so baby i will wait for you

Thursday, December 31, 2009

A Prosperous and Peaceful Twenty-Ten to all my Darlings and everyone out there!!!!!!

To Mum and Dad, i might have hurt you alot of times!!! We had so many misunderstandings!! A big sorry for that!!! but putting all that aside, i really love you lotz!!!!!!!! deep deep down, i know i love you more than anyone!!! Thanks for everything you have done for me!!!

To My dearest sister!!!! Remember everyday, no matter what i've said or done. I really want you to know that i love you more than you know!! When no one is there with you, i'll be there my dearest angel!!!!!

To vimmi akka, you have always been there, you know me inside out!! all those things you have done for me, i really appreciate it akka!!!! I loveeeee youuuu many many!!! :)))

To Diana and Hannah darls, we have been through so much last year!! But keeping all that aside, you two were always there for me!!! When i was happy, sad or even angry. I really appreciate that!!

To Diana, Thanks alot Buildingggg!!!! I love you lotzz! No one could ever replace someone like you!!! We walk around talking to complete strangers, Laugh For absolutely no reason at all, have setuuupid fights which are over in a few mins!! But no matter what happens i'll always be there for you, be it good or bad times!!!

And Hannah, Thanks too!! especially the part where you made me feel guilty.* ahems * hahahah!!! Love you girl!!!

And Elysee Darl, Thanks alottt too girl!!!!!! haha, partners in crimee!!!!!! You really appreciateddd!!!

To Viknesh!! Thanks for listening to all my problems!! Thanks for all those advices!! Thanks for being there whenever i felt down! You have been a great friend!!! Tc!!! Much Lovess UNDOHHHHH!!!!!!!

To Yarsh, our story had really been a comedy!! But hey, you're good a friend, gayy!!!! And thanks!! tc, ly!

To anisa, devi and rimsha. Sorry for all those misunderstandings!! You were there for me for a certain time period! and those few months, i would always rmb!! Thanks:)

And to everyone else who had played a part in my life!! Thanks for everythng you've done for me!! you are really appreciated!! Ly!!

* am gonna be good this year!!!
* do well in 'o' levels!!
* make everyone around me happy!!
* dont wish to hurt anyone!!

♥feels like insomnia

this song kinda makes me laugh. that om mangalam part :)
HAHAHAHHA!!!!

♥feels like insomnia

went to 912 busstp to pass diana her things.
her cousins, are really damn funny and cute.
and diana looked exactly like one of thm, a pri 1 kid :DD
so ya, was telling diana stuffs. LOL, funny la!! merlion is soo cute!!!
so ya, was scaring others.
till this two girls ran away. haha. actually not really la.
waited till diana and her cous took the bus.
was so hyper and crazy that i went to bang on to the board.
haha, am hme nw.
chatting with vik and msging diana.
uploading pics in fb, hahah.
aites, byee:)

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

30 dec
didnt go to diana's hse cos of stupid lectures.
you got your point over already, so stop la.
anyways, sorry diana.
so ya, hadda go raffles hosp cos dad's uncle was admitted.
and they just hadda make me go there when i have phobia of hosps:))
went there. me, sister and vimmi akka were making a fool out of ourselves la.
seriously, i was laughing my head off.
after a while sri annae and letchmi akka cme.
sri annae- drools!!!
his married btw, LOL!!!!!!
so ya, after a while.
went to banquet to eat.
thn went to bugis:))))))))))))
bought many things.
pple there, they just love to block my way or walk so slowly as if they got blisters on their foot!!
after buying things, went to vimmi akka's hse.
fun fun fun!!
ate there. sara annae said he was gonna adopt a friend of mine. and i was like who is it. and he actually showed me a DOG's pic!! wtf?!?!
and then we suddenly had this crave to eat hot fundge sundae cos this dear sister of mine went to remind vimmi akka of fondue!! hhaha
so ya, we went to the nearest mac. and realised they were washing the ice cream machine.
haha, joke sia!!
so ya, went all the way to bugis to buy hot fudge sundaes.
actually its walking distance to bugis, LOL
cme back, watched tv. sara annae and his stories, can make you laugh forever!!
so ya, left her hse at 12.30am.
went back hme, slept at 3 plus?
cos some idiot, dozed off?
haha, nvm he is sick.
get well soon undohhh!!!!

