi akka- at her hse, nish- hong kong, diana- prefect camp, kalies akka and family- msia
Do you get along with your parents?
' yupz, kinda
Do you have any siblings?
' yesh, younger sis:))
Do you get along with them?
' kind la, at times.
How many nicknames you got?
' many, uncountable
What are they?
' there are so many that i cant rmb thm
Who gave them to you?
' diana
Are you happy?
' yupz
Are you sad?
' nope
Do you have your own room?
' yeshh
Who do you truly hate?
' them!
What’s your relationship status?
' single and loving it:)
What color is your room?
' pink:))
What color is your bathroom?
' white
How many times have you moved?
' once?
Do you like going to the beach?
' yesh yesh!!
Who is the last person to call you?
' diana:)
Who is the last person you called?
' hannah
What is your home page?
' yahoo
How many e-mails do you have?
' 2809!!!!
Do you like cotton candy?
' omg, yupz!!

ABOUT ME
What is your full birth day?
' 14 September 1994
Where were you born?
' singapore, mount alvenia hosp
At what time were you born?
' 3am
How old are you?
' 15
Where do you currently live?
' spore
What is your favorite color/s?
' pink!!

2009-11-17T00:14:00.000-08:00

How old will you be in five years?
' 20?
How tall are you?
' 154cm
What's the last movie you saw?
' 2012
Who was the last person you called?
' hannah
Who was the last person to call you?
' diana
Do you prefer to call or text?
' text
What were you doing at 12am last night?
' watching hannah montana, haha
Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
' married:)))
When is the last time you saw your mom?
' few secs ago?
Do you own slippers?
' ya, DUH
What are you wearing right now?
' clothes?
What is your favorite christmas song?
' jingle bells, haha
What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
' ghosts and karangguni man! HAHA
How many TVs do you have in your house?
' 2
Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
' desktop comp
Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
' with la!
What color are your room walls?
' pink:)))
How many pillows do you sleep with?
' 5
Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
` bare feet, haha
What was the last thing you ate?
' mummy's mee hoon
What is your favorite ice cream?
' butterscotch
What is your favorite dessert?
' red ruby:))
Do you like Chinese food?
' yupz!
Do you like coffee?
' NO!
What do you drink in the morning?
' tea or water

2009-11-16T23:55:00.000-08:00

Is there anybody you just wish would fall off the planet?
' yupz!!
Do you wear your seatbelt in the car?
' if i sit in the front seat, yesh!
Do you have a crush on someone?
' NO!
Do you crack your knuckles?
' yupz!!
What song do you hate the most?
' oh divya song!! HAHA!
Did just mentioning that song make it get stuck in your head?
'eww, never!
Peppermint or spearmint?
' peppermint:)
What 3 things can always be found in your refrigerator?
' ice water, chocs and sweets
What color are your bed sheets?
' blue:)
Would you rather be a fish or a bird?
' a bird
Do you talk on your cell phone when you drive?
' i dont drive la! hiyo!
What are your favorite sayings?
' many:)
If you could go back or forward in time,where would you go?
' backwards, sec 2 life:)))
Would you rather die in a blaze of glory or peacefully in your sleep?
' peacefully in my sleep:))
Coffee or Tea
' tea
Have you ever been in love?
' yupz
Do you talk to yourself?
' lols, no

