so baby i will wait for you

Monday, March 30, 2009

Shukypocky n hes sis..NO LIFE..
nabei la..cbcbcbcbcbcb..
damien..omgomgomg..i hate god for taking away innocent lives..
damien n devon are super cute niwaes..bt sad stuffs..hpe all of thm cheer up..
especially bb..poor thing all of thm..
sadly i cnt help..

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, March 29, 2009

potato is online..
i tried toking..bt no point..
i jus wanted to be fwens so that i wont miss him tat much..
bt maebe things were suppose to end fast..
no point me crying n craving for sumthing that wel nvr happen..
unluckily my mum saw my hand..i jus told her i had sum kinda rash n i scratched n it ended up like tat..she din belive me..she suspected that i cut my hand..grr..irritating..
nvm..my fault anyway..doing stupid stuufs like tat..!

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

Don't look at me!
With those pricking eyes!
Don't go away!
Don't go,leaving me!
Love is not a loan to ask back!
This is not a street show to watch it amidst the crowd!
i was not interested!
But you had pulled me into it!
i was resisting you!
But you have put me in a fix!
My heart was fine!
But now you have torn it into pieces!
My nights were in black and white!
But you have made it colourful!
You've made my shadow walk alone!
You have made my hidden soul float outside!
I never opted this out!
i don't hate you either!
Lost is not lost for you to search everywhere!
I have preserved our sweet memories!
But i had suffered the pain of loneliness,alone!
Only if the wings part the bird it can fly!
Our love will mulitiply only if we await each other!
I didn't loan your love to ask back!
i live inside you!
Why don't you understand it?

When the eyelids leave the eyes,
won't the eyes be filled with tears?
When you take away your memories from me,
won't my heart break?
Something has depressed my heart!
Something has burnt my soul!
Without you,
I have no happiness!
Why are you so rude to me?
Without you,
i have no life!
Why are you so angry with me?
Enough of this pain,
my heart can't bear it anymore!
Why are you still silent?

Don't go away,
i'll be here if you are here!
Don't walk away,
i'll die in your separation!
Days spent with you are vanishing like dreams!
When you ask,
Who am i?
My love,
im dying a death evry moment!
I well keep seeing you from my grave!
Clouds part and unite again!
Your love too is same for me!
Is love,
street lights to be switched off in daytimes?
Even fire can't burn down my memories!
I'll wait for you,
with my love!
You are my most beautiful cherished moment!
You are also my sorrow!
Like God visiting in my sleep,
you came and vanished!
I can't bear this disappointment!
My love,
my world turns dark in your absence!

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saturday went to meet anisa at interchange..
went to scarlet..thn to the toilet..
thn we went to ljs..thn nelson cme ..like wadeva..irritating pest 3..
bt he kinda made me laugh at times..
thn i anisa were discussing abt the project..pathetic..
thn went bak hme..thn went to collect specs..
went to aunty hse..my father decided to go to CHOMP CHOMP to eat..
i was begging him not to go there..bt we still did..was crying all the way la..
reached there..saw SERANGOONS GARDENS,WALMER DRIVE,CHOMP CHOMP..
reaching there made things worser for me..sara bro came..he jus cme bak frm taiwan..
he was telling all the things which happened there..scaryy..i din eat at all..i jus lost my mood..
lucky din see him anywhere..or else i duno wads wel happen to me..
serangoons gardens reminds me of him..n so does walmer drive,chomp2 and that mcdonalds..
my dad saed he saw a indian hse there with people oudside there..he saed he sae the hse at walmer drive..n i was like..damn it mus be hes hse..nvm..i jus have to think hes gone for good..

Kannai vittu Kann imaigal vidai kaytaal Kangal nanaiyaadhaa ? Ennai vittu Un ninaivai nee kaytaal Ullam udayadha ?