31 dec
today is like the last year of 2009!!
so ya, thanks to everyone who had been there for me all the time.
all those memories i had with you this year, be it good or bad, would always be fresh in my mind. you would always have a special place in my heart. and sorry for all those hurt ive caused to the pple whom had been there with me!! to all my loved ones: once again. thanks muchh:) you would always be appreciated!!!♥♥♥

so ya, today woke up at exactly 9.50am.
without any alarms.
was actually supposed to wake up at 10am to gve wake up calls.
but ya, the dumb me!!
went back to sleep, woke up at 12 plus.
went to bathe at 2plus.
watched tv for a while.
currently, listening to songs and fb-ing!!
next year, 'o' levels. haizz, nvm. am gonna study super hard till i drop. hmmph, ya right!!
and whats up with next year? its like tmr!!!!
will be going to the beach on saturday.
sara annae is going to bring my dog friend too. haha, surprise to everyone else.
aitess, byee bloggiee!!!!

: ive gotta admit, am still inlovewithyou!! :

♥feels like insomnia

Monday, December 28, 2009

haluuuuuuuuuuu:))
currently chatting with hannah and msging elysee
dianaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, get well soon my duling!!!!!!!
hope you're doing finee!!!!
aites, thats all for now!!
byee bloggiiiee!!

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, December 27, 2009

woke up in the morning.
realised i had sorethroat
and swollen fingers thanks to the swing.
so ya, am alone at hme right now.
was super pissed off but somethng on fb made me laugh my head off.
like it just took few secs for the anger to be gone.
1st class comedyy!!
currently, chatting wiv vik and vicky.
ohh, nice. viki and vicky.
its been soo long since i talked to vicky.
will be going to ntuc later, afterrr soo long am following mum to ntuc.
soo bored, have been eating chocs since morn even though im already having sorethroat.
aites, thats all for now. am outta here.
byee, loves!!!
looking at the past and all those msges you used to send me, i realised you are NOT the person i once knew at all. i dont miss you, i miss the person i thought you were.
and its my life, i do what i want. so STOP!!! atleast i didnt lie like you did rightt?

♥feels like insomnia

just came back hme.
i hate to go out when i dont have the mood at all la.
but no choice.
and excuses like stomach aches doesnt work at all?
so ya, hadda go.
went to eunos, or was it bedok?? hmmphh
then went to changi beach.
i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:)))
played swing, and it was raining somemore!!!!!!!!!!
damn niceeeeeee!!
so ya, after that went to Elhub?
lost mood again.
went to fondue? or whatever that shop name was.
chocolatesss:))
so ya, walk walk.
reminded me of last year's class chalet.
after a while, went back hme.
currently, am getting "split personalities".
irritating siaa.
not sure, if i should go out tmr?
chatting with vik, shaunni and faris! haha
finding for sad songs! LOL!
aites, dont know what to type readyy.
might be going to meet vimmi akka on tues?
she has to take her IC
kinda excited.
hpefully, last minute she doesnt change plan or i get mood swings.lol
okayy, byeee:)

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, December 26, 2009

I'm ecstatic
I feel the magic
It's everlasting
I think that you were meant to be alive on this very night
With me
I see, it clearly
The dream you hear about
And never truly think it's realistic till it blows your mind
I never thought I could understand
I was searching me
And now I finally see

I see that some people fight for love
They stick with it
Just can't quit it
Some people hide from love
They run from it, cause they don't want it
When you got a love and it's good like it should be
Makes you never wanna give it up
Cause you know that some people fight for love
And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

You're the reason, the air I'm breathing
So don't go leaving
Cause loving you is the only thing that ever really touched my soul
I'm protective, of my blessings
Glad I kept it
I never really thought about the future till I saw my life
Finding it's purpose
So very worth it
And now I know that love is really worth it

And that's why, Some people fight for love
They stick with it
Just can't quit it
Some people hide from love
They run from it, cause they don't want it
When you got a love and it's good like it should be
Makes you never wanna give it up
Cause you know that some people die for love
And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

It's hard to be, and good to keep
And once you're with it, it's hard to leave
You can't help but run wild with imagination
It'll change you life from wrong or right
And then you'll touch, touch the sky,
And now I don't see how I made it though the night

But I see how there's some people who fight
Some people fight for love
They stick with it
Just can't quit it
Some people hide from love
They run from it, cause they don't want it
When you got a love and it's good like it should be
Makes you never wanna give it up
Cause you know that some people die for love
And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

Some people fight for love,
(I don't wanna do it no more)
Some people hide from love,
(It just feels so good)
But when you got a love and it's good like it should be
Makes you never wanna give it up
Cause you know that some people die for love
And I believe it's true cause I'd do the same for you

♥feels like insomnia

27 dec
woke up in the morn thanks to diana's msg.
so ya, bathed and got ready to go to her hse
reached there,
diana's dad a.k.a my boyfiee, damn funny sia.
so ya, i and diana, ermm. cooked?
LOLS!!!
not bad la our cooking, thanks to her aunt btw.
so ya, webcam with yarsh and farah
lols, damn funny.
left her hse at arnd, 5 plus
took 965 back hme.
stress with someone, haha
diana should know la.
so ya, reached hme.
bathed and everythng.
sister went for her class bbq?
all the devils, get together!! LOL
so ya, went to cck with family to eat.
haha. after that, wanted to go to pasir ris, but didnt :(
went back hme.
slept kinda early, cos i was tired.

