so baby i will wait for you

Monday, June 21, 2010

back frm msiaa!!
feels soo good to be back!
hhaha, kinda had fun there. excluding the food part.
haha. lazy to elaborate!!
today woke up late. got diana's msg. thot she had a camera in my bathrm, haha
went dwn to meet her and faris. ohh, i sound like a gay.
and thnx diana for the food.
haha. so ya, currently fb-ing. haha. what else can you expect frm me.
today supposed to go for tamil oral class in skul
but got the news last min. so ya. didnt go.
skul is gna strt soon. OMG :O!!
hhaha. aites peoplee! byeee(:

*Thaakkudhey kan thaakkudhey♥

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, June 12, 2010

hello people!!!
its been long since i posted. bt ya, so maybe this mite be a longgg post. haha
have been going more crazier in public lately!
swallowed a huge icecube cos i was going crazy.
have been feeling quite sick too, bt was still able to cme up with weird moves.
have been acting drunk cos i drank cooling water.
our plain water smehw has alcohol, right darling?!?!?
watched singam twice!!!! the 2nd time was truly loved! despite the headache. huhuh.
have been reading up notes on science when free!
will be going to msia on the 18thjune to 20thjune.
will be missing loved ones.
missing vimmi righttt now!
currently, talking to vicky on msn, listening to songs, fb-ing! haha
New: NOT joining grps, but answering fb quizzes! gd luck to fwens on my fb.
have gotten scared by ants recently.
have been eating strepsils thats numbs my tongue. huhuhu
i kinda talking nonsense.
bt nvm
New: tried be nrmal and nt mental, didnt work out.
bt Sme pple love it like that. cos thats when i smile! huhu! ^^ * looks at you *
had my cmp fixed, thanks to dad. the pro TO!!!
have been missing a few pple recently):

lastly, 14 june is being looked forward to! (:
many many loves to VICKY!!!!!!
loves for believing that i could change for the better,
loves for making me smile
loves for making me realise so many GOOD things in life
loves for the times you made me feel so loved and special!
loves for the times you stood by me when noone else did!
loves for all the times you forgave me for the thngs i nvr meant!
loves for everything about you!

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

heelllooooo people, its been sooo long since i posted and my blog has been dead.
so is my cmp, its spoiled! haizz
and im here to revive it!!!
hols have strtedd!!
will be going msia on 18june!
today cousin is going to india!
huhuhu!!
i wanna go tooo(:
life has been greeatt, thanks to those in it.
went to watch singam ystd!! haha, i likeeee(:
i wanna go watch eclipse toooooo!!!
hhahaha, havent been going to block revision properly.
so ya, dnt knw what else to say.
might post again if i get to use the layppy.
byeeee peopleee!!
loves(:

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Im sick and tired of,

- the excuses you come with

- the lies that you never admitted

- your stupid words

- the damn tone you give me

- the way you NEVER realise your mistake

- the way you hide things from me

Im just sick and tired of all your CRAP

iloveyou is 8 letters,

well so is your bullshit!

♥feels like insomnia

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

MyHotComments

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Its super super long since i posted!
haha, diana is in indo!
dude, i cant be nrmal la! LMAO
and ely, dnt be sad! cheer up!
han, get well soon and cme to school asap.
china boy is taking over ur place! :(
anyways, was reading diana's storybook.
and was so intersted in this. haha.
the meanings of different kinds of flowers.

A

Acacia — concealed love, beauty in retirement, chaste love
Acanthus — art or artistic; the fine arts; artifice
Achillea Millefolia — war
Aconite (Wolf's Bane) — misanthropy
Acorn — nordic symbol of life and immortality
Agapanthus — love letters
Agnus Castus — coldness, indifference
Allspice — compassion
Almond Blossom — hope, lover's charm
Aloe — grief
Alstroemeria — devotion, friendship
Alyssum — worth beyond beauty
Ambrosia — your love is reciprocated
Amaryllis — pride, pastoral poetry
Amaranth — fidelity
Amaryllis — pride, timidity, splendid beauty
Anemone — forsaken, unfading love, truth, sincerity, anticipation
Angelica — inspiration
Aniseed — restoration of youth
Apple Blossoms — hope, good fortune, better things to come
Arbor Vitae — true friendship
Arbutus — the only do i love
Artemisia — dignity
Asphodel — my regrets follow you to the grave
Aster — symbol of love, daintiness
Azalea — take care of yourself for me, temperance,
fragile passion,chinese symbol of womanhood, fragility