2009-11-16T23:14:00.001-08:00

When was the last time you cried?
' yesterday?
Have you ever faked sick?
' yesh yesh:)
What was the last lie you said?
' cant rmb, haha
Have you ever cried during a movie?
'yup, just did like yesterday
Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off of?
' haha, indran
Have you ever danced in the rain?
' lols, no?
Have you ever been drunk?
' no i guess
Have you ever tried tried drugs?
' nope, i dont want to
Do you smoke?
' haha!!
What is your full name?
' parimala d/o manivannan
What is your blood-type?
' B+
Have you ever been in a car accident?
' no!
Have you ever made a prank phone call?
' DUH!! my fave:))
What's your favourite childhood memory?
' theres manyy:))
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
' yupz
What do you want to be when you grow up?
' still deciding, haha
How would you describe yourself?
' funny, random, retarded, weird.
What are you afraid of?
' ants, dark?
Do you get along with your family?
' yesh, kinda?
Would you ever get a tattoo?
' i would love to:)
How many piercings do you have?
' 2
Who makes you laugh?
' diana:))
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?
' hahahah, diana. done that b4 for a few hrs. LOL
Have you ever seen a dead body?
' NO!!
Do you have a celebrity crush?
' yeshuu
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go?
' sec 2 life.
Have you ever bitten someone?
' lols, yeshh
When's your birthday?
' 14 Sept
Have you ever stolen anything?
' haha!
Do you make wishes on stars?
' yupz:)
Do you remember your dreams?
' haha, yeshuu
Have you ever been in love?
' yesh
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?
' enemies la, DUH
Have you ever laughed so hard you almost peed in your pants?
' lols, yeshh
Who is your favourite person to talk to?
' diana:)
Who is always able to cheer you up when you're sad?
' diana:)
Who do you talk to most on the phone?
' diana:)
Do you have a secret that yo'ure ashamed of?
' no la
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?
' older than me la.
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
' stupidly, yesh
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
' yupz! for diana' s sake, i wanted to push her down:)
Have you ever hated someone?
' those bloddy bitches!
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
' phone:)
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
' yesh!
Are you happy with the life you have?
' i would say im very happy. With family and true friends!!

2009-11-16T21:09:00.000-08:00

saturday, 14 nov.
went to ntuc with mum in the morn.
then went to wdlands central.
ate lunch there.
after that went to cosway pnt with dad, mum, sis to buy some stuffs for sis's graduation day.
saw indran.we were like in the same shop. this is what i meant by seeing unlucky dogs.
lols. then went to m1 shop to get a line for sis and a new fone for me:))
i love my new fone, haha.
bought ichiban sushi like after soo long.
walk walk for a while and went bak hme.

sunday, 15 nov.
stayed at hme the whole day msging diana and using the comp.
cant rmb what happened.

monday, 16 nov.
woke up in the morn.
got ready and everythng.
walked to interchange with that super big board i made for diana.
the wind kept blowing the board. haha.
so ya bused to diana hse.
soo many bangs:)
went to diana's hse.
saw my darl.haha.
said hi to her aunt.
was looking through the cds diana bought.
then after a while, hannah cme.
she hadda pay her skul fees
so followed hannah to her hse.
simon was there.
haha, funny diana.
then bused to skul.
ended up, the dear security gaurd didnt allow us to go inside cos we werent wearing formal clothes?
then decided to bus bak to diana's hse.
bought ramli burger at the pasarmalam, haha.
then walked in the rain.
ate at diana's hse. watched my sister keeper.
so sad la, haha.
hannah funny sia.
after a while, decided to go hme.
diana and hannah walked me to 965 busstp
me and diana so sweet la. haha.
talked to vimmi akka on the fone.
reached hme.
bathed and ate.
got ready to watch 2012
i was praying i wont see dogs at cosway.
lols.
and and and, 2012 is veryyyy nice.
i swear. and its soo scary la.
i wana watch paranormal activities too:)))
so ya, went bak hme at arnd 11.30pm
watched tv for a while and went to bed.

tuesday, 17 nov.
1stly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NISHANTH:)
today morn, some stupid private number kol woke me up.
irritating sia. morn 7plus all call, nabei.
went bak to sleep.
woke up at 10 plus thnx to uncle's msg abt the road marshall.
so ya on friday, me, diana, vimmi akka and selva annae will be going.
hpe everythng goes well:)
diana koled just now.
kinda pity him la.
but what he is trying to do for us is for our own good also:)
and hating him doesnt brng us to anywhere.
currently, chatting with vimmi akka,adha and omar and listening to songs.
im soo in love with kandein kadhale movie:)) soo nice.
needa find sumthng to do later on. or i would be bored to death.
diana is in camp, how sad.
and whores, keep staring and bitching, cos we dont give a damn:)
aites blog. byeee:))

2009-11-13T05:47:00.000-08:00

sorry for changing my blogskin again and again.
the blogskins always seem to have a problem.
but thanks to yarsh, ive got a new blogskin:)
currently msging diana and chatting wiv yarsh and pavi
and imm soo sorry diana that the plan didnt work out.
haha. im soo bored.
okay, byee:)