28 dec
woke up cos of vibration.
now i know how diana feels.
pple dnt let you sleep in peace at all. LOL :P
so many msges la!!
was lying on the bed for a while
thn went to bathe and all
today, good gal.
ate breakfast:)))
haha, watched tv.
and now currently, chatting wiv diana and some pain in the ass!! LOL
msging vik.
so ya, thats all for now.
byee blogg! loves!!

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, December 25, 2009

i havent been using friendster for kinda long.
but somehow, realised i could find ALOT of secrets thur fwensta?
like shocking news la!!
unbelievable laa!!
i still thnk that idiot got eyesight probss?
okay enuf enuf.
gtg noww, lols.
gonna watch sarvam on tv!!!

aryaaaaaaaaa:)

♥feels like insomnia

today morning went to grandmother's hse
mum's sis bought mum a birthday cake as a surprise.
so ya, cut cake and all.
puvanaa was there too, *looks at diana*
hadda play with vanaa, no choice.
damn, that girl is good at cheating? LOL
so ya, was there till 4 plus? aint sure
cme back hme.
dad bought mum a new hp as a birthday gift
seweet!! so ya, nomore mum's dinosaur century fne:))))
currently, msging diana and chatting wiv faris. LOL
aites, gtg noww.
byeee:)

* let's get together and end this mystery :)

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas To All :)

And Happy Birthday Mum!!

♥feels like insomnia

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
lols, okayy. i wont tell anyone
hhaha
haiya, faris. tell you what. fall for me. if you want jump dwn after that, cann
no prob
i jump with you

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
wadeva sia pari HAHA

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
are you like really laughing?

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
duh
idiot sia
ppl serious reading sad story

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
lols. you can be sweet too me you knw faris..
your dream gal
(^^)

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
WADEVA
shuddup haha

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
(broken heart)
(cry)
am gonna jump down
omg, faris. say ily for the las time plss

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
O.o i dont want
aahah, my love are very hard to come by

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
but with me. no faris. i know you love me. dnt worry, you can tell me. _____ wont kill you syg
LOL
jokee

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
WADEVA
i tell ______!
booo
timer!
haha

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
piankk. how could you do ths to me. if you really love me, thn i would forget _____,
LOL
this iss sooo funny sia

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
for u funny ah. im like this girl obsess!!! hahah

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
huh?
dnt get it
the 2nd part

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
i was like, this girl is obsess
okay, repeating the sentence dont make it fun
MOVE ON

: pari : you're the reason for my smile (: says:
lols!!!
syg, how can i move on without you?
you break my heart, bt i still want you
why cant you see that i love you soo much?
faris i want post this love convo on my blog
PLS AH

[c=9][a=4]▪ ÐÁşħ ▪[/a=61][/c] says:
GO DIE
hahaha
dont sia
wahlau

this conversation between me and faris, was just to make faris laugh la!!
nothing more than that la!
and i thnk i was TOO bored!!
but was kinda fun la!!
confirm faris shocked to see this on my blog!!

♥feels like insomnia

just updated the music player.
like all those all time fave songs!!
chatting wiv faris and shaunni, LOL!!
wondering if diana's tuition has finished.
waiting for her msg!!
oh oh oh, i found all my long lost pri skul fwens' fb profile.
damn funny sia!!! all those comments they gve.
the quizzes i take in fb, the questions they ask and the name of the quiz has no link at all.
but the results are still true?
and i also joined a group in fb saying i get annoyed with pple who say "euu" instead of "you.
reminds me of that kala!! lol, funny la that "sweetheart"!!
and ya, tmr's mum burfdae.
oh wait, few mre hrs actually
in the morn, yarsh said i was sweet cos i was making sumthng for my mum.
and now she says, im useless just becos i didnt know how to spell my mum's name?
LOL!! funny people!
aites, am going off now!!
byeee, loves!