B

Baby's Breath — everlasting love, pure in love
Bachelor Button — single blessedness, celibacy, hope in love
Basil — best wishes, love, hatred
Bay Leaf — strength, I change but in death
Bear's Breeches — art or artistic, the fine arts, artifice
Begonia — beware
Betony — surprise
Bellflower — gratitude
Bells of Ireland — good luck
Bilberry — treachery
Bird of Paradise — magnificence
Bittersweet — truth
Bluebell — humility, constancy
Blue Periwinkle — friendship
Borage — courage, bluntness
Bouquet of Withered Flowers — rejected love
Broom — humility, neatness
Bulrush — indiscretion, docility
Burnet — a merry heart
Buttercup — childishness, cheerfulness

C

Cactus — endurance
Calendula — joy
Calla Lily — splendid beauty
Camellia (general) — admiration, perfection, good luck gift to a man
Camellia (pink) — longing for you
Camellia (red) — you're a flame in my heart
Camellia (white) — you're adorable
Camomile — energy in adversity
Candytuft — indifference
Carnation (general) — fascination, woman love, bonds of affection, health and energy
Carnation (pink) — i'll never forget you
Carnation (red) — my heart aches for you, admiration
Carnation (purple) — capriciousness, whimsical
Carnation (solid color) — yes
Carnation (striped) — no, refusal, sorry i can't be with you, wish i could be with you
Carnation (white) — sweet and lovely, innocence, pure love, woman's good luck gift
Carnation (yellow) — you have disappointed me, rejection
Cattail — peace, prosperity
Cedar — i live for thee, think of me
Chamomile — patience, attracts wealth
Chrysanthemum (general) — you're a wonderful friend, cheerfulness and rest.
Chrysanthemum (red) — I love you
Chrysanthemum (white) — truth
Chrysanthemum (yellow) — slighted love
Cinnamon — my fortune is yours
Clover (four leaf) — good luck, be mine
Columbine — folly
Corn — riches
Cornflower — delicacy, refinement
Coriander — lust
Cowslip — pensiveness, winning grace
Coxcomb — foppery
Crocus — cheerfulness
Cyclamen — resignation and goodbye

D

Daffodil — regard, respect, unrequited love, you're the only one, the sun is always shining when i'm with you
Dahlia — good taste, instability
Daisy — innocence, loyal love, faith, cheer, simplicity
Dandelion — faithfulness, devotion, happiness, wishes come true
Delphinium — airy
Dogwood — durability

E

Edelweiss — daring , noble courage
Elder — zealousness
Elm — dignity
Eucalyptus — protection

F

Fennel — worthy of all praise, strength
Fern — magic, fascination, confidence and shelter
Fern (maidenhair) — secret bond of love
Fig — argument
Fir — time
Flax — domestic symbol, fate
Forget—me—not — true love, memories
Forsythia — anticipation, expectation
Foxglove — insincerity
Fuschia (scarlet) — fast

G

Gardenia — you're lovely, secret love
Garland of roses — reward of virtue
Garlic — courage, strength
Geranium (rose) — preference
Geranium (scented) — stupidity, folly, comfort
Gillyflower — bonds of affection
Gladioli — profess sincerity, flower of the gladiators
Gladiolus — love at first sight, ready—armed, strength of character, generosity
Gloxinia — love at first sight
Golden rod — precaution
Guelder rose — winter, age
Grass — surrender

H

Harebell — submission, grief
Hawthorn — hope
Hazel — reconciliation
Heather (lavender) — admiration, solitude
Heather (pink) — good luck
Heather (white) — protection, wishes will come true
Helenium — tears
Hemlock — you will be my death
Hibiscus — delicate beauty
Holly — defense, domestic happiness
Honeysuckle (yellow) — bonds of love
Hyacinth (general) — games and sports, rashness, flower dedicated to apollo
Hyacinth (blue) — constancy
Hyacinth (purple) — i am sorry, please forgive me, sorrow
Hyacinth (red or pink) — play
Hyacinth (white) — loveliness, i'll pray for you
Hyacinth (yellow) — jealousy
Hydrangea — thank you for understanding, frigidity, heartlessness

I

Ice Plant — your looks freeze me
Iris — fleur—de—lis— emblem of france, your friendship means so much to me, warmth of affection, faith, hope, wisdom and valor, my compliments
Ivy — love, fidelity, marriage, friendship

J

Jasmine — amiability, sensuality, transport of joy, grace and elegance
Jonquil — love me, affection returned, desire, sympathy, desire for affection returned
Judas Tree — unbelief, betrayal

