was msging yarsh ystd nitght..hpe tat thng wrks oud ah,yarsh..hehex..i love her!!!!!!!!!!!todae din go to skul..was sick..bt was studying at hme..gona study frm todae onwards..like seriously..aint gonna end up like las year..hw i wished i studied beta las year..thn tis year cn go beta clas like 3e7..haha...no point crying over spilled milk rite..so gona study like hell..i look like wad to u?a toy..?scold me or get irritated or pissed of wiv me..i seriously dn care redi..not anymore..its not like i cnt live wivoud u la k..if other people cn move on wiv their life wen thngs like tat happen to thm..so cn i k..no nid u in my life ah..pls la k..i used to get real upset abt it..bt seeing u like this..well those tears aint worth it..i dont care anymore..i dun give a damn..n ya those nice stuffs or those SORRYs i told u aint worth it too..to me my studies n family n other people hu r really worth being in my life r impt..all ive gotta sae is..if u wan her..thn go..seems u dn nid me anymre huh?well..i realised fwens r not for life..they cme n go..n uve gotta put up wiv all those hurting tat caused tat farewell..if u thnk sorrys r no cure..well hear my say..i thnk tat u saying tat "once a weirdo,always a weirdo.once friends,always friends"has true meaning in it..People never know how special someone is until they leave,
but maybe sometimes its important to leave,
so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!
It takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
a hour to like someone,
and a day to fall in love with someone,
but it takes a lifetime to forget u whom i really treasured all tis days..
How could you have meant them all-
I don't understand what you're trying to do.
You say we will always be friends all the way till the very end
But I'm beginning to feel that our friendship may never heal
the end is creeping near
sometimes I wonder if it's already here
I try to talk
But all you do is walk
You no longer care for what I have to say
I guess I'm just getting in your way
You have a new group of friends
So this is what I call the end
3 years of friendship I waisted....
All these things about you..
i can hardly believe..
We were so close..
Now we've drifted apart..
There is no more room..
For me in your heart..
New friends have come along..
You act like I don't exist..
Until you need me for something..
But I'm here to tell you this..
I could care less what you are doing
Don't give a crap about where you are..
I hope you know I treasured you..
For who you really are..
I'll miss you, but I have to go on..
Living behind everyone else..
There is no one here left to blame..
This is your life..
I am no longer here..
My life can finally be my own..
As your memory begins to fade...
You took me for granted..
And for that I am truly sad..
But soon you will realize..
I was the best friend you ever had..
When you needed someone to listen..
I lended you my ears..
All this time I was treated like dirt..
I have waisted all these tears..
It will be hard to forget a friendship.
That was so real and true..
But it's not hard to forget a person..
I never even knew...
I'll never forget the times
When we were talking about our hopes and dreams
Just praying that they'd take flight
I'll never forget your face
When I called you my best friend
Or when I said that I'd stay by your side
Until the very end.
I'll never forget promises made
Between you and I
The promises to be best friends forever
To never say goodbye.
I'll never forget all the laughs,
And the many, many tears,
Or our silly inside jokes,
And how we calmed each other fears.
I know those days are gone now
But I'll never stop loving you.
I'll never forget the people we were.
It'll never be completely through.
I try my best not to cry as I think of things as they used to be
Through the good times and the hard ones, no matter what, you were always there for me.
I remember all the great times that we shared,
But things are different now, for those memories are of when you still cared.
Lately without you I’ve felt so alone,
All these feelings are beginning to come through and finally be shown
With all these thoughts haunting me day after day
I only have one last thing that I need to say
Am I nothing to you anymore besides a distant memory?
After everything we’ve been through have you actually forgotten me?
Well I guess I never really meant anything to you
If I actually had you wouldn’t have abandoned everything we’ve been through
I think of you day after day, week after week,
And sometimes when I talk to you its getting hard to speak
I swear I’ll never forget the friendship we had
The great things we shared, the good and even the bad
So even if you have completely forgotten me,
I’ll promise you this:
I’ll always have you in my memory