♥feels like insomnia

Guys are like stars.
There are millions of them out there.
But only one can make your dreams come true.
So baby, will you make my dream come true?
Every moment spent with you is like a beautiful dream come true.
Love is about giving someone your heart and trusting them not to break it.
and im trusting you.
If you give me a chance i can love you right, but are you telling me it wont be enough?
If this isnt love, tell me what it is.
You stole my heart, are you gonna keep it or give it back?
I dont want to say the 3 words, cause i dont want to see our friendship getting shattered by those words
♥maraippathal nee maraippathal en kadhal marainthu pogumaa?

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

woke up at 12 plus today.
cos of a nightmare.
weird siaa!
and like the main nightmare was my sister?
how true!!!
so ya, woke up and told mum abt the nightmare
sister got scared to death, LOL.
bathe and all.
went to causeway point with sister.
everythng i ask her, she replies DONT KNOW?
where are her brains?
so ya, walked back home.
currently, chatting with diana and vimmi akka.
listening to songs.
and attempt on making mum a card?
super stressed.
aites, gtg noww. byee:)

♥feels like insomnia

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Who is your cell phone provider:
' starhub
How long have you been with your phone:
' 2 mnths?
Do you have more than one phone:
' yesh
Does your phone have a camera:
' yupzz
Does your phone have a video camera:
' yaa
Does your phone have text messaging:
' wth, ya laa
Can you surf the internet on your phone:
' nope :(
Who was the last Person you called:
' diana
Who was the last Person who called you:
' hannah
Who was the last Person to text message you:
' vik
Who was the last Person you text messaged:
' vik
What is your ringtone:
' the way that i love you
Do you change your ringtone often:
' nope
How many contacts are in your cell phone:
' 100 plus

* am bored of doing surveys now!! *hits forehead*

♥feels like insomnia

sister needs to wear a tie like next year??
and everyone at hme kinda forgot how to tie a tie? LOL
and me being an angel, learned how to tie a tie in like 1 min frm youtube just for my sis!!
im so sweet, haha.
okay, random la!!
so boredd!!
i thnk am gonna do surveys?
if i find soemthng nice laa.
currently, chatting with diana and sharvin!!
mum and sis have gone nuts for sure!!
they kept laughing like some imh patients la.
all the screw loose ready!!

♥feels like insomnia

22 December, Tuesday
had fun with diana and vik!
learned sign lang!! interesting!!
and my mum, amazing!!!!!!!
damn, she has ''split personality'' too?
reached hme at arnd 8 plus?
so ya, slept early cos i was super tired!!!!

23 December, Wednesday
woke up at 6plus
msg frm evo camp sara.
got irritated la, seriously.
didnt bother replying him.
realised mum and sis were going to deyi sec, my sister's sec sch.
so ya, went back to sleep.
woke up at 7am again?
went back to sleep.
woke up at 9plus.
i find myself super weird la.
so ya, bathe and all.
was all alone at home.
for the 1st time i didnt find it fun
was kinda scared to be alone la
LOL!!
am having leg cramps, haha.
guess diana is in skul??
oh ya, supposed to tell k the truth rightt?
but how diana?
lols!!
aites, im outta here.
byee bloggie!! :)

♥ if its gonna spoil our friendship, then i dont even want to fall for you

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, December 20, 2009

How has your day been?
' so far so good?

Do you think you've been a good person in 2009?
' i dont think so, at times maybe?

Do you think 2010 would be better?
' hopefully.

Do you think the world will end in 2012?
' i dont think so laa, i hope not!!

What are you supposed to be doing right now?
' nothing much actually?

Can you accept the fact that you last ex has moved on with his/her life?
' ya, DUH!!

Do you love anyone more than a friend?
' haha, he should know by now.

Do you have any bad habits?
' yesh!!

Do you think people hate you?
' you think!!!

Finally, what do wish to say to that someone special?
' im waiting (:

Are you wearing a hat?
' NO?

Do you have a crush on someone right now?
' isit real or just another crush?

Do you prefer writing with pen or pencil?
' pen

What was the last text message in your phone?
' that one i cannot say lah... ( that was really the last text msg)

Does your best friend have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
' yesh yesh!! :)

Type your name into Google, whats the first thing that comes up?
' Raman Parimala - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

Whats your favorite song at the moment?
' theres like alott la, seriously.

Coke or Pepsi?
' pepsi :)

Favorite subject in school?
' hmm?

Do you prefer cats or dogs?
' LMAO, cats!!

Is there someone you want to punch right now?
' no laa!!

Are you a facebook addict?
' yesh!!

What word in the dictionary best describes you?
' crazy :P

Are you a better listener or talker?
' depends

Are you afraid of ghosts?
' haha, yesh!

Is there something lacking in your life right now?
' im not very sure.

What do you miss most about childhood?
' alot of things, the good stuffs la!!

