so baby i will wait for you

Monday, September 28, 2009

sunday was a super shitty day for me.
stupid bloody fuckers.
serious, no life la.
nabei.
so niwaes, im not gona care abt those mother fcukers.
wait till we find out the truth.
so ya, putting that behind.
todae skul was okay todae.
met diana.she and her drama.
haha, bought the sweet.
thn walked to skul.
blabla, lessons as usual.
afta skul, tambunan toked to us.
mw cme to find me?
hiyoooo..sorry mw.haha.
thn mum said she was going to tekha.
didnt follow,haha.
thn i,hannah and diana bused to nrthpnt.
jalan jalan.
thn went to bk.
had fries fight.
haha.
thn went to the park nearby.
took so many pics of the model.haha.
played that sweet game.
thn listened to songs.
talk talk.
bused bak hme at arnd 6?
reached wdlands at 6.10.
amazing ah.
koled diana and toked to her.
saw madhuri.
and nw im hme.
chatting wiv diana a.k.a drama queen.
so bored.
i miss him soo much la.
haizz.
there might not be a way but i still dont want to move on la.
so ya, gona go n bathe.
aites blog, tc, bye, loves!

'cos im just a little too not over you.

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, September 26, 2009

hello people!!haha.
im feeling soo bored.
msging diana and chatting wiv kitty.
kitty, pls cheer up aites.everything will be fine.
so ya, woke up in the morn.was very very sleepy.
head super painful.
msged him.thn went to bathe and everything.
ate brkfast.thn watched tv.mum and sis went to shop.
i ate medicine and went to sleep.
woke up at 4pm to watch the hindi movie.super nice la the movie.
shahrukhkhan so cute la.omgee.haha.
my mum told sumthng abt kajol.
haha, diana noes what la.
my mum super funny la.
kajol isnt fat, for heaven sake!haha.
aites bloggie, gtg,bye,tc,much loves!

*cos we cant be mended, so let's stop pretending now.

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, September 25, 2009

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me
Did you regret
(Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
(Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget
We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us
But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all
And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us
But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us
Don't forget

*it takes time,healing is painful..
but staying at the same spot,is EVEN m0re painful

*Would eu want to wait for something,tat eu n0e you will never get..?

*But something is telling me that he will come back.So should i wait or move on?

♥feels like insomnia

todae met diana at busstp.
went to 7-11 to buy the string string.haha.
skul was okay.
art was fun cos we were doing the knot thnge.haha.
lessons were not very boring la.
afta skul, diana n i went jalan jalan.
diana so damn funny la.
my poor nose and that poor tissue packet.haha.
thn hannah, diana and i went to nrthpnt.
took 804 and went one whole round.lifeless.haha.
thn cnt rmb what we did la.
in the end went to nrthview sec.
wait and wait and wait.diana so stress.haha.
thn atlast he cme out.
got kinda irritated la.
thn took 804 with him, diana, hannah.
got dwn, hannah went bak hme.
so diana and i followed him bak hme.
thn we dispatched cos of his sista.
Diana Quah- Drama Queen.
haha, i swear she was super duper funny la.
can laugh my head off la.
hahahah.
thn walked bak to nrthpnt.
we went to the toilet.
thn diana took 804 and i took 856.
in the bus, well sumthng happened and i didnt noe wad to do.
well wad goes arnd cme arnd la.i deserve tis.bt i dun wish to move on at all.
i really really love him la.gosh, kill me summone.
this cant be happening.
*slaps super hard*
forget him la pari, im sure you can.(ya right,i gotta be kidding. forget him, no way!!)
so ya, currently chatting wiv my two darlings, benji and diana.haha.
benji and diana are like advicing me.
diana is killing me?i dont see the killing part bt nvm.
she drama queen what.haha
so ya, will be going to sleep early.
got bad headache.
its alwiz happens wen i thnk abt him.haizz.
no point crying ovr spilled milk.
that few days will alwiz be a part of my memory.
aites blog, tc, loves! arios ?haha.
stupid me.

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, September 24, 2009

met diana at usual in the morn.
took 800 since it was raining.
reached skul.
was so bored.i cant rmb wad happened during lessons.
was having headache.so ya,afta skul i,diana and hannah went to nrthpnt.
we like no life sia.haha.sat at ljs.thn hannah went hme.
i n diana went to mit pavi at cp mac.thn went under sum blk.
pavi is fucking irritating la.omgee.bloody dog!
haha.so ya, afta that pavi left.i and diana bused to wdlands.
she went for tuition and i went hme.go hme,got freaking irritated.bt controlled my anger.
currently chatting wiv omar and reza.haha.
msging diana.feeling so weak la.already sick,
and he is just making things worst.haiz.
i wonder y i even believed him.hpefully he is telling the truth.is it karma or revenge?
well, what goes around comes arnd.i deserve this.aint gona gve a fcuk.lol, ya right.
i wanna meet him tmr, hpefully ntg goes wrong in the last minute.
haiz.alright blog, gtg.bye.tc.loves!