L

Larkspur (pink) — fickleness
Lavender — devotion, distrust
Leaves (all colours) — melancholy
Lemon — zest
Lemon Balm — brings love
Lemon Blossom — fidelity
Lilac (purple) — first emotions of love
Lilac (white) - youthful innocence, purity, sweetness
Lily (calla) — beauty
Lily (day) — coquetry, chinese emblem for mother
Lily (orange) — hatred
Lily (tiger) — wealth, pride
Lily (white) — virginity, purity, majesty, it's heavenly to be with you
Lily (yellow) — i'm walking on air, false and gay
Lily (eucharis) — maiden charms
Lily (tiger) — wealth, pride
Lily of the Valley — sweetness, tears of the virgin mary, return to happiness, humility, you've made my life complete
Love—In—A—Mist — perplexity
Love—lies—bleeding — hopeless, not heartless

M

Magnolia — perserverance, dignity, nobility
Marigold — cruelty, grief, jealousy
Meadowsweet — uselessness
Mimosa — sensitivity
Mint — virtue
Mistletoe — kiss me, affection, to surmount difficulties, sacred plant of india
Monkshood — beware, a deadly foe is near
Morning Glory — affectation
Moss — maternal love, charity
Myrtle — love, remembrance, hebrew emblem of marriage

N

Narcissus — egotism, formality, stay as sweet as you are, self—esteem
Nasturtium — conquest, victory in battle, patriotism
Nightshade — truth

O

Oak Leaves — bravery
Oleander — caution
Orange Blossom — innocence, eternal love, marriage and fruitfulness, wisdom
Orange Mock — deceit
Orchid — love, magnificence, rare beauty, refinement, beautiful lady, chinese symbol for many children
Orchid (cattleya) — mature charm

P

Palm Leaves — victory and success
Pansy (all colours) — thoughts, love and happiness
Parsley — festivities
Peach Blossoms — i am your captive, longevity
Peppermint — warmth of feelings
Peony — bashfulness, shame, indignation, happy life, happy marriage
Periwinkle (blue) — early friendship
Periwinkle (white) — pleasures of memory
Petunia — resentment, anger, your presence soothes me
Phlox — we are united
Pine — hope, pity
Poinsettia — be of good cheer
Polyanthus — pride of riches
Poppy (general) — eternal sleep, oblivion, imagination
Poppy (red) — pleasure, fantastic extravagance
Poppy (white) — sleep, consolation
Poppy (yellow) — wealth, success
Prickly Pear — satire
Primrose — I can't live without you
Primrose (evening) — inconstancy

Q

Quaking Grass — agitation
Queen Anne's Lace — fantasy
Quince — temptation

R

Rose (black) — death
Rose (bridal) — happy love
Rose (dark crimson) — mourning,
Rose (deep red) — passion, bashful shame
Rose (hibiscus) — delicate beauty
Rose (leaf) — you may hope
Rose (orange) — desire
Rose (pink) — perfect happiness, please believe me, simplicity, grace
Rose (red) — love, I love you
Rose (tea) — I'll remember always
Rose (thornless) — love at first sight, attachment
Rose (white) — innocence and purity, I am worthy of you, you're heavenly, secrecy and silence
Rose (white & red mixed) — unity, flower emblem of england
Rose (white—dried) — death is preferable to loss of virtue
Rose (white with ivy) — purity of intentions and promise of fidelity
Rose (withered white) — transient impression
Rose (yellow) — decrease of love, jealousy, try to care
Rosebud — beauty and youth, a heart innocent of love
Rosebud (red) — pure and lovely
Rosebud (white) — girlhood, a heart ignorant of love
Rosebud (moss) — confessions of love
Roses (bouquet of mature blooms) — gratitude
Roses (single full bloom) — I love you, I still love you
Rosemary — remembrance, fidelity

S

Saffron — beware of excess
Sage — wisdom, long life, domestic virtue
Shamrock — lightheartedness
Smilax — loveliness
Snapdragon — deception, gracious lady
Snowdrop — hope
Spearmint — warmth of sentiment
Spider Flower — elope with me
Stephanotis — happiness in marriage, desire to travel
Stock — bonds of affection, promptness, you'll always be beautiful to me
Strawberry — perfect goodness
Sunflower — haughtiness
Sweetpea — goodbye, departure, blissful & delicate pleasure, thank you for a lovely time
Sweet William — a smile, gallantry

T

Tamarisk — crime
Thrift — sympathy
Thyme — strength and courage, activity
Tulip (general) — perfect lover, frame, flower emblem of holland
Tulip (red) — believe me, declaration of love
Tulip (variegated) — beautiful eyes
Tulip (yellow) — there's sunshine in your smile, hopeless love

V

Vernal Grass — poor but happy
Violet Tulip — modesty
Violet (blue) — watchfulness, faithfulness, i'll always be true, modesty
Violet (white) — let's take a chance

W

Wallflower — faithfulness
Water lily — purity of heart
Wistaria — I cling to you
Woodruff — sweet humility