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Friday, March 27, 2009

i really think i got nth beta to do..
i went to tok to PEST when he came online....
coz he like kept staring at me jus now..
n i wondering wad was hes prob..
lol..hes irritating..bt still funnie..he scolded me..
n he thnks i got scared..i was like "yaya wadeva..bye..LEON.."
tat time time he was like"hu the fcuk is_______"
n nw he is like "hu the fcuk is LEON la"
cn die laughing sia..i thnk hes the oni one hu scolds me n i cn still laugh..
diana mus be thinking im crazy..coz i jus scolded him a PEST..n thn todae sae hi to him..weird rite..haha..
hahahaha..BB toked to me n i like kinda forgot hes email add..opps..sowie..
aint caring abt PEST anymore la..i mus forgive n forget..haha..no forgiveness for him niwaes..
he n hes pathetic cous..LEON N RICHARD..super stupid pair..they thnk i cnt recognise LEON's gay voice..lol..im addicted to the "oru nallum unnai maravaada inithaana varam venduum" song..freaking nice la..
rajini so cute..hehex..n i love VARMAN..potato n varman r cous..hw cool..
sad stuff no more potato love..
it hurts alot..bt hes worth the pain..
i pity yarsh..hehex..
tat BITCH N BASTARD SHUD GO TO HELL...
n ya..jus becoz u sae dn stare tat doesnt restrict me frm staring at her..
she deserves to be stared at n hated..
i dun wan anyone to go thru wad diana went thru wiv him..
imagine vimala sis gets to noe tat i toked to PEST..she wel skin me alive..
i kinda like told her i wel nvr tok to tat BASTARD..n here i go..hehex..bt its damn funnie..wenever he scolds especially..

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

i hate FAKERS..
they get on my nerves..
haha..like wtf la..
dnt wana post wad happen todae..
no mood at all..sum bitch is irritating the hell out of me..
hhahaha...n saraboi loves sum1..lol..i got a bigbiggg shock..
duno wads gona happen tmr..lmao..

its just a pathetic crush..aint gona go guguugagaa anymore..
i jus cnt be bothered..

waaa tat bitch ah..
aiyaa...dun wana scold her oso la..bt see her ready cn get angry..
chebye..jus go ask her fcuk her mother la..oh wait her father..
nabei..she thnks she big fcuk..she thnk i sooo scared of her..eww..like no..never..
u beta keep me out of yr mouth..b4 i tear yr mouth n stich it..kanina..
we arent fwens anymore..its over..bt again those fun n unforgettable times i spent wiv u..wel nvr be forgotten..coz no matter how much i hate u now..we used to be the closest fwens once..

im still in love with you..its not "im a little not over you"..but its im not over you at all..
i rmb wad u saed..i love you too darling..u saed u wel nvr leave me..
haha..u din..u r still in on my mind..in my heart..in my memories..those times i spent wiv u wel nvr be forgotten..loving u lots..

Thee ena purindhum naaney Thirumbavum unai thoda vandheney Therindhey sugamai erindheney..

i dun miss you..i miss the person u used to be..

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Sunday, March 22, 2009

jus cme bak frm msia..
was super duper fun..
it was oni 2 days bt i still enjoyed..
i ate alot..like seriously..
even tried msia's sushi at JUSCO..
it was so damn PUKES..
spore much nicer la..
got my cous addicted to sum stuffs..lol..funnie..
we went to showroom..the bungalow was so cooleh..
cous gona buy that hse..woohoo..!got swimming pool sia..
i love msia..alot...tmr got skul..arghh...nvm..hope it is not boring..
i miss my fnee sooo much..im gona buy starhub p8 asap..
i cnt survive wivoud my fne animore..
elvin ng has a galfwen..i jus realised..lol..bt hu cares..
n not forgetting,HAPPY BURFDAE ZOEY!!!

and all of a sudden i miss you..i think im a little not over you yet..

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Thursday, March 19, 2009

i still cnt forget u,i swear..
y did u have to go..
baby,i loved u..y did u have to go..?
i loved you and developed my dreams about you..
dear!i filled you in my thoughts..
i became your soul..but today u forgot me..
which is peace for me without you?
i keep thinking of you day n night..

♥feels like insomnia

todae was okay..
aint gona post abt the previous days coz very lazy..
todae morning went to the optician..
sucks la..
my eyesight is like worst coz din wear specs for 3 yrs plus..
thn nid wear specs..bt the thing is i dun wana wear that dumb stupid thing..
asked the aunty if cn wear contact lens..she saed not advisable for my kinda eyesight..
cursed her to go n die..oops..
tmr going aunty hse..thn maebe wel be going to the optician there..
much beta over there..damn bored..saturday aint going to malaysia..sad stuff..
tmr wnt be going for tat maths thing..
i keep thinking of the people in me past..duno y..
hiyo..duno wad happening to me nwadays..
hw i wish i had a damn time machine..
n hw i wish he din belive all that shit n rumours..