*Baby we're stuck with each other.

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

todae diana and hannah didnt cme to skul.
so went to skul, sat at parade square.
tried studying for ss test, but cnt concentrate.
so 1st period was maths, kinda went into my brains.
thn was bio, studied too.
but sumhw the air con made me fall asleep.haha.
thn eng teacher didnt cme.
hakim took over.ahems.haha.
so i and huiting went arnd collecting money for npcc photos.haha.
huiting's cookies so yummy la.
recess went wiv yenlin since she was alone too, talk talk.
thn went up to class.
did sum survey at comp lab.
haha, yenlin so funny and retarded.the bangs girl.haha.
thn afta sum time, we went for hist lessons.
test tried to do, bt as usual will fail.
thn went for another survey.regina so funny also.haha.
thn was pgft.kinda boring la.hadda draw funny stuffs.haha.
thn koled diana afta skul.
met her at her hse busstp.
we duno wer to go so decided to go to nrthpnt.
walk walk, thn went bak to skul
sat in toilet.haha.
thn msged him.
i sumhw knew he was lying la.
haiya.
so ya, diana said we shud go nvss to find out the truth.
so we did.
koled daniel.he so funny on the fne la.
met him oudside his skul.he brought his whole gang.irritating.
i wanted him to stay but he had sum prayers at hme.so ya, he went hme.
and we had no entertainment.diana so bad, ask zali cme and wen he reach ask him go hme.hiyoo.
so ya i n diana went jalanjalan. sat under the blk.took so many pics.so funny.
diana so damn stressed la.haha.wen im supposed to be stressed la.
so ya, in the end.i gave up.
so ya, i n diana took bus to nrthpnt.walked to my 965 busstp.took bus hme.
nw im hme,chatting wiv diana and pavi.lols.
tmr skul starts late.yay!!haha.alrite, gona go n bathe nw.bye, tc, loves!

*i still love you and thats the truth.i trusted you, but you lied.hw am i supposed to trust you again.when theres no trust,theres no luvv.if you give me a chance, i can love you right.bt are you telling me it wont be enough.are you taking revenge.i promised,rmb??so why, why did you lie??you will nvr noe hw much i love you.one day, its gonna be too late for you bby!and i wont be cming bak again into your life.but baby, i still love you after all the lies you've told.

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, September 19, 2009

todae morning, met diana at busstp.
as usual, i was too early and hadda wait for the pretty gal.
was msging him while waiting for diana.
i had so many butterflies. haha.
thn diana cme, we went to skul.
decided to buy thngs for our NPCC noticeboard.
so went to nrthpnt.
on the way, wanted to say hi to him frm under his blk.
bt didnt la, so sad.
so we reached nrthpnt, collected so many phamplets.
thn went to walk walk at nrthpnt since popular wasnt open.
went to mac, i ate.
diana was looking at some super duper cute baby.haha.
thn went to nrthpnt, bought purple papers.so cool.
walked bak to skul. did sum stuffs on the paper, bt in the end -----(secret la)lols.
aunty saras's grandkids are cute.haha.
thn we went under 725 to meet him. but again we didnt.haizz.
koled so many pple to ask if they cud follow us to ssc.
but no one was free.
so walked to cp, took ssc bus.
reached ssc super early, we were like some kukus walking arnd nonstop.
thn decided to sit at the spore idol place.
thn listen songs.
nicolet and amira joined us.
thn devona too.
spore idol was fun.
so ya, afta that bused bak hme.
currently chatting wiv diana, omar, pavi and devi.
msging him:)
going to cosway pnt nw.
gtg, bye, loves!

*all it takes is another chance to make things right, i love you and its a promise. you can never be replaced.

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, September 18, 2009

todae morn, met diana.
walked to skul..
lessons as usual la..
lazy want to type, having headache.
currently, chatting wiv omar, faris, diana and mingwei and daniel.
omar kols me a gangster gal. lmao.funny guy.
msging pravesh.
omar is making me laugh.
haha.
so ya, thats abt it blog!tc, loves!

*i dont wanna bother anymore, i cant afford to love anymore.

* i trusted to all this while, i forgave you for whatever you did. But you still repeated it. How do you expect me to trust you all over again?