2009-11-12T21:57:00.000-08:00

changed my blogskin again.
hopefully this time my posts dont go mia.
haha. didnt go to skul today.
my throat was hurting me.
msged diana and farah in the morn.
i sooo badly want to go, hopefully devils let la.
and and and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING!!!
always stay cute and cheerful.
with much loves, parimala:)
sadly cant spend time with him since he is in indo with my rival.
urghhh. haha.
so ya, have been msging diana since morn.
chatted with viks sir just now.
he asked and i told him abt what we felt towards him:)
haha. im super hungry but too lazy to eat.
haha, fuhny la.
i really want diana's plan to work out * prays super hard:) *
okay, im out of here.
byee:))

2009-11-12T04:20:00.000-08:00

too lazy to post abt today.
it was okay overall.
but my sore throat is irritating my life la.
and so is my stupid blogskins.
diana is badly missed.
hope she is having fun.
haha. im editing pics for sista right now.
haha. wont be going to skul tmr.
haizz, sad life la. haha.
aites blog. signing off now. byee:)

2009-11-11T00:33:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday to INDRAN:))

have fun and enjoy:))

2009-11-10T23:10:00.001-08:00

didnt go to school today.
stupid honey, stupid sorethroat. haha.
so ya, woke up at arnd 10 plus?
msged diana.
libin soo irritating la.
watched tv, was so boring.
diana kept making me laugh, even though i dont know what she was talking abt.
dad was fixing the comp mouse.
decided to watch cds.
mum told me that the cd player was in coma.
was soo pissed off la.
used the cd player inside parents room.
watched paheli, all time favourite:))))
and now chatting wiv vimmi akka.
sara annae is in aust, will be coming back on 28?
and amsar,pavithiran,kalies akka and her mum are leaving.
so sad rightt, really hope mum goes to vimmi akka's hse today to see the kids.
and not forgetting, diana is going to indo tmr. soooo gonna miss her la.
i owe something nice, hope to do it soon!!
aites blogg. gtgg, byee:)

2009-11-10T04:42:00.000-08:00

today was another fun day.
in diana's words, awesome day!!haha
met diana at busstop as usual.
walked to diana's grandmother hse.
diana's grandma didnt open the door cos she scared she kena robbed.
so cute la her grandmother.
after passing her something.
i and diana bused to northpoint.
purple and green chair:)) haha.
so ya. ate at mac again.
then bused to suntec city there.
in the bus, damn funny sia. i swear la!!
confirm diana felt like killing me.
it was really that fuhny la!!
got one red fullstop guy ask us for directions. LOL
after walk walk, we cabbed to marina barrage!!
went up and took pics. my poor knee and the poor grass.
diana made me kiss ********, i shy type here la!! *LOL*
so after taking pics, went down to change. then went to play water.
was damn damn shiok!! got very wet, but hey it was worth it la.
then changed and all.
diana so funny sia.
then asked aminur to meet us.
so went to orchard to meet aminur.
my bag was soo heavy la.
waited for aminur soo long.
atlast he came.
wanted to eat cos we were very very hungry la.
and this aminur made me and diana walk big big rounds.
thn jalan jalan.
went to kfc.
haha, kfc policy sia!!
ate there.
then jalan jalan somemore.
pink- pari
purple- diana
blue- aminur.
our fave colours always were seen together la. haha.
diana wanted to buy this super cute bag but for a sec4 student, hmm? haha
aminur was looking at shoes. haha.
thn ya, decided to go to esplanade.
i fell in love with him then!! 101109!!
went walk walk inside esplanade.
so crazy la i.
thn went to some kopitiam kinda place.
i and him took pics together. so sweet la.
and sadly, cam batt low. haizz.
then decided to go back.
i and diana headed to yishun there and aminur to tampines.
sad life in the mrt la. i swear. haha.
diana got dwn at yishun and i got dwn at wdlands.
currently at home
msging diana with web sms.
chatting with thinesh on fb.
he waited for a girl for two years, and got her today!!
happy for him:)
am super pissed off la. told diana abt it. even she agrees.
like im not jealous, it just makes me wonder why they cant treat me like her?
fuckers la. i fuck care ready.
so ya, thats all for today.
feeling super duper tired.
aites blog, byeee:))

*101109LOVES, diana and he should know this!! *LOL*

2009-11-09T05:51:00.000-08:00

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