Do you drink alcohol?
' no!!!!!

Do you do drugs?
' hell NO!!

Are you a good liar?
' laugh my head off!!

Can you cook?
' yesh, and at times it would turn out to be tasteless!

How much time do you spend online?
' i dont know, time flies!!

Last time you went bowling?
' LOL, hmm. went with npcc i guess?

Where were you yesterday at 10:30pm?
' at home laa

Are you afraid of the dentist?
' nope. this reminds me of diana and hannah!!

Do you make wishes at 11:11?
' yupz!!!!!!!!!!!!

Do you trust people?
' loved ones only, family and fwens!!

Who was the last person in your bedroom?
' myself!!

Be honest, do you generally like people?
' yaa, kinda?

Who was the last person you got into an argument with?
' hmm? i dont wish to argue with that person anymore actually!!

Whats your first thought when your alarm goes off?
' so fast morning?

What is your favorite color?
' pink!!

What about your favorite animal?
' dolphin

Choose one ... ;) =) >:D :-{D
' =)

Did you ever have an F on your report card?
' like DUHH!!! and its always the same subs!! haha

What about straight A's
' when i was in pri one!!

Are you listening to music right now?
' yesh yesh!!

If so, what song are you listening to?
' down(candlelight version)

What is the month of your birthday?
' september

If you had to eat one fruit for a month straight...what would it be? oranges, bananas, grapes, apples, or kiwi? (or other)
' grapes!!

Do you like roses or tulips better?
' roses

QUICK THINK OF A NAME!!!
' dini haziqahh

Was the name that you just thought of a member of your family?
' LOL, no!!!!!

What about a close friend?
' nopee!!

Ok...what about your crush?
' NO!! okay, this was funny!!

Do you watch SpongeBob?
' yupz!! :)

What is the name of your best friend?
' diana

Do you like fish or chicken more?
' chicken

Are you a vegetarian?
' NEVER!!

Did you like this random survey?
' kinda, cure to online boredom :)

Last thing.....Pick a # out of these... 1,2,4,7,14
' 14!!

Your best friend asks you to help them hide a body?
' i would be shocked!!

Your neighbors cat gets shredded by your engine?
' my neighbour has a cat?

Someone of the same sex hugged you out of nowhere?
' freak out laa!!

Your best friend is turned into a zombie?
' i would laugh 1st, thn run away

Your car breaks down beside a graveyard?
' get damn scared?

Someone anonymously send a love note?
' laugh my ass off!

Your bestfriend calls you at 4am?
' pick up her kol?

Someone kept staring at you?
' lols, stare back la

What would you do if an enemy died?
' what can i even do?

What would you do if a loved one died?
' cry!!

Your best friend tells you they are gay/lesbian?
' LMAO!! hmm, paris la!!

* my answer was actually supposed to be HAHA for all these random question!!

If you saw a carrot lying on the floor what would you do?
' stare at it?

How come the sky is blue?
' god's creation?

Do flying fish really fly?
' LOL, no!!

Would you rather eat 5 bottles of tomato sauce or have to wear green for a month?
' wear green for a month

Where did you get your phone from?
' m1 shop!

Would you ever date someone 20 years older than you?
' eee. no!! its like dating a uncle?

Do you wish you had a hot chocolate right now?
' kinda?

When I say Australia, what is the first word that comes to mind?
' haha?

What colour is your house?
' soft violet!

How many windows are in the room you are in?
' 2?

What hair color would you like to have?
' lols, pink!!! haha, funny!

Do you know a person named Ashley?
' nope!

Do you have blog?
' lols, yaa?

Puppies, kittens, or pot-bellied pigs?
' puppies

Do you forward those irritating chain e-mails?
' no wayy!!

Do you have any stickers?
' yesh, winnie the pooh stickers!!

Does your mom have the same color hair as you
' nope, not really.

When was the last time you had a staring contest?
' last year?

When was the last time you fell asleep with the TV on?
' cant rmb

Has anyone kissed you today?
' nopee!!!

Are vampires real?
' hmm, maybe!! hahah, i wish!!

When you see a cute bug in your house, do you kill it or release it?
' cute bug? wth?

Do you write letters to people but don't have the courage to send them?
' nooo

How do you think the world will end?
' ive got no idea actually

When do you think this might happen?
' i dont wish to thnk abt it

What is a toy from your childhood you would want back?
' LOL, amanda!!

How do you get over an ex that you're still friends with?
' snt that like easier?

Do you like your ice cream in a cone or in a cup?
' in a cup?

