so baby i will wait for you

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

am so tired and lazy right now.
but nvm, i shall post.
well, 1stly. school sucks!!!
haizz. nvm. btw, today met diana and elysee in the toilet.
hannah cme too!! tying diana's hair, major problem!! but sorry for the pain caused diana!!
went to hall for some talks. i got cramps!!
then ya, went to class.
class bonding?? LOL
thn blabla, cnt rmb much.
after skul, bused to ssc.
walked arnd in ssc. ate at the kopitiam.
damn funny la, laughed till my tummy ached.
my pepsi, had a sad sad lifee!!
after that bused to yishun.
in the bus, laughed like crazy again!!
got dwn at yishun, took mrt to orchad.
walkwalk over there. i only rmb tripping on somethng when there wasnt anythng there.
ohhhh, and saw diana's cousinnn!!!! :)))))))))
thn ya, took mrt back to yishun.
in the "mrt bus", laughed like some mad person.
especially the, whats up part!!! foresttsss!!!
i didnt know they actually call a mrt, CAR?
wtf, mrt bus is funny enuf. and nw a car?
so ya, got dwn at yishun.
elysee left 1st.
diana, hannah and i walked to the 965 busstp.
i took 169 back hme.
so ya, reached hme. bathed and everythng, thn ate.
currently, chatting with hannah and diana!!
will be going off any moment now.
and to you ah. for god sake, if you have the guts, freaking tell me the truth.
okay, maybe your sis was jsut playing. but you have been hiding thngs frm me and giving me excuses. well, you jolly well stop it. and you dont talk as if you so damn bloody matured okay.
you got a prob with me, effing say it!! are you even genuine in the 1st place? makes me wodner you know!! oh wait, maybe you're just acting as MR. GOOD GUY??? i know you arent the only one for me. are you even worth my love? are you even worth my friendship? are you even worth my trust?
have you asked yourself, if you're being selfish? you call me selfish, have you looked at yourself? you say do thnk abt pple b4 yourself. are you sure? well i didnt mind when you cme and talked to me. i didnt mind telling you everything. but now, i have a doubt. can you really be trusted? this has been on my mind for a very long time. but today, i knew i had to say it. not only cause of what happened just now, but this has been on my mind very long. its not cause of that conversation just now. so ask yourself, can you be trusted? we had so many arguments, fights, and quarells. but i did take back my words, even though the fault wasnt on me. i dont want to argue with you anymore. seriously, i just want ths fwenship to be smooth. i treasure our fwenship. seriously, i do. i dont want us grow apart. i dont want it to be the, strangers, friends and back to strangers. you either change, or forget this whole damn thng. cause i know, i changed alot of thngs just for you.

♥feels like insomnia