Z

Zinnia (magenta) — lasting affection
Zinnia (mixed) — thinking (or in memory) of an absent friend
Zinnia (scarlet) — constancy
Zinnia (white) — goodness
Zinnia (yellow) — daily remembrance

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, March 14, 2010

its been superr long since i blogged.
so here i am to post sumthng.
haha, currently am on fb and chatting. listening sngs too.
and the kuku me went to hit my head on sumthng damn hard in the morn.
damn clumsy laa, or may be too sleepy. haha.
so ya, am soo bored.
i wanna watch goa and vinnaithaandi varuvayaa!!!
aites people, i really dnt know what to blog abt. haha.
byeee, nights!

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, March 6, 2010

halolo peopleee!!!
im soooo superrr bored!
currently msging diana and khaizan and chatting with praveshh!
and i love diana's dad! damn cool! and cute! haha!
and i read diana's book already. niceee(:
im like staring at the comp screen, wondering what to type, haha.

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, March 5, 2010

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, February 27, 2010

haluuu people!
am posting after soo long!!
feeling kinda bored.
so ya, morn woke up alot of times to check my fne!
went to bathe and all at 11 plus?
thn ya, cleaned my messy room.
ate and all.
mum, dad and sis went to shop.
am alone right now.
was talking to diana and sara annae on the fne just now.
might be going some place later, for sara annae's belated birthday thnge?
so ya, currently. doing ntg.
i badly wanted to watch ninaethale inikum. and only managed to watch half the mvie online.
and now, they're putting it on tv. how irritating!
okay, dnt know what to blog ready!
nvm, as usual. i shall talk nonsense.
so ya, ystd night went to meet undoh!
like surprisingly my mum let me.
and got parents meeting on 5th.
good luck to me la! piank!
im so gona get screwed on friday!
and diana, just said sumthng. that gave me a huge heartattack.
great la!
nvm, i just got to get it over and done with!
so ya, thats all people! im still bored!
haha, byeee(:

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

MyHotComments

♥feels like insomnia

helllooo peoplee!!
1stly, i soo badly want to quit school!!
haha, 2ndly. today i laughed till i almst vomitted! HAHAH!!
so ya, let me blog abt today.
met diana and elysee at toi.
tied diana's hair. if she becme botak, ya its cos of me!
LOL, went for assembly.
blabla. art, its a C-O-M-E-D-Y!
isolated!! with the funniest kuku? LMAO!
then, went for recess.
maths, teacher didnt turn up.
blabla, lessons as usual. i cnt rmb la!
after school, bused to sunplaza.
thought there was a subway there, but no!
so decided to eat at kfc.
diana went to meet my khalid sayang.
left me and hannah.
that kuku, make me smile like dnt knw what sia!
haha, ever seen dog vomitting?!
thn saw my khalid sayang!
haha, after diana cme.
more funny, laugh till i felt like vomitting siaa! cnnt tahan.
okay i so admit, can make joke book la!
thn took 859 back. ran for the bus. lols. in the bus, my meant-to-be. we had the same fneee! *ahems *
hahaha. so ya, diana and han left 1st.
went back hme with undoh!
curently, feeling so bored.
facebook is taking so long, hayo!
aites people.
shall blog when im free!
byeeeeeeeeeee!

* love you more than my pooh, you just dont realise *

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, February 4, 2010

Why do people fall in love?

- People fall in love because they want to offer someone something good that they have. They want to be with someone not as to depend on him or her but to share their life with them. It is a mystery why we fall in love. It is a mystery how it happens. It is a mystery when it comes. It is a mystery why some love grows and it is a mystery why sometimes it fails. The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart. Two souls but a single thought, two hearts that beat as one. Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other, but in looking outward together in the same direction.

[[ Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart. If I had a flower for every time I thought of you, I could walk in my garden forever. Love isn't blind, it just only sees what matters. Love is a moment that lasts forever. You will know the real meaning of love when you fall in love. Somewhere between long talks and making fun of eachother, i fell for you ♥. It takes 3 seconds to say 'I Love You' but a lifetime to prove it. You make me smile for no reason whatsoever, you make me laugh at the unfunniest things. But most of all, you make me love you. A song isn't a song until you sing it. A bell isn't a bell until you ring it. Love in your heart isn't there to stay. Love isn't love until you give it away. ]]

♥feels like insomnia

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

its been super long since i blogged.
so ya, decided to blog today la!!
morn, met diana and ely at the toi.
helped diana tie her hair, more of like torture her hair.
lols, sorry diana.
thn lessons as usual.
chem, went to the lab.
and diana and i managed to succeed in that setopid experimentt!!
huhuhu!!
so ya, after school.
had eng extended lessons.
i wrote soo much of thngs abt the pic, but when the teacher asked me.
i gave her stupid ans.
after that, went for art.
always happen.
when you do your work like crazy, the teacher isnt there to see.
wahlao.
went off at 4pm 1st.
cos dear seetharaman asked me to wait for him outside staff room to do my tamil test.
but ended up, he had some meeting.
wahlao.
when up to art class again.
thanks han, for the taping!! LOL
so ya, now am hme.
soo boredd laa!!
haiz, tmr another skul day.
aites pple. gtg. byeee (:
much loves, pari(:

* i love this feeling where you get excited for nothing, but still go crazy!!