♥feels like insomnia

If you were a dog what would you want your name to be?
' this is damn funny!!! *looks at hannah*

How are you today?
' finee

You have to choose; owning 9 cats or eating peanut butter forever!
' owning 9 cats, cos i hate peanut butter!!

If you could make the sky any color what would it be?
' i still want it to be blue?

Do you think some people are mind readers?
' hmm, maybe. reminds me of someone

Would you want to choose your dying date?
' nopee!!

Would you want to choose how you die?
' maybee

Would you ever live a life like Tarzan and be raised by apes?
' never?

Whats your hair color?
' black??

Did you ever wish you were a member of the opposite sex?
' hell no!

Do You Like Your Name?
' kinda

What Age Would You Like To Be Right Now?
' 14??

Do You Have Pets?
' no laa

What's Your Favorite Color?
' pink

What Word Do You Catch Your Self Saying A Lot?
' lol and undoh?

MacDonald's Or Burger King?
' mac!!

Coke Or Pepsi?
' pepsi:)

Summer Or Winter?
' summer!!!!!

Are You Nice To Everyone?
' not really, but im trying to be!! haha!

Do You Like School?
' at times only, but its better than rotting at home

Do You Talk A Lot In The Phone?
' at times

Are You More Shy, Or Talkative?
' both i think, depends who im with. lols

Do You Like Going Outdoors?
' yesh

Do You Like Rainy Days?
' yesh yesh!!

What's your nickname?
' pari?

Where do you live?
' spore, haha

How tall are you?
' 154

Are you single or taken?
' single:)

Who do you love?
' HAHA!!

How many siblings do you have?
' 1 younger sister

What kind of pets do you have?
' dont have one anymore

Did you do well in school?
' lols, joke? in some subs only.

What did you dream about last night?
' i cant rmb, haha

What's your biggest fear?
' losing my loved ones!

What do you want to do right now?
' strangle certain pple

Do you like chocolate?
' love them :)

What's your favorite song?
' alott laa!

When's your birthday?
' 14 Sept!!

Were you a difficult child?
' i dont think so?

What's your best childhood memory?
' i cant really rmb,

What/Who makes you happy?
' loved ones!!

Explain yourself in one word.
' crazyy :P

Are you bilingual?
' yesh!

Last Question : Do you have patience?
' i guess so

♥feels like insomnia

omgggg!!!
the wind is like super super strong laa!!
even the tallest and strongest tree is shaking!!
lol, scary.
but the wind is like so shiok?
and some idiot is saying that i shouldnt go out in this wind, will fly away??
hmmph!! like whatever la undoh!
so ya, currently listening to songs and msging.
i find my sister kinda poor thing la.
like she has eye infection?
and i have to courses in MDIS for suha akka, weird siaa.
MDIS, reminds me of diana.
Monkey Diana Is Stupid!! LOL
sister will be knowing her sec sch tmr, kinda excited for her?
wondering if i should follow mum and sister to go out later?
hmm..
aites, i dont know what else to say already.
lol, byee:)

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, December 19, 2009

I hung up the phone tonight,
Something happened for the first time,
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush,
Cause the possibility that
You would ever feel the same away about me,
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
All that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Has it ever cross your mind when we’re hangin’,
Spending time girl,
Are we just friends, is there more, is there more,
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take,
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last,
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

Why do I keep running from the truth,
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized,
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone,
all that we can be, where this thing can go,
Am I crazy or falling in love,
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you,
Are you holding back, like the way I do,
Cause I’m tryin’, tryin’ to walk away
But I know this crush aint’ goin’ away, goin’ away

I'm calling his phone up just to tell him how much
I really love him 'cause he's everything I want
He listens to me, cares for me so I truly believe

God sent me an angel from above
That's gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It's the only way I can describe, so

If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love

L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love
L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love

I'm selfish 'cause I don't wanna share him with nobody
Not even those people that came before me
But see, I never believed

God would send me an angel up from above
That's gonna love me for life
Might as well be perfect only because
It's the only way I can describe, so

If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I never felt like this baby
If this isn't love

L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love
L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh

So if you got real love
Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
The kind of love that fits quite like a glove

Lemme see you put your hands up
See you put your hands up
If this isn't love

'Cause I know I ain't crazy
I know I ain't tripping
I know I ain't slipping
I know that it's love

You see me with my hands up
If you think I'm dreaming
I know I ain't dreaming
'Cause this is the reason I love him because
If this isn't love

If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I could be dreaming or just plain crazy
If this isn't love, tell me what it is
'Cause I never felt like this baby

L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love
L O V E, what is in me?
L O V E, oh, if this isn't love