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, September 17, 2009

todae was fun!!
met diana at busstp in the morn..
thn walk walk..
reached skul..
thn afta assembly, lessons as usual..
bio class, laughed till i cried..damn funny sia this diana..
afta skul,diana and hannah and i went to nrthpnt..
diana wanted to go to amk..
so we waited for faris..
thn took mrt to amk..
i n diana ignored hannah in the mrt, saed she was a wall n stuff..
sorry hannah!!
reached amk..
i and faris just din get along at all la..
we kept fighting but not the serious way la..
haha..
took bus 74 to mediacorp..
walked inside, i and faris went inside mediacorp to ask for singapore idol tickets..
diana n hannah waited outside..
tis diana ah, she knew that you could only get the tickets for sp at 6pm..
bt still ask me n faris to go inside..
so the stupid faris and me, went inside..
started fighting about hu shud do the toking..hiyoo..
so ya, we realised we could only get the tickets at 6pm..
thn faris didnt want to open the door..
funny sia!!
so we went walk walk..
so funny!!
kept fighting wiv faris..
diana sumhw becme our short mummy..lmao!!
thn took 855 to yishun..
thn got dwn at interchange..
hannah n faris went hme..
diana and i took 856..
koled daniel..
toked to him for a while..
thn reached msl..
told diana abt hw shy i can get...lmao!!
so diana went to her aunt hse and i took 912 hme..
and tadah, currently chatting with faris..
so funny la he, lol!!
tmr theres npcc..grt...nightmare!!!
so ya thats abt it bloggie!!tc, bye, loves!!

*you're the reason for my smile:)

*Fcuk what you heard, recognise what you see, love your haters because they are your greatest fans. So bitch, hate me for all you want, i just dont give a fcuk!! talk abt me, look at you la, sucha hypocrite, a backstabber, a plain trust betrayer and a total liar!! you think you so perfect, why dont you just proof it?? you're no better than me, get that into your brain first k..you just act big on the outside, but on the inside i know you're really very weak and small. so shut the fcuk up and get a damn life. If not, just put your face inside some longkang!
p.s, to some extras, dnt feel so guilty and predict that im actually talking about you. LMAO!!

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

back frm skul..
uma akka n boy anne cme..
vimmi akka dint cme..
so sad, miss her tonnes!!
so ya, afta a while they left..
feeling bored..
currently noone to chat wiv..
tmr skul strts late, yay!
so ya, 2dae met diana at busstp..
ate at mac..
walked to skul..
we were like some superstars..haha..
thn lessons as usual..
every teacher is like scaring the hell out of me la..
wahpiank!
during hist, we had to stand outside wen we din do anythng..
wished bazli belated burfdae..
afta skul, walked to nrthpnt wiv diana n hannah..
diana n hannah took mrt and i bused bak hme..
might be going to shop wiv mum latr..
so ya, thats abt it blog..
bye,tc, lovez!

*bitch, get away from my sight la! i just cant stand that effing face of yours!

*Meeting you was fate,
becoming your friend was a choice
but falling in love with you was beyond my control!

♥feels like insomnia

Monday, September 14, 2009

todae woke up in e morn..
got ready n stuff..
met diana at busstop..
went to mac..
ate there, thn walked bak to skul..
went up to class..
pple wished me..alulu..haha..
so happy la!!
im 15 noe!!my god!! pity all those SMALL GIRLS!!
hahahah..
so ya, lessons as usual..
got wet in the toilet..
thnx ah pple..
haha..
so ya, afta skul went to shell..
bought icecream..
went to dev's blk..
otw, koled daniel..haha..
thn i let the whole world noe my love story..haha
sori la, was too excited, happy and totally in love!!haha..
so ya, met dev..
walked to MY 965 busstp..
my fave busstp!!
i had fate wiv totatlly the rong person..haha..funny..
so ya, bused hme..
currently, chatting wiv diana..
i shall post the burfdae wishes here since im bored..haha..

diana sent me at 12am!!
Hey action ! Happy 15 birthday, hope you enjoy yr day.
We've been thru a rough one ths year, but there were sweet and fun memos too.
Hope i can celebrate all yr other birthdays and fill it up with awesome times.
Love ya homie, enjoy yr day. Shut, im 15 soon too. Don't act big, ha nights !

vimmi akka!!
Hey sweetheart, happy birthday!Gettin older ah
Mke sure u set a v gd example for Janani..
N remember, im alwiz here for u kz..
God bless you da.. Luv ya, Muackz!

rimsha.
Happy birthday!
Although we r not close anymore, i wont forget to wish u.
May you have a grt day ahead. may god bless you.takecare.rimi.

my mum and dad!!
they wished me happy burfdae n hugged me!!

yarsh!!
she koled and wished me happy burfdae!!

anisa.
Happy birthday pariala! Hahah.
Have a blast on your special day.
Though things dont remain the same,
we're not how we used to be.
But i want you to know that i still want the best for you.
May god bless you with health and wealth.Tc.

anisa's mum..
HI HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU GIRL.

pravesh..
Hey, Hapi birthday man.
Dun wori, i didnt forget.