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, January 23, 2010

ohlala(:
yesh, this is random! but ya!
i lovee my 3 kukus, diana, elysee and hannah!!!
the 3 dulings who were always there for me when i needed them.
the ones who make me laugh my jaw off!!
so many *memories*
so many stupid arguments
so many inside jokes
and the craziest nights
everything crazy i do
always seems to happen
when im with my 3 darlings!!
we're tighter than a fat guy in tights
am gonna treasure this 3 dearest friends foreverrr!
never wanna lose you guys!!!
i want our friendship to go on and on foreverrr!!
you 3 would always be a part of my heart and my lifee!
Best Friends Forever, its a promise and not a label!
LOVE YOU LOADS!!!!!!

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, January 22, 2010

♥feels like insomnia

helloooo peopleeee!
ohlala:)
im like super excited, but i dont know why.
chatting with diana right noww! kinda smiling and laughing at the comp!!
oh oh oh, i kinda ran for the bus just now! HAHA!!
and im likeee so inluvv with babies!!
went out with ely and diana just now!
haha, tripped over something like twice? scaryy!
so ya, left yishun at arnd 7.30plus?
and trust me, the 169 bus was slower than a snail. HIYO!
so ya, currently chatting with diana and hotchoc!
vorkeyy peoplu, byee! :)

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

HALOLO people!!
im supposed to be in bed, but ya.
haha, morn met diana and ely. heh heh (:
went to school, tied diana's hair SUPER fast. im amazedd:)
silent reading, hadda stand cause mr. james caught me talking.
he spying on me laa! hiyoo
lessons as usual!!
and and and, people are reading my mind.
diana, hannah, elysee and some stranger in the bus!!
am i like having transparent mind? ohlala (:
after school, went to art rm.
mr. chris, reminds me of someeeonee i dont want to get reminded of la!
hiyoo, * hits forehead *
so ya, walked to nrthpnt.
im fascinated by the cooling icecreamm :)
ohh, and popular has many valentine cards! * stares at diana and hannah *
make me soooo guilty.
so i thnk i have to buy diana those valentines card! HAHA!
so ya, after that. went walking walking walking walk! hahaha!
bused back hme
torture la, drama and crocodile tears!
my gastric pain is killing meee!!!!
and and and, im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo in love with babies!!!!!!
and thngs are back to normal between me and undoh!
dont wish to regret it, ever!
tmr, its boy annae's 21st birthday.
may god bless him with joy, happiness and health!!
May god be with him always.
and get well soon!!!!!! (:
love you loads!
so ya, gonna sleep right now.
and lastly, i love my 3 kukus!!!!!
byeee peoplee! heh heh (:

♥feels like insomnia

Monday, January 18, 2010

The Bottom Line
Everything's changing fast. Starting anything new just leads to more uproar.

In Detail
Ready for a little rest and relaxation? Some well-deserved time off, away from the madding crowds? Well, you're certainly due -- and thanks to the stars, who are currently tiptoeing through your house of one-to-one relationships wearing wistful, dreamy looks -- well, let's just say you won't be looking for company for long. You may, however, be reported as missing by your worried friends. Let them know you won't be surfacing for a few days. It's only polite.

.

♥feels like insomnia

Saturday, January 16, 2010

The Bottom Line
Do a handstand! Change your perspective and get a unique solution to an old problem.

In Detail
After one last day of teasing you with lingering glances that last just a tad too long to be socially acceptable, late this evening a certain person will finally be ready to say what's on their mind. If you're unattached and interested, stare back. (Heck, even if you're attached, go ahead and enjoy their admiration.) In fact, stare back for even longer than they do. Think of it as a contest. Resolve to win, and see where they put their eyes next. Bet you can guess.