Love, L O V E
Love, L O V E

♥once again im risking my heart, in hopes that you feel the same
♥the missing pieces in my heart, you have somehow replaced them

♥feels like insomnia

today, woke up at 9plus.
was sooo tired la.
so decided to go back to sleep.
woke up at 11plus thanks to some idiot!!
lols, so ya. bathed and everythng.
just realised theres a malay wedding opp my block?
and syah is online, that weirdo!!!!
and currently, facebook is taking soo long to load.
so ya, tues will be going to ecp.
nervous and excited??
and congrats to diana!!!! im like excited for her, dont know whyy? :))
so ya, thts all for now.
byeee:))

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, December 18, 2009

woke up at 6.30 in morn.
wassss soo tired laa!
so ya, went back to sleep at arnd 7 plus?
woke up at 11 plus.
was all alone at hme, shiok!!
lols, so ya. bathed and all.
watched tv.
then mum, dad and sis cme bak hme.
wass soo tried and felt sick.
talked to diana on the fone for a whilee
currently chatting wiv diana and hannah.
was chatting wiv kalies akka on fb. lols.
will be going to temple for uncle's prayer??
aites, gtg. byee bloggie!!

♥feels like insomnia

woke up at 7.30am to give wake up calls.
damn him and his fone la!!
went back to sleep and woke up at 11plus?
dad wanted to go to tekha.
so ya, bathed and got ready.
asked vimmi akka to cme alng but she was going to watch vettaikaran.
damn her laa!!
and and and, outing ahh?
so ya, went to tehka.
walkwalk. went to eat!!
was having fever after a while, haizz!
so ya, went back hme at 5 plus?
currently, msging yarshhh a.k.a the best?? LOL!!
chatting wiv devii and vik and diana or isit her cousin? LOL.
listening songs!!
and i didnt know human diary could read pple's mind!!
hahaha!
aites, im outta here.
byeee!!!

*stop it with your damn nonsense okayy! im being patient with you, dont make me scream at your face! being the only who ever suck up for your ass ah? so much for trting you so nice! i dont wish to regret, so dont make me okayy! i dont want to be the only saying sorry all the time! i dont want to be caring for you all the time! your attitude sucks la! i just wish you would stop hurting pple around you okayy! what the fuck did i do to you sia? come on la, not happy say it la! dont come and show your bloody attitude to me k! the next time im seeing you, pls la. be nice like how you used to be can! dont give me reasons, just tell the truth okayy! i was there when you needed me, but where are you when im needing you? babe, dont do this to me la. this isnt how you used to be. this just isnt you la! are you neglecting me? but again, what did i do? one time you're nice, another there you go hurting me. ya i sound angry, buy hey. you will never know how much you hurt me with what you're doing la. pls, be the person i once knew, cared for and loved.

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, December 17, 2009

feeling super sick right now.
no energy to type laa.
i thnk im having food poisoning??
wondering if i should go to the doc later on, but im scared. LOL
currently, chatting wiv human diary and yarshh!!
aites, cant type anymore.
byee bloggie!!!

* if you are a drug, im your downhill addict :)

♥feels like insomnia

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

----LIST OF THINGS GIRLS WISH GUYS KNEW----

Don't think that just because you didn't tell us we are never going to find out.

Our friends know EVERYTHING.

EVERYTHING said to our friends will be told to us. Gurranteed.

No matter what we say, we hate your ex-girlfriend.

We check our phones every min to see if you have replied to our texts, then worry if you haven't.

The fact you might leave us for another girl keeps us up at night.

When we're not talking to you on MSN, we're actually waiting for you to talk to us (in a non-snobby way, we want to see if you still care enough to talk to us).

Our favourite part of the MSN convo is at the end when you say good bye, because that's the part you say you love us.

We don't care what our friends think of you, but we do care what your friends think of us.

Yes, you might be the reason we failed that Maths test.

We are very, very scared of scaring you away.

We don't care about what we talk about, just as long as we have your attention for a few minutes.

We have mood swings. Get over it.

Everytime you're around other girls, we worry they are better than us.

We don't want to hear how cool your ex-girlfriend/neighbour/best gal friend is.

Movies like 'He's Just Not That Into You' depress us.

We compare every other guy to you, and you always come out best.

We hate feeling as if we are like any other girl.

Don't brag about other girls liking you, it just makes us insecure.

When we say everything is 'fine', it generally means everything is absolutely horrible and we are on the brink of falling to pieces.

Don't just say 'ok' when we say we don't want to talk about it.

If you want to know something about us, ask our best friend.

We think you are the best guy in the world.

We really do want you to stick up for us.

Compliments. We love them.

Be on time. We will think you don't care if you're not on time at a certain place.