Thn pple in skul wished me!!
and sum othr relatives!!

And daniel wished me too!!!!!!!!!!!

Im 15!!!haha..
diana, small lil gal!!
lols..alrite, im outta here..
tc..bye bloggie!!loves!!

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, September 13, 2009

2dae woke up at 12plus..
was soo tired..
went to bathe..
cme out, watched movie while doing tamil hmwk..
toked to diana on the fne..
she told me the same thng she told me las yr..lmao..
currently, chatting wiv diana..
feeling super bored..
will be following mum to shop latr..
so ya, im outta here..
byee bloggie!

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, September 12, 2009

2dae morning woke up so early for npcc
got ready,dad fetched me to skul..
reached skul..thn blabla..
waited for michelle..
thn we went to hta..
went there did the quizzes..
i thnk oni the las question i wud get right sia..lol..
thn bused bak to skul..
blabla..
took 800 to diana hse..
otw bought kfc..
thn ate at diana hse..
diana was chatting..
was sitting beside her..
so funny sia..
especially tat kuku..
he no brains, want to believe wad othrs say..
fyi, i fuck care la DOGG!!
thn left diana hse..
she fetched me to 965..
otw, i panicked cos of a bicycle..
until the guy on the motorbike laughed at me..
haha..so ya, took the bus..
and nw im hme..
and ya, diana there wasnt anyone in the bus..
no fate, sad sia!!haha
might be going tekka latr..lmao..
to see all my fwens ovr there..
currently feeling so bored..
so ya, gtg bloggie..tc..loves!!

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, September 10, 2009

hellllooooo!!!
currently, chatting wiv daniel..
feeling soo bored n sleepy n tired..
tmr mus wake up in e morn summre..
haiya!!
and im turning 15 in 4 more days..
whoohoo, at last la!!
haha..
might be going to sleep any moment nw..
so ya, byee bloggie..tc,loves!

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

todae went to mit diana at busstp..
went to mac to eat..
walked to skul..
hannah cme halfway..
maths remedial strted..
was okay la..lols.
omar was freaking funny la..
thn waited for daniel oudside skul..
he cme at last..
toktok..thn took 800..
got dwn at old library..
walked to diana hse..
daniel was waiting dwnstairs..
took thngs frm diana hse..saed hi to her dad n aunt..
thn diana n hannah went diff ways..
so ya walked one BIG round with him..
he showed me his blk n kindagarten..lols..
took 965..
soo boring in e bus..
got dwn at wdlands interchange..
dan wanted me to follow him to cozway..
bt was so tired so i din..
reached hme..
sista was freaking me out la..
cnt rmb wad else happened..
currently chatting wiv yarsh n pavi..
thats all la..
so boring sia..
alrite bloggie, byee..tc..loves!!

*better off as friends!!

♥feels like insomnia

Monday, September 7, 2009

2dae morn i wasnt having fever..
i badly wanted to get a fever..
so that i cud escape frm tmr's nightmare!!
morn woke up,msged diana..
bathed,ate brkfast..
watched tv till 5plus..
thn did alil tamil hmwk..
more of like toked to diana on e fne..
and this diana,i swear she is like sum small kid la..haha..
so ya, currently chatting wiv diana,yarsh,pavi and daniel..
pavi freaks the hell out of me la..
so ya, tmr wel be miting hanny n diana..
no extra BITCH in the pic!!
diana shud noe hu im toking abt..
so ya, thats all..byee..tc..loves!!

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, September 6, 2009

2dae morn woke up..
felt so weak..
bathe, ate brkfast..
ate medicines..
felt so drowsy..
slept all the way till 5.30pm..
cous cme ovr..
feel like vomitting sia..
currently, chatting wiv diana n pavi..
pavi is irritating my life..hiyo!!
gona go bathe nw..
byee

♥feels like insomnia

that gal wiv him, she stole my bf frm me..

Once Friends, [[FOREVER]] Will Be

Wiya!!!!damn cute!!