♥feels like insomnia

hellooo peoplee!!
today morn woke up at 9 plus?
thanks to undohh!
so ya, currently chatting with hannah and vik!
the donkey just made the dog smile! :)
thanks donkey!
im so bored, okay wait. actually not la.
no plans for today, wanna get out of this hell but its not possible la!

and to this person.
i had enough of ALL your crap and shitty-fied nonsense.
dont bother saying sorry anymore.
cause you just keep repeating your mistakes.
and even if you say sorry, dont even dream that i would accept it.
it would be over my dead body, mark my words.
i dont give respect for someone's age, i give respect for what they are.
and look at you. sucha hypocrite. never admit your mistakes.
say so many sorry, but never meant it.
always finding fault in what others do, but never looked at your own mistakes.
never admitted once, that it was actually your fault.
you classified me under those who never appreciate the things you do for me.
is that why, ive said a thousand thanks for the thngs you have done for me.
please, im not like you. i say it only if i mean it.
i said so many thanks and sorry, but you never bothered to listen.
stop acting nice to me. you can never take back the words you said to me.
so dont dream! wonder what you will do if there wasnt a tomorrow for me.
i shall see how you take back the words. i shall see who regrets. you or me?
casue i know what i do is right. ive been taught how to choose the right path and take the right decisions. so stop trting me like some 3 year old kid. and stop commenting abt those i mix around with. i know thm for 4 whole years. so you keep your damn comments to yourself. dont talk as if you know thm. i know my friends are those who would stand by me through thick and thin. dont think im as stupid as you to choose the wrong friends and then end up regretting. and i dont care if you trust me or not. ya, you raised me up. but still, its MY life and im the one who is living it. not you. oh wait, were you one who even raised me up. i dont think so. if you want to bring down your own image, do it for all you want. i cant be bothered anymore. seems like you take advantage when i end up giving in. so im not going to. cause i really had enough of it. realised we never did get along all these days. to you, she was important. so be it. i dont care. and its not im stubborn and dont want to listen to you .the problem just lies with you. you say thngs in a way that it would get on my nerves. learn to say thngs properly, thn pple might listen to you. just because you are old enough, doesnt mean you are perfect and know everything. theres so much other thngs that you also have to learn. you never bothered to listen or hear me talk. so when you are willing to listen to me, i wouldnt be there. thn it would be too late.
i still love you like how i did. but looks like you dont. so be it. so ya, a big thanks!

♥feels like insomnia

Friday, January 15, 2010

ystdd was just a superr fun dayy!!
Fascinatingg!!!
morn, met diana and elysee in the toi.
bought that addictive seweet!!
so ya lessons, as usual.
after that, me and hannah confused.
didnt know if we should go for the pongal thng or to LaSalle.
so ya, decided to go to LaSalle.
reached there, im sooo loving that place!!!
surr cool!!!
especially that percussion thngee!!!!!!
was walking walking around that placee!!
niceeeee:))))
then after the whole thng, bused to mrt station.
we tied all our bag strap together!!
wass so funny la!!
one woman got stuck in the middle of us, HAHA!!
thn ths elysee, came up with this kuku plan.
one fall, all fall.
but actually it was me falling with her.
hahaha!! was laughing my headd off!!!
went to city hall.
diana bought her stuffs.
was walking around, went to the decoration shopp.
that cuteee pencils!!
haha, fascinatingg!!
thn trained to bishan.
buscmmereadyyyyyyy!!!
elysee went to her french class.
diana bought her thng at cotton on in bishan.
so we didnt have to go to ssc.
thn from there, trained to yishun.
went to diana's hse.
cockraoch cemetry dayyy!!
my god!! gross me out la!
went to diana hse.
slept there while diana and hannah was doing sumthng.
shiok la her bed, damn comfortable knoww!haha
thn after that left her hse.
took 965 bus.
diana just helped my phobia of crossing roads get worst!! LOL!
reached wdlands.
walked SUPER fast.
let me emphaise on the word SUPER!! haha.
diana and hannah went to the photo shop at causeway point.
and i walked hme 1st, LIKE SUPER FAST!!
went hme, bathed and everythng.
thn diana and hannah cme to my hse.
changed and everythng.
lols, joke la!!
left the hse, toook 965.
elysee got up the bus half way.
was taking pics in the bus.
funnyy!!
thn got down at sengkang.
took bus 89.
elysee was singing songs to me, LOLS!!!!
and she was driving the bus, funny sia that one.
got dwn at downtown east.
went to bk.
sat there for a while.
thn went to anisa's birthday partyy!!
sawww achuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!! :))
was there for a while.
me and elysee went walkwalk. * AHEMS *
thn ya, after that went to the beach there.
sat there, took many pics.
thn got this grp of malay guys singing and playing guitar.
niceeee:)
made friends with thmmm!!!!! :D
talk talk with thm.
thn ya, went back to the chalet.
said byee to anisa's mum and all.
waited for dad to cme and fetch us.
so ya, dad fetched diana, elsyee and hannah to yishun mrt.
went back hme, ate like a pig. trust mee! somethng is wrong with me!!
went to sleep at 2 plus? cant rmb.
150110- fascinattinggg dayyy:) love itt:)

