so baby i will wait for you

Friday, October 9, 2009

kau membuat ku berantakan,
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya,
kau menolakku, acuhkan diriku
bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
kusadari ku tak sempurna,
aku bukan prempuan seperti yang kau inginkan
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku?
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku
bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
kusadari ku tak sempurna,
aku bukan prempuan seperti yang kau inginkan
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku?
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku?
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

you've messed me up
you've screwed me up
i feel hopeless and powerless
cause you've denied me and ignored me
i wonder how to melt your heart of stone
i know im far from perfect,
im not a kind of girl you want
you've broken me into pieces with your attitude
don't you know that you've hurt me?
my heart is weary of trying to convince you,
this love is killing me
i wonder how to melt your heart of stone
i know im far from perfect,
im not a kind of girl you want
you've broken me into pieces with your attitude
don't you know that you've hurt me?
my heart is weary of trying to convince you,
this love is killing me
you've broken me into pieces with your attitude
don't you know that you've hurt me?
my heart is weary of convincing you,
this love is killing me
my heart is weary of convincing you,
this love is killing me

Sometimes, it's wrong to walk away
though you think it's over
Knowing, there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
You just want to change the way the world goes round
Tell me,
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see,
That's the way I feel, about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
cause I loved and lost the day I let you go
Can't help, but think that this is wrong,we should be together
Back in, your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised
It was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round
Tell me,
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say
I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel, about you and me baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking
I should know
cause I loved and lost the day I let you go
I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moments gone
I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round
Tell me,
Have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say
I'm sorry
Can't you see
That's the way I feel, about you and me, baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Looking down the road you should be taking i should know
cause I loved and lost the day I let,
yes i loved and lost the day i let,
yes i loved and lost the day i let you go

i must be real stupid to still love him
its obvious that all those were just lies and made up excuses,
but i just cant bring myself to forget him and move on.
more of like, i dont want to move on.
slap me someone.
there has to be a way to bring him back.
but words dont work at all.
lies after lies. excuses after excuses.
he build me up and tear me down.
see, somehow i cant forget him,
after all that we've been through.
so tell me, what hurts more?
thinking you should hate him
or knowing you don't?
if you give me chance,
i can love you right.
but you're telling me it wont be enough
baby, come back to me.
until you come back,
i cant breathe.
i was stupid to think that for actually one second you cared.
i keep on forgetting to forget about you.
i guess my wake up call was too too late.
sick of crying, tired of trying, yes im smiling but inside im dying.
move on??
is it karma or revenge?

♥feels like insomnia