♥feels like insomnia

Monday, March 16, 2009

D isciplined?!
I nnocent?!
A dorable
N ice
A dmirable

Nur Diana (Quah) ,thanx for being there when i needed you..thanx for cheering me up when i was feeling down..once a wierdo always a weirdo,once friends always friends..If u were a tear in my eye,i would never cry as im afraid i wel lose u..Boyfriends stab you in the heart,but best friends dont even carry knifes n wel nvr stab you in the back..a friend wel kol u an idiot,but a best friend wel not only kol u a idiot but wel act like one with you..it's times we're so crazy,that people think we are high.it;s the times we laugh so hard,we start tearing and all those inside jokes.thats why we are best friends.im soo lucky to have a friend like you.

When we first talked to each other,i knew we would always be friends.
our friendship has kept growing and i'll be there for you till the end
you listen when i have a problem
and help dry the tears from my face
you take away my sorrow
and put happiness in its place
i cnt forget the fun we had
laughing till we teared
toking out things we found funnie
people think we are insane
if only they knew
i guess this is my way of saying thanks
thanx once again for being sucha a good friend..
and being there with me thru it all..
noone can ever take your place no matter wad happens..
i nvr wana lose u..

♥feels like insomnia

guess wad..that bitch thinks i even give a fcuking damn about her..
like hello,i dun..
i aint bothererd..
stop the crap la..like seriously..
u thnk wad,u big fcuk isit..ohh im scared..like so not..
wadeva u do is not changing my life at all..so shall i sae,try harder..
oh wait dn even try..u wel nvr succeed in making me believe in u anymore..
so much for believing u n helping u..
n wad u gimme bak is shit uh?
i had enuf..
im not even fwens wiv u anymore..like hello..din u realise..?
ive stopped toking to u totally..n u still cme to me n tok..wen i dun even reply..u still go on toking..wad toking to ghost ah?
motherfcuker,dogface,motherfcukingdog,shitface,chebye,kanina,nabei,pundek,puki,fcukfcukfcuk,u suck.!

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, March 13, 2009

yesterdae was super duper fun..
skul was okay..kinda boring..
it always had been..haha..
afta skul had npcc..was okay la..nt bad..
thn right afta skul walked to northpoint..
saw farah on the way..
thn reached northpoint..
saw my neighbour..she is my worst nighmare..
thn met vimala sis n nazreen akka at mac..
we went to bk..ate there..
saw elysee n cass there..elysee saed hi to vimala sis..n cous was like hu the hell is she..
lol..we toked alot of thimgs..told her abt the 2 bithces..n she told me everything..
toked abt tat fcuking MIZZ MARLBORO..nazreen akka imitated sumthing..so damn funnae..
thn went to walk arnd nrthpnt..vimala sis left her fne n wallet at bk..ran there n got it bal..thnk goodness..thn walk here n there..laughed alot..toked alot..mostly ant all bitches we knew..haha..
n bitches beware..especially those 2 bitches i kwew..n thn nazreen akka bought me MnM n vimala sis candy floss..wen i was getting up the escalator..a china guy was like staring at my MnM..n my coux was like he wan yr chocolate,ask him if he wan..so wad i did wad..tap hes shoulder n asked him if he wans..he gave the most blurrest look..n thot we were crazy..lol..we laughed till we teared..hhaha...thn walked to skul wiv thm..sat oudside the skul..till nite..saw komathi..lmao..was super duper funnae..we were listening to the recorded conversation we had wiv shahrukh(leon),shobana,ragu,hes fwen,vimala sis.shenbi sis n me,n shahrukh cous(richard)..cme on la shahrukh..u thnk we so dumb not ot noe its u..6 pple against 2 cowards!!
thn went to kol dadee to fetch me frm skul..vimala sis n nazreen akka went bak hme..thn i went hme...

n vimala sis n nazreen akka,you are much lovedd..n thnx for cming dwn..tc kayys..see u real soon..n also thnx for listening abt my stories of the 2 bitches..haha..had so much fun..we are more like best fwens thn sistas..hehex..

n to tat bitch,u r still not forgiven at all..keep that on mind..i dun nid bitches n backstabbers like u in my life..