and lastly to Miss Perfect Shit!
why do you give a damn about what i tell my mum?
stop talking as if you are so perfect la!
im tryna be nice, but if you want to give me this shit.
i jolly well, treat you like cow dung!
i know la, your bloody fat nose is super big, doesnt mean you have to poke your damn nose in my life or problems. keep your shitty-fied comments to yourself la. Miss. Perfect Shit, i dont give a damn about what you think of me. But you jolly well keep out of MY life! If you want to get on my nerves more, go on. I dont mind. But take note of this, you will regret it big time, one day or another. Mark my words, you bloody female dog!

♥feels like insomnia

Thursday, January 14, 2010

haluuuu funny peoplee!!

1stly, happy birthday to anisaa! :)

so ya, gonna blog abt today.
went to school.
met diana and elysee at 2nd flr toi.
tied diana's hair.
thn went dwn for assembly.
1st was bio, tried to concentrate. hhaah.
thn it was, maths? kinda studied. ohh, and i understand that thngee.
after that was recess, didnt eat.
was doing work, stress!!
thn during eng, went through the compre questions.
after that was chem, TORTUREE!!!
i seriously prefer mrs. ow la.
its like i cant help but comment on ths ms.lai!!
so ya, after that was cdl.
me and regina, as usual. drew thngs. mine really looked retarded.
hadda feel up that about me thngee?
then it was MT.
hayooo, * hits forehead*
went for assembly after that.
me and elysee, were laughing like crazyy.
thanks to me and that funny face!! HAHA!
thn went to mac after that.
ohh, beef burgerr?? LMAO!!
was laughing as usual, till i had sorethroat.
thn walked back to skul, cos ely had netball training.
me and han bought icecream.
poor icecream!! hahah
cant actually rmb what happened, but i know we were laughing our asses off.
and elysee, actually sat on somethng the ground and laughed!!
laugh till i had sorethroat!!
thn after that, ely went for training.
me, diana and han walked to nrthpnt.
stupid pri skul gals, bloody hell.
act big only siaaa.
setuupiddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ohh, and han said that gal stinked.!!
ya, maybe she really ahs a fwen who is a aunty in the market, pulling trolley. HAHA!!
thn went walkwalk in nrthpnt.
after that, i took 856 back hme.
currently, msging and chatting!
hopefully tmrr everythng goes well!! * prays super super hard *
aites, byeee bloggiee!!!!!! much loves!

[[Lets toss a coin!
Heads- you're mine
Tails- im yours]]

♥feels like insomnia

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

The Bottom Line
Love: It's not just in the air. It's calling your cell and whispering in your ear.

In Detail
Your love life is currently a very busy place -- and a pleasantly crowded one, too. You're entertaining four earthy, practical astrological energies in your house of love, all of them intent on getting you together with someone who's just as respectable, responsible and practical as yourself. If you're single, your chances of meeting someone you'll actually find intelligent and interesting are really, really good. If you're with someone, snuggle up and plan on spending some time alone. It's time to fall in love all over again.

.

♥feels like insomnia

Monday, January 11, 2010

Cinderella walked on broken glass, Sleeping Beauty let a lifetime pass, Belle fell in love with a beast, Jasmine choosed a poor man, Ariel spent her life on land. It's all about the smiles and tears; love is about facing your biggest fears. ♥

okay i seriously dont have any mood to blog or what.
curretnly chatting with diana!!!!!
oh btw, congrats to pravesh's sister!!
amazingly, im being nice to even congratulate herr!!
Feb 14 is comingg!!! * stares at hannah *
somehow, i do give a damn about it la.
feel guilty!! * oops *
so ya, kinda trying to do my eng hmwk.
but somehow, online dictionaries arent helping.
ohhh, and my setupidd neighbour just cme outside my hse.
and me and my sister gave each other that, "why is this female dog here?" look!!
irritating laa!!
ohhhhhhhhh, impttttttt!!!!!!
my 36 bucks, ALL gonee!!!!
great or what?!
like jsut now only, diana was asking me how much i got so much money.
and by evening, im broke!!
so ya, 10 bucks used to buy burger king.
the another 26 bucks, used to buy pp8?
i gave the shop aunty, 15 bucks. all notes.
and another 11 bucks, all coins.
cos i realised that all my notes were used up.
im wondering, will my pp8 finish soon like how it used to?
cos i want it to!!
but depends on that person.
so ya, am home.
super confused already.
and another addition to that, choosing of the art topics.
wish the world would end just now, LIKE RIGHT NOW!!
im feeling superrr upset.
things always had to end up the wrong way.
Pari Mala * cries in confusion *
Lets get you a love quote!
"Which way are you going? The left one where there is nothing right? Or the right one, where there is nothing left?"
why am i always falling for the wrong person?
even though that person is someone good, its the wrong one.
1stly, i should stop being this softhearted!!
hate myself for that!!
what would you do if the person who made you cry was the one who was making you smile all this while? how would you feel?