Whether you say (L) or luv or love does matter.

We don't care if you couldn't come on that day because of the most embarrassing reason in the world, just don't lie to us.

Silent Treatment + Short Answers + Not Smiling or Laughing + Evil Looks = YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG.

You will be classed in our 'Hate' list if you forget our birthday.

You need to tell us what you think of us, we don't make assumptions

Telling us that we are pretty will mean absolute LOADS.

Do not make fun of us unless we are in a good mood. As insecure as girls go, we take these things very seriously.

Saying something sweet MIGHT get you off the hook. Doing something sweet will ALWAYS get you off the hook.

We never forget things. Ever.

We over-analyze everything.

We over-react to everything.

When we are mad at you, we aren't actually mad at you we just want you to apologize so we can start showing we like you again.

Please don't stand 384931491329403 feet away from us. Even if we are scary.

Please acknowledge that when we are online when you sign in, we probably have waited ages for you to come online so please make it worthwhile.

We do not care if 50 000 other guys declared their love for us if you never do it none of it matters.

We don't like being used.

We like it when you do un-expected nice things.

We usually don't let just any guy make us cry, so if you make us cry, damnnn you must have done something bad...

This is the way it works: You don't give us any attention, we dump you. It is NOT: You don't give us any attention, we chase after you. Deal with it.

We like it when you are protective of us. It makes us feel special.

Unless she is a moronic idiot, a girl who truly loves you will love you for a long, long time.

When we come back from a holiday and brag about how awesome it was, during the entire time there we were probably thinking about you. A lot.

No matter where we are or what we are doing, we really want you to hold our hand.

And please for the love of god shut up about how fit other girls are. You know we like you and the fact you do this despite you knowing how we feel is just evil.

♥feels like insomnia

why dont you realise that you're hurting me?
if i did something wrong, tell it to my face la.
i trted you more than you deserved but you're giving me back shit
what is up with you and your "split personality"?
you know i can never get angry with you no matter how much i try.
thats cos i really treasure you my life, love you just the way i love my other loved ones.
and all the time you trt me like some shit, i still end up talking to you nicely.
i end up saying sorry even though the fault was never mine.
im glad having you in my life, but pls dont make me regret having you in my life!
i dont miss you, i just miss the person i thought you were.
i want the old you back!!

♥feels like insomnia

Monday, December 14, 2009

currently chatting with diana and uma akka.
am feeling so bored.
and today is aunt and unc's wedding anniversary.
was talking to aunt just now, and she was complaining abt unc even on their wedding anniversary.damn cute la both of thm.and i havent bought anythng for mum's burfdae!!! haizz.
okay im so damn bored laa. gonna go fb. aites, byee bloggie!!

*people tend to change and they dont realise how much they hurt the people arnd them :(

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, December 13, 2009

im sooo bored rightt noww.
currently chatting with vimmi akka, diana and yarsh.
yarsh is gonna be a road sweeper and im gonna be her manager, coolets!!
viewing some videos of vimmi akka's fwens singing in fb.
sooo damn niceeee:)))
like you can fall in love with their voices laa!!
im waiting for that idiot's msg.
maybe its like some story in 4-bia, only can msg at night?
LOL!!! imagine a ghost smsing me, freakkyy!!
and and and, i loveee jordannn:)))))))))

and i really dont see what your problem is!!

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Pavithiran, my baby newphew!!!!!

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Friday, December 11, 2009

sorry for not blogging all these days.
was in msia.
back now, but too lazy to blog.
ive like got 300+ pics to upload in fb.
gtg, byee!!

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, December 4, 2009

after a few days, am posting now
so ya, ive got a new hairstyle :) haha
4 hrs in the same place, i swear i was having butt cramps
elysee and diana followed too
after everythng, trted thm to kfc.
thn blabla.
slept at 2am plus :)
haha, today morn. felt so sleepy, woke up and watched some hindi movie on mio tv, nicee :)
tmr am going to vimmi akka hse.
i dont want dad to fetch me there, and i also dont want to take a bus there cos i have to travel alne. nvm, either way i wanna reach there soon!! haha
so ya, right now. some mother fucking hypocrite is irritating my damn life. how many times am i supposed to control everythng?? you are one bloody hypocrite and you just dont realise it huh?
forget it, its your life what. i dont wish to get pissed off and let you spoil my mood. hpefully, things go back to normal okayy. after these many years, i wonder whats cme over you. haizz, i want the old you back!!
so ya, i wish to enjoy at vimmi akka's hse and at msia. and i really want things to be back to normal. * prays super super hard *

♥feels like insomnia