♥feels like insomnia

Monday, March 9, 2009

todae met diana at busstp n walked to skul..
hannah din cme skul..
i scolded diana's stupid head..i really cnnt tahan sia..
so unreasonable..
aft skul went to popular to buy book..
thn we went took 800,went 1 whole round..n ended up at northpoint..
like no life la..thn we went to the library..we were reading all those kiddy kiddy books..
i was so engrossed in thm wen diana saed she saw fida..so kinda like went to find her..
thn instead of finding fida,i found SOMEONE ELSE!!!like fate sia..
i got shocked..haha..thm went bak to skul..
waste time oni..stress myself for no reason..thn met hannah..they send me to wdlands..
ya so nw at hme..eating lollipops nutella..so niceee..haha..gtg..wan watch tv..
byeeee..oh n ya..

To Mum-Im sorry if i had hurt u,but i seriously did not mean it..i wel try not to do it again..love you mummy..

To That Motherfcuker-Hate me or Love me,either way u r thinking of me..n for heaven sake..dun cme to me n say things..coz as u cn see,i dun give a fcuking damn..i dun believe u anymore..so pls la..dun even try to make up for wad u have dne to..y cnt u fcuking see tat i dun care wenever to tok to me abt those things..i wonder where u keep yr brains..'You are so dishonest that I can''t even be sure that what you tell me are lies!'

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Saturday, March 7, 2009

BITCHHHHHHH..
i wana shout at you,scold u like i nvr had..scream at yr face..slap yr face..
bt wenever i thnk of hw close we are,i dun wana even scold u..
i feel bad..bt aint gona trust or believe u anymore..
aint forgiving or forgetting wad kinda shit u did..
aint gona be as close as i was with you..
coz im sick n tired of yr damn f*cked up character!!
so just get lost..b4 im gona get angry wiv u..

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, March 6, 2009

todae was okay..fun la..
afta skul went for npcc..
overall it was freaking fun..except the part where we had to do sum monkey thingee..
haha..thn aft npcc..ask dad fetch me..coz i had alot of things to carry..
damn tired..so bored..hehexxx...

n ya..guess wad nw i have 2 human pets now..
a photocpoy of KALA-BITCH..
another bitch..this is all i cn tell to that b*tch
TO HELL WITH YOU AND YOUR DAMN FCUKED UP CHARACTER!!!
i seriously dun gve a fcuking damn..
yr face irritates me even more than that kala...
wahhh...i seriously thnk kala is much beta than u la..
atleast she doesnt go arnd doing wad u do!!!
just get lost k..!

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Wednesday, March 4, 2009

boredddddd....
chatting wiv hannah and derrhorny
derrhorny is really proud of his pics...
lol...i really duno wad to sae abt him..
he thnks hes cute..wadeva la..

n all of a sudden i thnk i shud stop liking u..
its like no point at all..
seriously im confused..
its just a crush and i noe tat..
Superman LOVE..

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Tuesday, March 3, 2009

todae skul was kinda boring wivout diana..
bt still was fun la..
cnt rmb any thing interesting happen..
so ya..afta skul met diana under her blk..
went to northpoint..i bought ljs..n diana bought bk..
saw her cous..haha..thn went under sum blk..
ate..was embarrasing diana again..sorie..cnt help it..
thn walked to duno another place..tok tok..ask her so many things..
ask her to act for me tmr oso..lols..thn i gave people retarded smiles..n kept saying hi..
lolssss...thn went bak hme..din feel like eating..bt my mum fed me..
and nw my throat hurts even more..saw the korean drama..so nice..
rimmy koled me..seriously miss her loads..haha..tc rimmy....

It's so crazy, you walked into the room that day, just like every other day except this time my heart skipped a beat.It's amazing how one little conversation can change things forever.I wish you could hear all the words I'm too afraid to say.Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel.

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, March 1, 2009

saturday,i and diana went to airport to send rimmy off..
we went there early..so walked arnd..
embarrased diana..sorie..did sum funny stuffs..
hahahahah...thn aft sen rimmy bak..went bak hme..
embarrased diana twice in the bus..lol..
thn went hme..changed..went to khalsa for burfdae party...
was freaking fun..couz got drunk..haha..i drank a little..gud gal k..
thn went to vimmi hse..slack under the blk..
ate ice cream in the rain..was so nice..
played wiv vimmi's hamsters..so cute..
thn sara fetched us bak to my hse..
was freaking fun la..and
Happy 21st Burfdae,Vicky!!!

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