♥feels like insomnia

Sunday, January 10, 2010

; FOR DIANAAAA!!!

Cheer up darlinggggggg!!!!!!!
I know how you feel deyy, cause ive been through the same shit many times before.
Just that yours seems worst!!
But hey, look at me dude!!
Im get hurt so damn easily, cry even more easily.
But i moved on, putting everything aside.
Im sure you can make it girl!!
If you cant get him, then let me tell you this.
You deserve more than that babe!!
And i'll wish upon a star for youu every night deyy!!!
Sucha seweet person like you, seriously deserves more than this!!
I may not be able to get him back for you, but im gonna try my best!!
You have done soo many things for me, and im gonna make sure you get what you want in love!
No matter what, i will be there to wipe the tears off your face darling!
Or even share the smiles with you!
Im on the positive side girl!
Nothing is impossible!!
Not another tear i want to see on your face!!
So cheer up!!!
Luvvyoumanymany!!!
*Partners in comedy!!* HAHA!!

♥feels like insomnia

hellloooo peopleeeee!!!!
let me blog about ystd!!
morn woke up at arnd 9plus.
bathed, got ready and all.
bused to diana's hse.
reached her hse.
this time, she was already awake!!! :)
ate brkfast at her hse.
thn decided to go to school.
took 811.
reached school.
we were walking arnd.
thn watched the concert for a while.
and this diana, just hadda say hi to ms. lathika.
and ms. lathika made us carry that big big table.
hahaha, my choco pillows!!
thn went to chong pang.
top up prepaid!!
used the atm machine, thanks to undohh!
after that, bought water and sweets at 7-11.
and trust me, me and diana took so long to choose what drink to buy.
lols, decided to buy mineral water.
but dont know whch brand to buy, the kuku us!!
and the sweet, super addictive.
and and and, i always get the nice one and diana gets the loser one.
LOL!!
took 800 to diana's hse.
ate lunch at her hse.
haha, was using the lappy for a while.
blabla, socksssssss!! :)
thn met vik under the blk.
decided to go wdlands.
to that water fall/ longkang place!! hahah!!
so ya, walked to interchnage.
vik walked 1st.
saww elysee, was talking to her.
ohhh, im marriedd?!?!?!!?!?!?!
haha, so ya. walked to interchange.
was laughing my damn head off.
seeing the way vik walked. *oops*
thn diana asked me to talk to the boy beside us.
well, we dnt even know him la.
LOL!!
thanks god the bus came.
took the bus.
blabla.
was talking to diana.
throwing paper.
thn got dwn at marsiling.
diana and i, damn funny.
we didnt friend each other for a while!!
lols, joke laa!!
oh talking abt joke.
diana and i, we are gonna make a comedy togetherrrr!!!!!!
so ya, reached that water fall placeee.
ilovethatplace!!!!!
left that place at 6.30.
diana hadda go to her aunt place.
so left me and vik.
decided to walk to wdlands interchangee.
frm marsiling to wdlands, kinda near laa. hmmph!
was talking.
and seriously, i hate it when car tires screeches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so ya, reached the interchnge.
vik went to take bus.
and i walked back hme.
and suddenly the surrounding felt so quiet, haizz! haha
reached hme.
went to eat 1st, was soo hungry.
used the comp for a while.
went to bathe.
ate again, haha.
was msging diana.
was watching some stupid chi horror-comedy movie.
was telling diana abt it.
and some how, the mvie was soo boring that i fell asleep on the sofa
went to bed at arnd 12 plus?
thn, vik's msg vibration amazingly woke me up in the middle of the night.
tried to keep myself awake and was msging him.
went back to sleep at 2 plus?
today woke up at 11plus.
bathed and all.
watched kuruvi for a while!!
thn koled that kuku.
we talked for 1 hour 16 mins plus?
his poor prepaid!! HAHA!!
hadda crack my poor brain, it was like solving some hangman game.
currently, listening to sonngs and fb-ing.
feel so bored and hungryyy.
tmr got skul, HAIZ!!
aites, i dont know what to blog readyy!
lols, bye!

* One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can utter *

♥feels like insomnia