Syazwan, the very cute boy

pari n diana; the awesome sexy arses

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, September 5, 2009

todae woke up in e morning to go npcc..
was having slight fever..
but still decided to go cos i was looking forward to it..
thn when i was combing my hair, sumthng real scary happened..
checked temp again..it was 38.4
dad din wan me to go to skul..
so ya, went to sleep..
diana msged me..
told her i was very sad..haizz..
things alwiz happen when least expected..
so was maging diana n watching movie..
toked to daniel on e fne..
thn went to doctor..
was damn scared la..
cme bak hme..ate medicines..
slept..
mum n sis went to cosway..
currently chatting wiv daniel..
so ya, thats all for nw..
bye blog..tc..

*maybe we're friends,maybe we're more, maybe its jus my imagination

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, September 3, 2009

skul was okayy todae..
mt was boring..
thn was maths..
haha..had to draw the graphs..
thn was cdl..
damn stressed sia..my god!!
thn recess..went dwn..
thn bio, we were the 1st..like we promised..haha..
thn studied..
watched scary videos..
screamed!!haha..
thn was eng..
was very sleepy..
thn went to nrthpnt wiv diana n hannah..
thn went to diana hse..
watched the recorded videos..
scared my hubby and oso got scared by him..
thn went hme..
bag was super heavy..
poor shoulders!!
thn reached hme..
slept..
was super tired la..
thn woke up..
koled diana..
msged yarsh..
did tamil hmwk a little..
thn nw using comp..
chatting wiv diana,faris n pavi..
sooo damn stressed!!!
hpefully tmr ntg goes rong..
hpefully!!!
so ya thats all for nw..
i shall blog if everythng's fine tmr..
haha..
byee blog!!tc..loves!

♥feels like insomnia

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Whose car were you in last?
`dad's

When is the next time you will kiss someone?
`god knows

What color shirt are you wearing?
`black

How long is your hair?
` shoulder

Last thing you ate?
`chocs

Last thing you drank?
`blueberry tea

When was the last time you had your heart broken?
`1 week ago

Are you happy right now?
`kinda

What did you say last?
`okay..

Where is your phone?
`beside me

What color are your eyes?
`black?

Are you left-handed?
`nope..

Spell your name without vowels
`PRML

Do you have any pets?
`nope..

What are you listening to?
`songs

Who makes you happiest?
`him:)

What were you doing at midnight last night?
`sleeping

When is your birthday?
`14 Sept

Who has the same phone as you?
`duno..

Last time you went swimming in a pool?
`cnt rmb

Myspace or facebook?
`facebook

Have you ever smoked?
`er..

What was or is your favorite subject in school?
`bio

Favorite Song?
`many..

Dream Job?
`bio medical engineer

Where does most of your family live?
`msia

Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
`younger sista

Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
`no la..

What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
`abt him

Do you drink?
`nope

Know any other languages?
`yeshh

Ever write a coded message?
`yupzz

Do you have any children?
`no la..haha

Did you take a nap today?
`nope

Who has the same birthday as you?
`duno

Ever been out of the country?
`yeshh

Who are you thinking about right now?
`him:))

When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
`few days ago

How many piercings do you have?
`two..

What are you doing today?
`rotting at hme, thnx to the rain

Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
`winnie the pook

How's the weather?
`rainy

Are you happy with your life?
`a little

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Where is your Mother?
`in the hall

Where is your Father?
`work

Do you like to swim?
`duno hw to swim..haha

Do you need to return anyones phone call?
`yeshh

Where were you born?
`mount alvenia

Where do you keep your birth certificate?
`my mum keeps it

How many days until your birthday?
`13 days

What is the closest orange object to you?
`the light on my modem

Have you sneezed in the past hour?
`no..

How many books are in your room?
`many

What did you last eat?
`chocs:)

Name one of your goals for this year?
`score well in eoy

Did you cry because Michael Jackson died?
`yeshh, kinda

What does your 9th message on your phone say?
`On ready la

Look to your left. What's there?
`pencil

Ever pop someone else's pimple?
`eww, gross

How long does it take you to fall asleep?
`30 mins?

Are you scared about the end of the world?
`lol..nope..

What are you looking forward to?
`my burfdae

What comes to your mind when I say red?
`my fne?

What other language do you want to be fluent in?
`french..lol

Do you crack your neck often?
`nope..

Do you usually hold your pee for a long time?
`no la..haha

Is it possible to lick your elbow?
`nope..

Worst feeling in the world?
`fear

Name something you think is pointless?
`waiting for him

Favorite fast food restaurant?
`ljs

Have you ever been in a fist fight?
`hmm, no..

Did you have a weird dream last night?
`no la..

Do you wish at 11:11?
`omg..yeshh

Do surveys really cure boredom?
`yupz, at times:)

♥feels like insomnia